"Ning Shu?" Suman really didn't expect that the person who was nailed and unable to move in this room was Ning Shu.
She thought Ning Shu and Wei Ran were in the same group.
Hearing his name in a daze, Ning Shu's unfocused eyes slowly gathered a little light, "Is it you?"
She still remembers Suman.
Because of this, she said even more urgently: "Please, save me."
She kept struggling on the cross. Every time she struggled, the nails were driven deeper into her body, and blood overflowed from the corners of her mouth. The severe pain made her scream horribly, but Even so, she still struggled as if she didn't feel the pain, and said to Suman: "Kill me and let me free, please."
As she spoke, tears fell down instantly, "Please, help me."
She was like a person who had collapsed ten thousand times and was still praying for salvation pitifully, regarding Suman in front of her as the only life-saving straw.
But Suman did not act rashly.
After all, if one person is not good, the one she saves may be a face-changing horror that may send her to the West.
And as if she understood Suman's concerns, Ning Shu stopped struggling, tried hard to gather her breath and assured her: "I am normal, I will never hurt you."
"No matter what you saw me like before, only this me now is the real me." The pain in her body made Ning Shu speak very fast. She was already on the verge of collapse, "It's just wishful thinking. He is manipulating me, and I don’t want revenge at all.”
"But Weiran said you are boyfriend and girlfriend." Although Ning Shu in front of him looked very pitiful, Suman's heart did not waver at all. Anyone can lie, even a weak person who looks extremely pitiful. She will not jump to conclusions without knowing the truth.
"No!!" I don't know whether it was because of the painful memories or the physical pain. Ning Shu's face became ferocious, as if she had become another person, and her pupils also turned dark, just like before. The Ning Shu she saw who killed Zhou Xiaomei was the same.
However, the dark pupils did not last for two seconds before returning to normal, as if Ning Shu was fighting against something.
When her expression became normal, she began to cry again, "You believe me, you believe me, I have nothing to do with him, he is the one who manipulates me.
When I first woke up, I had no memory of anything. He said he was my boyfriend and he took very good care of me, so I believed him..."
But later, she discovered that throughout the day, she always had incomplete memories.
Asked Weiran, Weiran said that she was injured and had not recovered yet, so it always happened like this and it was normal. Until later, some strange scenes kept appearing in her mind, so real, as if they had happened before.
"My memories include the school life I hated, and the fact that I killed some people..."
And she followed her instinct and gave thank-you gifts to some people.
Because of these memories, she had more and more waking moments and recalled more and more things. Weiran gradually began to lose control of her.
"Just now, when Weiran still wanted to control me to kill people, I completely recovered all my memories. I am Ning Shu, and I am dead, but I am still living in this attitude, and I don't want to. "
If it were an ordinary person, living again would be considered salvation, but for Ning Shu, this was not salvation, it was just another torture. "I don't know him at all, and I don't know why he did this."
There is no one or life she wants to miss here anymore. She wants to be free. She doesn’t want to have anything to do with these sad things. At this point, she has the same ostrich idea as Wu Caixia. She just hopes, Don't go through this kind of life again. As long as she lives, as long as she has those thoughts at that time, it is a prison for her, a prison from which she has no way to be free and free.
It was also because she was no longer under his control that he lost control of her. He wanted to lock her here, and he wanted her to continue to listen to him and harm others.
"He is a bad person. He wants to take advantage of me." Ning Shu's eyes were red and tears were rolling. "I can't do it. I am a coward. They hurt me, but I have no way to avenge them. People like me deserve to die."
"Help me, kill me, don't let me become his killing tool." Ning Shu's voice was filled with tears, and deep down in her heart, there was actually a trace of resentment towards Wei Ran, "Why do you do this to me? I You have already chosen to die, why don’t you let me go?”
Why do you want to hurt her again with these things? Why should she regain her memory?
Even if she takes a step back and says that even if she really wants revenge, she has no memory of the time of revenge. What kind of revenge is this?
She's really nothing more than an emotionless killing machine.
Suman understood her story. She wanted to die, but Suman would not persuade her. But before that, she still wanted to ask some questions.
For example, are Li Zhuangfei and the others really the ones who laughed at her?
For example, Zhou Xiaomei, does she hate Zhou Xiaomei? Why?
Although Ning Shu didn't want to recall these two questions, she answered her questions because she wanted to get rid of them as soon as possible.
First, Li Zhuangfei was indeed the one who laughed at her back then, but she didn't know some of the people who died. She didn't know if those people laughed at her. The only ones who impressed her deeply were Li Zhuangfei and Sun Jian. .
Second, do you hate Miss Zhou? hatred.
When she was picking up a courier from Zhou Xiaomei, she happened to meet Li Zhuangfei and a group of people who were also coming to pick up the courier. They laughed at her in front of so many people who were picking up the courier. She was ashamed and annoyed, and there was only suppressed laughter around her. , She was helpless at that time and really wanted to cry. Later she made great determination and told the teacher about the incident. She wanted the teacher to help her.
But the teacher said that he asked the boss of the express delivery station, and the boss said that nothing like what she said happened. He said that she was lying.
The courage she finally mustered up fell to the ground at that moment, falling to pieces and unable to be picked up again.
She had also heard about Li Zhuangfei's rescue of the courier station owner. After all, this incident had been published in the school's small newspapers and was mentioned several times by the teacher as a role model, but she really couldn't forgive it.
"I really don't have the courage to fight against those people. I have tried hard, but my efforts have yielded no results and have made my situation even more difficult..."
Ning Shu's years of grievances seemed to have found an outlet. For a moment, she wanted to tell all her grievances, until Suman asked another question, "What about Cui Zhu?"
