Ana Shen put down the document in his hand.
"I'm actually not very good at distinguishing people's emotions." Shen Yanqu said.
Lu Yu: "?"
Lu Yu really didn't quite understand what Shen Yanqu meant.
He's like this, and he can't tell people's emotions?
Seeing Lu Yu's surprised look, Ana Shen laughed.
It might be hard to tell others, but for Shen Yanqu, when the person in front of him was someone he knew well enough and valued, he never thought of hiding it.
"Absence of Emotion Syndrome."
“I have no empathy, I have no interest in things, and I can’t sense other people’s emotions.”
Ana Shen said these words in an extremely calm tone.
Lu Yu was stunned on the spot.
"Lack of love...emotion?"
How can it be?
Shen Yanqu doesn't look like a person who lacks emotions!
Shen Yanquan smiled and said, "That happened before. After discovering this symptom, I have been receiving treatment in those years. Now, I can live like a normal person, but it still left me with There are many irreversible effects.”
"I still lose interest in many things, so, apart from work, my life is just an escape game."
"As for emotional cognition, from the beginning, I couldn't tell whether other people's emotions were good or bad. In order to make myself look like a normal person, I started to learn to study people's facial expressions and subtle movements, and convey this information through , related to the corresponding emotions. For a long time, I relied on this to distinguish other people's emotions."
"This also had a great impact on me. Even though I got better later, I seemed to have the ability to feel and distinguish other people's emotions, but some habits have become ingrained."
"My thinking will give priority to analyzing the details I see with my eyes, rather than the emotions I experience."
"But I also have to admit that emotionally, sometimes, theoretical knowledge may be completely wrong. It is also for this reason that I later chose to join the entertainment industry, just to enable myself to work in the entertainment industry. Theoretical knowledge is maximized, thereby reducing the possibility of information errors.”
Speaking of this, Ana Shen shook his head helplessly.
"Even so, the matter of feelings cannot be explained by a simple theoretical knowledge. I didn't believe it before, but now, I believe it."
After Ana Shen said this, he fell silent.
Lu Yu was also silent, she didn't know what to say.
Everything Shen Yanqui said seemed completely different from her understanding of Shen Yanqui.
However, her reason told her that what Ana Shen said was correct.
It is precisely because of these that many things in the past have become reasonable.
For example, from the beginning of their meeting, why did Shen Yanqu say those unpleasant words because she just looked at her for a long time.
Because he has no way of distinguishing whether other people's attitudes are friendly or malicious. Although his symptoms have been alleviated and he is not as clueless about feelings as he was at the beginning, long-term habits make him still prefer his own. theoretical judgment.
In such a situation, when a person looks at you for a long time...
In addition, Shen Yanqu is in the entertainment industry and is more likely to be exposed to some unspoken rules and other things in the entertainment industry. It is understandable why he had this reaction at the time.
Not just at the beginning, if Lu Yu thought about it carefully, in fact, many things existed bit by bit in life.
Shen Yanqui was not short of money and had no pressure on his life. The reason why he entered the escape game was to relieve stress.
However, he is not short of money. Is it really because of too much pressure from work?
Or, apart from work, Ana Shen... actually had nothing to do.
What outsiders see as workaholics is actually just because they have nothing to do.
Many people have their own hobbies, such as watching operas, listening to concerts, etc., which sound high-end, but there are also everyday things such as shopping, watching theater, and many other hobbies.
People's lives will be enriched by these little things.
Ana Shen didn't.
Because he has no interest in those.
Lu Yu didn't know what to say, but Shen Yanqui was relieved quickly.
He smiled and said, "That was all in the past, it's nothing."
He stretched out his hand and rubbed Lu Yu's head: "Don't make this expression look like I have a terminal illness."
Lu Yu raised his eyes, looked at Shen Yanqui, and asked: "Shen Yanqui, so, are you smiling now because you want to laugh, or... is it what you have learned over the years, to laugh?"
The seemingly calm smile on Ana Shen's face suddenly froze at the corners of her mouth.
Lu Yu just looked at him.
If Ana Shen was already used to observing people's facial details to determine their emotions, would he also be used to disguising himself?
When he is sick, he needs to become a normal person and learn to observe some details of others to determine their emotions and thoughts. Likewise, he cannot always treat people expressionlessly.
He also needs to show different emotions when dealing with different people and different things.
Emotional deficiency means not only being unable to understand the emotions of others, but also being unable to express your own emotions.
So, how much of what Ana Shen is showing now is what he really wants to express, and how much is what he thinks he should do on a certain occasion?
Lu Yu's question seemed to tear through Ana Shen's fig leaf all at once.
Shen Yanqui twitched the corners of his mouth, helpless.
"Lu Yu, is it important?" Shen Yanqui asked her.
Lu Yu nodded: "It's important."
"Why did you help me then? Regarding Lu Ran's matter." Lu Yu asked Shen Yanqu.
Ana Shen did not hide anything: "Because I want to help you."
"Why do you want to help me?" Lu Yu continued to ask.
Ana Shen paused for a moment and continued to reply: "Because you are very important to me."
"Well, that's my answer too."
"Shen Yanqui, because you are very important to me, so I also want to help you."
Lu Yu said to Ana Shen.
After the words fell, the two looked at each other, and for a moment, neither one spoke.
This time, it was Lu Yu who spoke first.
"I know that some things are difficult to say, so it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me. I'll listen when you are willing to tell me one day," Lu Yu said.
Shen Yanqui said that his illness was a thing of the past.
However, if it was really a past tense state, how could it still be like this now?
He didn't look like he was healed at all.
More like, he learned how to be a normal person and deceive other people.
Possibly, including psychiatrists.
He deceived the psychiatrist and made them believe that he had recovered.
