The wilderness at night is dark and lonely.
When you look up at the stars, it is dreamy and beautiful, and the twinkling stars give people endless reverie.
However, humans cannot look at the sky forever.
When you look down at the corner where you are, you will find darkness everywhere.
"Ahem——"
"call--"
The sound of gasping that was suppressed slowly sounded in the dark room.
Noel, who was paralyzed on the ground, struggled to lean against the bed, still holding the scattered potion fragments in his hands.
"hehe--"
Bathed in the moonlight and looking at the scattered stars in the sky, Noel suddenly laughed inexplicably.
He didn't know why he was laughing, but he just wanted to laugh——
Click——
At this moment, the keyhole of the door turned.
Lax, wearing a coat and pajamas, walked into the room skillfully, looked at the potion fragments scattered on the floor, and silently bent down to pick them up.
"You came a little early today."
Noel leaned on the bed and said without looking back.
"It's because your health is getting worse."
As she spoke, Lux stood up from the ground, turned and walked towards the closet on the side, which contained blankets and clothes that she stored every day.
Unlike hiding in Akatsuki Island, Lux would wait quietly at the door when Noel had physical problems.
When everything was over, she would quietly go in and tidy up the messy room for Noel.
Sometimes Noel is awake, sometimes Noel is unconscious.
As time passed, Noel spent more time unconscious than awake.
In the past half month, today was the only time that Noel was still awake after getting sick.
After hearing this, Noel turned his head and looked at the clock that fell on the ground - 4:34.
This was about an hour later than the first time.
"Lux, what is the significance of my appearing in this world?"
Just as Lux took out the blanket from the closet, Noel suddenly asked: "It is said that everyone's appearance is meaningful, so what is the meaning of my appearance?"
"What's the point of all this suffering?"
"Why am I the one suffering and not others?"
"Why should I come here and suffer like this?"
A series of questions were thrown at Lux.
This is also a problem that Noel has never been able to understand.
Lux didn't answer and had no way to answer.
He just held the blanket and walked to Noel and sat down next to him, watching the starry sky outside the window with him.
"The future of mankind? The happiness of mankind? Why do these things focus on me?"
Noel looked out the window with dull eyes and continued to tell his questions.
Sometimes, he really wanted to give up, this inexplicable life, and this inexplicable journey.
But when he thought of the pain he had suffered, he felt unwilling to do so.
I always feel that I should still be saved, that I still have room to struggle, and that there is still something I should pursue.
You can't just come here and die in frustration like this.
So he kept waiting and waiting, and kept insisting.
In the end I have persisted until now.
result--
"What's the point of my persistence? I've already planned to die like this, but why am I still unwilling to do so--"
Faced with Noel's question, Lux couldn't find any words to answer.
Looking at Noel's sweat-soaked underwear, white lips, and slightly trembling arms, the only thing Lux could do was to cover the two of them with a blanket.
Try your best to give him some warmth.
She hopes to convey warmth to Noel's heart.
"Do what you want to do, Noel. Life should be a life without regrets."
Lacus, who had her hands wrapped around Noel's arm, leaned on Noel's shoulder. At this moment, Lacus had the answer in her heart.
She didn't know whether her choice was right or wrong, but her heart told her that she wanted to make this choice.
"Life should be without regrets - do you think it's possible?"
Noel smiled dumbly when he heard this.
"As long as there is a result that is enough to comfort everything, then there should be no regrets in everything you experience in life."
"So, go find a life that you think is worthy of this painful experience of yours, Noel. I just hope that you will not regret our encounter at any time."
As Lux spoke, her head leaning on Noel's shoulder twisted slightly, she found a comfortable position and slowly closed her eyes.
After making a decision about this relationship, the troubles in Lux's heart gradually disappeared.
At this moment, Noel was no longer a sharp sword in her heart, but a person worth trusting.
As for regret——
It is impossible for a person to live without regrets, and no one can change this.
But you can look for results in the rest of your life that you think are enough to make up for your regrets.
Listening to Lux's pointed words, Noel couldn't help but turn his head and look at the girl in front of him.
With a clean and fair face like an angel, her long pink hair falls freely on her shoulders, and a faint fragrance spreads into her brain from her nostrils——
"No matter when, don't regret our meeting——"
Savoring Lux's words, Noel remembered this sentence that he had seen somewhere.
'If you feel empathy, pity, respect, jealousy, or any of these emotions for a girl, it's definitely not just like you -'
"So - my feelings for you are more than just like..."
He reached out and gently pushed away the long hair scattered on Lux's face. Looking at the face that looked hazy and beautiful perhaps because of the moonlight, Noel murmured and slowly tilted his head towards Lux.
The next day——
The morning sun rises with the singing of birds.
Click——
The door opened slowly, and Lux, who was wearing pajamas, carefully exited the room.
"Ha~"
The yawning Mirialia walked out of the bathroom next to her with messy short hair, and happened to bump into Lux who was about to close the door.
"Good morning, Mirialia——"
Looking at the sleepy Mirialia, Lux smiled and said hello to her.
"Ha~ Good morning, Lux——"
The sleepy Mirialia rubbed her eyes and said hello to Lux.
"Did you not have any rest last night?"
Lux looked at the tired-looking Mirialia and couldn't help but look puzzled.
You must know that Mirialia is famous for her high quality of sleep, and now——
"I don't know what this guy Noel was up to last night. There were sounds coming all the time, which kept me from sleeping well all night."
Mirialia became angry when she thought of this.
It was not like she had never heard noise before, but the terrifying noise like last night was a bit too much.
There was also a sound of trying to suppress something, which scared her so much that she couldn't sleep in the middle of the night.
"Is it?"
Lux glanced at Mirialia's room, which was next to Noel's room. There might indeed be some sound coming through.
"I won't tell you anymore. I want to go back and catch up on my sleep. You don't need to take me to breakfast."
After saying this, Mirialia rubbed her eyes and walked towards her room.
"Then you should rest well."
After speaking, Lux turned and walked towards her room.
"Um--"
Mirialia nodded and opened the door, then——
"Um!?"
Mirialia suddenly stopped at the door. After blinking hard, Mirialia looked uncertainly at Lux who was gradually leaving and the door that was closed on the side.
"What's wrong?"
Lux heard Mirialia's voice and couldn't help but stop and look over.
"that--"
Click——
Before Mirialia could finish speaking, Noel's room suddenly opened.
"Lux, your clothes."
A neatly dressed Noel walked out holding Lux's jacket.
"Leave it where you are for now. I'll go over and clean up the room later."
"Excuse me, then I'll go to the square to see Luo Duo and the others. Call me when breakfast is ready."
After saying that, Noel threw Lux's clothes on the bed and closed the door - and found Mirialia whose eyes almost popped out.
"morning."
Noel was a little surprised by Mirialia's expression, but didn't think much about it. He said hello casually and walked towards the stairs to the side.
Looking at Noel's leaving figure and Lux in her pajamas.
Mirialia quietly reached out to touch her thigh, and then twisted it hard.
“Hiss—I didn’t dream!!??”
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