"Father?"
Lacus was stunned, especially when she saw Erin Canaba's tangled look, Lacus was even more surprised.
"Well, actually I only learned about it recently."
Irene Kanaba quietly took a breath and said: "According to the soldiers who participated in Mr. Siegel's assassination, Mr. Siegel's death actually had nothing to do with Noel Cassia."
She also knew that now was not the time to talk about this topic.
But regarding the question of Siegel's death, Lux has enough rights to know.
Lux's body stiffened slightly.
"Noel Cassia only learned about Sigel's location in advance from Speaker Sarah, and went to visit him the day before the scheduled battle."
"However, Noel's whereabouts were discovered by soldiers from the Sara faction, and Sara carried out the combat mission in advance. According to the soldiers, Sara's order at that time did not include an order to ensure the safety of Noel Cassia."
Erin Kanaba discovered something strange about Lux, but now that the matter had reached this point, it was time to make everything clear.
Avoiding can never solve a problem, only facing the problem head-on can solve the problem.
It is better to know now than to be kept in the dark.
"Is this so..."
Lux fell into silence.
In fact, Lux had already been mentally prepared for whether Siegel's death had anything to do with Noel.
In her understanding, the death of her father was the same for both Noel and Aslan.
Both of them only chose the wrong path because of Speaker Sara.
She has always regarded Noel as a soldier who was ordered to fight, so her father's death cannot be blamed on him.
Otherwise, no matter how big her heart is and how mature her character is, she will not be able to laugh and laugh in front of an enemy who killed her father.
It’s true that she is Lacus Klein, and she is someone who has inherited the ideas of the Klein school.
But at the same time, she is also a human being, and she also has human emotions and desires.
She also cries, laughs, gets tired, feels sad——
In fact, in order to make herself 'accept' Aslan and Noel, Lux silently spent a lot of effort and carried out a very cruel psychological struggle.
She has been trying desperately to convince herself to forgive Noel and Aslan.
Finally, she succeeded.
But now——
For a moment, Lux's heart, which was originally peaceful, began to feel ripples that she couldn't let go of.
She still remembers Noel's expression and words that day.
In fact, when Noel visited her that day, she really wanted to ask Noel: Why? Why him and not anyone else?
Why did he come at that time?
Why did he let himself face the pain in his heart when he was most helpless?
Now, she also wanted to ask Noel.
Why didn't he tell himself the truth at that time?
Or is he just so untrustworthy in his eyes?
still--
Suddenly, Lux seemed to have discovered something, and the conversation with Noel that day appeared in her mind.
'Don't you hate me? '
'Sure enough, I can't compare to you. '
'I just want to make sure whether you have changed, and by the way, whether you are worthy of the future I entrust to my heart now——'
'A selfless person does immeasurable harm to the public and does endless harm to himself. I sincerely hope that one day I can hear you singing your own song of peace. '
'When people should be selfish, it's better to be selfish. Don't forget that when you accept your mission, you are also a living person. '
Originally, she didn't make much predictions about the conversation that day.
But after today's conversation, Lux began to feel a little uneasy about the results of the experiment Noel participated in.
Entrust the future, entrust the present future——
So it wasn't that Noel was unwilling to tell himself the truth, but that something unacceptable happened to him that made him choose to hide the truth.
As for the purpose - to make yourself hate him?
why?
Or is he bound to become his enemy in the future?
"What happened in the middle-"
Lux suddenly felt a little confused.
Noel helped himself move in the direction of peace.
So he yearns for peace and hopes to get peace——
But Noel's various behaviors make people less sure of his philosophy.
Or rather, it's not that Noel's ideas are vague, but that there is something in him that forces him to choose to go against the path of peace.
But he couldn't let go of the idea of peace, which eventually turned into his incomprehensible actions...
"You really posed a problem for me."
Lux's mood at this time was extremely complicated, joy, confusion, confusion, bitterness...
For a moment, Lux didn't know what words to use to describe her current mood.
"Who made you choose Noel Cassia——"
Erin Kanaba was also a little helpless.
If Lux had chosen someone else, then none of this would be a problem.
Lux was speechless and in no mood to talk about the so-called choice.
Now she only felt that her thoughts were disordered, and everything happened too suddenly.
She really didn't know what happened to Noel, but judging from the various situations under her control now, it must not be something acceptable.
At least it had a very serious impact on Noel.
In this situation, what attitude should I use to face him?
How will Noel face himself after learning all this?
Could he feel that his change towards him and his kindness to him were due to his desire to compensate for the sins his father had committed?
I don’t blame her for thinking in this direction, it’s really——
Even Lux felt powerless at this time.
Everything obviously went so smoothly.
But why——
"Is this something I have to bear?" Lux couldn't help but feel sad.
Erin Kanaba opened her mouth when she heard the words, but she couldn't get the words out.
In fact, Irene Kanaba initially had the idea of giving up the position of speaker to Lux.
It's a pity that Lux refused. There are many specific reasons.
Aside from Lux's treasonous behavior, there are reasons why Lux needs time to heal her wounds.
Lux is always just a seventeen-year-old girl. No matter how mature and steady she is and how perseverant she is, it still cannot change the fact that she is a seventeen-year-old girl.
"When heaven is about to entrust a man with a great responsibility, he must first strain his mind and will, strain his muscles and bones, starve his body and skin, deplete his body, and confuse his actions. Therefore, if he is tempted to endure, he will benefit what he cannot do——"
Erin Kanaba couldn't help but think of a sentence she once saw.
After hearing this, Lux couldn't help but shake her head and smile. She didn't say anything more, but her flickering blue-purple pupils told her inner peace.
————
Lux's conversation with Irene Kanaba was unknown to Noel.
He was now looking at the man on the screen in front of him and frowning secretly.
"Can you please stop looking at me like that? It's disgusting, you know?"
Noel was distracted by Durandal's stare.
After receiving the communication, Durandal's eyes looked particularly strange——
It was full of nostalgia, sadness, guilt, helplessness, and self-deprecation...
Anyway, it’s very complicated and weird.
Even if it's complicated, the key point is that Noel didn't read anything positive from this look.
It was as if he was going to die... No, it should be said that he was already dead. It was so weird.
"Sorry, I just thought of something."
Durandal calmed down his emotions after hearing this and smiled at Noel.
Human nature is really interesting, and I have obviously been mentally prepared for it.
But when the matter came to an end, he still felt a little complicated.
But it is this unspeakable feeling that reminds me that I am still a human being, not a tool to achieve a certain goal.
"I just hope the things you're thinking of don't have anything to do with me."
Noel felt bad after hearing this.
Durandal's attitude was so weird that it made Noel a little scared.
"Yeah, I'll try my best."
Durandal smiled.
"What are you going to do again?"
Noel felt a chill down his spine after hearing this.
So this guy had a role in what he was just thinking?
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