The moon and stars are sparse and the sea breeze blows——
Five people sat in silence around the pavilion of the manor.
Noel picked up the black tea and took a sip. Looking around, he roughly confirmed what had just happened.
The relationship between Aslan and Cagalli should not be a big problem, although whenever Aslan looked at Cagalli, Cagalli would glare hard, then tilt her head and stop looking at him.
But as soon as Aslan looked away, Cagalli would look over quietly.
Overall, it just exudes a sour smell.
The biggest problems are Kira and Lux.
The two of them seemed fine, but that was the biggest problem.
Noel felt that there was an invisible transparent wall separating the two.
And somehow, Noel noticed that the way Lux looked at Kira was different from the way Cagalli looked at Aslan.
If Cagalli looked at Aslan, it was resentful and emotional.
What Lux looked at Kira was - the concern of an ordinary friend.
"Noel, your cup is almost empty. Can I give you some tea?"
Just when Noel was thinking about whether he should take the time to run away, Lux's voice suddenly sounded.
"Huh? Oh - thank you."
Noel was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly drank the tea in one gulp, covered the tea cup, stood up and said: "Well, we've seen each other before, and it's getting late, so I'll go back tomorrow if I have something else to do. "
"Noel wait!"
Suddenly, just when Noel was about to leave, Kira suddenly stood up and called Noel.
"What's wrong?"
Noel reluctantly stopped and turned around to look back.
To be honest, this atmosphere really doesn't suit him.
"that--"
The expression on Kira's face became hesitant, and her eyes were a little wandering.
"Huh?" Noel was stunned, not knowing what happened to Kira.
Just when Kira was hesitant to ask, Lux on the side filled Noel's teacup with tea at some point, and pushed it in front of Noel, saying: "Noel, can you tell us about this union between plant and the earth?" What’s the progress of the negotiations?”
"This--it can only be said that the progress is slow."
Noel thought for a while and replied: "Earth United and Plant are both in the stage of testing each other, and there will be no results in a short time."
Although this is nonsense, it is better than nothing to say.
"Why can't we all live in peace even now? We have sacrificed so much..."
Lux seemed to be asking, but in fact, she was more emotional.
In fact, she probably knows a little bit about the negotiations between Earth United and Plant.
At the same time, she also understood why progress was slow.
But precisely because she knew it, she felt powerless.
Especially due to recent negotiations, Blue Cosmos, which was originally suppressed, has shown signs of resurgence.
"Maybe this is the bad nature of human beings."
Noel thought of Kruse's words.
Cruze is probably the person in the world who has analyzed the evil side of human nature most clearly.
Humanity progresses because of desire, and at the same time it reaches its end because of desire——
"no!"
Kira was ready to launch her verbal attack on Cruze. Almost as soon as Noel finished speaking, he stood up and retorted: "Human beings are not all like this. Human beings also have a beautiful and glorious side!"
"I don't deny this, or I know this better than you do, both good and evil."
If Noel hadn't learned good ideological education since childhood, he would have gone dark and overturned the world together with Cruze.
"Sorry, I was a little too excited just now."
Kira also found that she was a little excited just now.
"It's okay. After all, it's not easy for you. It's understandable that you have such a big reaction to this sentence."
After saying this, Noel suddenly seemed to think of something. He couldn't help but smile and glance at the people and joked: "If you think about it carefully, I seem to be the only one living a relatively easy life here."
However, what Noel didn't know was that there was an inexplicable light shining in his eyes.
It seems to be praying for something.
Aslan and others fell silent upon hearing this.
Aslan, Cagalli, Lux...
All three had relatives who died in the war.
As for Kira, he hated war, but was forced to take up arms and join the war.
Noel looked at the silent expressions of several people and couldn't help but feel an indescribable loneliness, disgust and contempt for himself.
Especially when I think back to how I felt just now——
The feeling of disgust and contempt became even stronger.
I didn't expect that I would have such a pretentious mentality.
What am I hoping for?
How do you expect them to comfort you? Do you expect them to say that your life is worse than ours?
Or hope they say don’t be sad and we will help you solve your problem?
Damn, it’s really disgusting!
"I'm sorry to remind you of some unhappy experiences. I'm really sorry."
Noel quietly took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions, and said: "Now the war is over. Although there will be many twists and turns and hardships in the middle, peace has indeed arrived, so their sacrifices are all worth it. of."
'What kind of twists and turns, we will definitely continue to fight in the future. As for sacrifice, the more people die, the better...'
"There is no need for you to be too sad - there may be many changes in the future, and you still need to protect peace, so -"
'sad? Are you scumbags the only ones as miserable as me? I'm the worst one. I didn't take revenge on the world -'
"Snapped--"
A loud slap suddenly sounded.
The world is quiet.
"Um?"
"Noel?"
"you--"
The four of them looked at Noel with puzzled expressions as he slapped themselves for no apparent reason.
"Why are you so sorry? I suddenly can't even speak anymore. That's it for today. Goodbye!"
After saying that, Noel turned around, rubbed his cheeks and left.
He found that he was a little crazy and sick today, why did he say some inexplicable words.
He behaves like a lunatic, speaking with incomprehensible words.
And what's going on with that voice in your head?
Could it be that you have been depressed for so long that your brain has been damaged?
No, I have to check out my psychological problems after I go back!
Don't solve the physical problems, and create psychological problems again.
Aslan and others were completely stunned when they looked at Noel who was about to leave, and they all saw when they looked at each other——
"Look what I'm doing! Go back and see your apprentice!"
Cagalli noticed Aslan's gaze. She was stunned for a moment and then suddenly became angry and yelled. She pulled up Lacus beside her and said, "Lacus, let's go back!"
"Cagalli?"
Lux, who was deep in thought, was forcefully dragged away from the pavilion by Cagalli.
After giving Aslan and Kira an apologetic look, Lux could only let the angry Cagalli drag her into the manor.
In the blink of an eye, Aslan and Kira were left alone in the pavilion.
"Card...Eh..."
Aslan looked at Cagalli's leaving figure, opened his mouth and finally sighed helplessly.
Sometimes he really couldn't understand Cagalli's thoughts.
She was obviously the one who asked her to teach Judy and the others how to drive MS, so why did she come here to be angry with herself?
If you feel bad, then why did you let me go?
I didn't even plan to go, but you insisted on asking me to go, and then you got angry again when I went!
I don’t understand, I don’t understand at all!
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I feel like I have to write the protagonist as a psychopath...
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