"Why are you telling me this?" Tiera asked doubtfully, and was suddenly stunned. Horrifying thoughts flashed through his mind like lightning——
"How did you know this...how did you know...so...detailed..." Tiera raised her head, looked at Grindelwald, and looked at To the bohemian blond young man on the iron black throne of the divine dimension——
The unruly young man leaning on the iron black throne smiled wildly, revealing his neat white teeth.
The surroundings suddenly became dark and deep, as if the entire divine dimension was suddenly cast in a shadow——
There is light and darkness, and in the shadows, Grindelwald's eyes shine brightly.
"You are..." Tiera forced herself to suppress the hurt thoughts in her mind, and at the same time suppressed what she wanted to ask next.
Tiera lowered her head quietly.
"Yes, I am, but I am not..." Grindelwald said in a completely different tone than just now. It was a tone that Tiera had never heard before. It was stiff, rigid, and... There is a strange sense of erraticity and uncertainty, "To be precise...all of us born here...are
"Hehehehe..." "Grindelwald" on the iron black throne chuckled, "Yes, and no... I am a native of this universe... You We already know that the essence of becoming a god is to ascend to another dimension...and everything we have comes from the great primal nucleus of chaos, the god of blind ignorance who lives in the central palace of the universe...our world The more the dimension rises, the closer one gets to the God of Blindness and Stupidity...In the end..."
"We will all assimilate to the three pillar gods..." Grindelwald said with some helplessness, "Even if his purpose is always to cultivate a completely independent and autonomous 'foreign god'... .Even though He gave 100% freedom conditions, in the end...finally when I ascended to the throne of God and achieved the divinity of 'Chaos'...I couldn't help but have a convergence... ....After crossing the origin of divinity, I did not stop, but continued to burst into higher dimensions...This is something that neither I nor He had expected..."
Grindelwald paused, the expression on his face suddenly became exhausted, and he collapsed on the iron-black throne——
"I am Him...but not Him...The degree of freedom He added to me prevents me from completely becoming Him, but I am thousands of creatures created by the blind and foolish God. One of them makes it impossible for me to get rid of my destiny...I became His incarnation while still retaining my own consciousness..."
Grindelwald cried——
Grindelwald was still smiling, with that unruly and arrogant smile on his face, but tears that did not match his expression were flowing quietly from his eyes like spring water.
"I have a self, I have my own consciousness...but I am still controlled by him..." Grindelwald said in a hoarse voice——
"Have you ever played wizard chess?"
"What a sad and realistic game... I am just like those chess pieces... I have my own consciousness and my own thoughts, but we cannot control our own destiny... "Grindelwald's tone contained unstoppable sadness, "We must follow the determined path of destiny..."
"We have to fight against each other..." At this point, Grindelwald's face seemed to be distorted, with a trace of disharmony and a trace of struggle, but -
But Grindelwald still had that unruly and wild smile on his face, and even the tears on his face gradually disappeared, leaving only that weird, unruly smile.
"I won." Gellert Grindelwald said hoarsely, "I won once... the time when I was a guinea pig... only that one time... I I never broke up with Albus. Albus followed me. We crossed the mountains and the sea. Our hearts depended on each other, like two lone wolves walking in the world clinging to each other for warmth——"
"Yes, yes... That was the happiest life of mine... I was the only and absolute protagonist. Everything I wanted was at my fingertips. The whole world was spinning for me. I was there. My godhood ceremony was held amidst the roaring mountains and tsunami, and I ascended to the throne of god under the spotlight of everyone——" Grindelwald said sadly and nostalgically, "Just when I thought I had everything——"
"The divine dimension of chaos pulled me towards a higher dimension... I glimpsed the entire world... and even the reality of the entire universe... I was forced to assimilate into His incarnation..." Grindelwald continued to say indifferently.
"Since then, I have changed from an experimental subject to an NPC, and I have become a pre-experimental subject before He conducts experiments... So I must fail... So I must, and can only, be them. A stepping stone..." Grindelwald said, "The so-called "plug-ins" and "gold fingers" after each of you travel through time are specially designed by him based on your personality and thoughts... In order to Keep these 'gold fingers' safe...each one will experiment on me before they really commit to you..."
"147,967 experimental subjects...I relived 147,967 times..." Grindelwald's voice became hoarse, like the sound of a drowning man struggling in pain, "You saw it when you came up. Have you? When you came up... those scenes... I have experienced 147967 rises, I have experienced 147967 declines, I have rotted in this cold and lonely tower 147967 times ..."
"I have also experienced 147,967 breaks with Albus..." Tears flowed down Grindelwald's eyes uncontrollably again, "I can endure the same life, I can endure the cycle. Failure...but I can't bear it anymore...I can't stand even one more time...even one break with Albus..."
Grindelwald's voice became increasingly hoarse, even though he still wore that arrogant and uninhibited smile, even though he was still sitting on the throne, even though he was still shrouded and controlled by the dull shadow of chaos——
Tiera could also feel the bone-deep despair and sadness emanating from him.
"I know..." Grindelwald continued, "I know that my old subordinates are a little dishonest, and I also know that you are using my name to cheat... It doesn't matter, this It doesn't matter...you can use these things if you want...I'll give you permission...you can use it as you like, my name, my image, my subordinates... ...These things have no meaning to me anymore... Take it, trust me, you will use it... In the process of influencing and assimilating the world, you use it. Worth it..."
"As a price...as a reward...when you break out of your shell, when you become a truly independent existence from the blind and foolish god, when this universe, this world is completely assimilated by you..." Grindelwald said calmly, "When his experiment succeeds, when he has no choice or need to separate me again..."
"Please grant me death...please grant me an eternal and silent death..." Grindelwald was still smiling, with a pleading look in his eyes——
"But you and Dumbledore..." Tiera asked hesitantly, "I can let you and Dumbledore-"
"No, no need, no need anymore." Grindelwald said, "Please grant me death, please grant me an eternal and silent death..."
"Dumbledore and I don't need anything anymore. Our story ended perfectly when I was an experiment. After that, I experienced 147,967 breaks, breakups and mutual hurts... It's nothing anymore... It's no longer It's no longer necessary... I have no need to see him anymore... My heart won't beat anymore... My heart has been killed by myself..."
"I love him, yes, there is no doubt about it...but there is no need for us to meet anymore..."
"Eternal and silent death is the best ending for me..."
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