Just hear her ask softly:
"Is his death your fault?"
Yu was startled and shook his head...
"Even if you can get the arm pins, can Dean Ian really save him?"
Yu fell silent again, and then answered after a while:
"...I...I'm not sure..."
"At least there's hope, right?"
"……Yes……"
"He is an artificial human. You don't know who sent him to you and why. But in the dream, you feel that his arrival and even his death are all your responsibility! They are all caused by you. Implicated! Just like Xiao Ke and Aunt Liu! Is that so? "
"……Yes……"
"But no matter what, he is indeed dead! The body of a dead person will rot and the soul will dissolve. No matter how profound the traces of life are, they will return to this world sooner or later after death. Even the two seniors Xing Dou Yunshan will do the same. ! Not to mention you and me, not to mention all the living people in this world! Dust will return to dust, dust will return to dust! We will all die one day!"
"..."
"In this case, why do you still waste your countless lives doing these things that actually have little meaning?"
The girl looked at him quietly and said softly:
"I do not understand!"
The girl's expression was very serious, and it was obvious that she was really confused!
For a moment, there seemed to be thousands of voices rising and falling in Yu's heart, scrambling to escape from his throat and cover up the true emotions deep in his heart!
However, he also understood that all these words were just excuses!
In front of this girl who can sneak into dreams and see into the soul, all excuses are rude!
Moreover, under the grave a few meters away, his friend's head seemed to be looking at him, quietly waiting for his reply...
But what should he say?
He was very sorry that he could not get the cuff pins!
He is helpless because he is not strong enough!
Someone wanted to kill him and he was very angry!
The real "Roland" wanted to save him even though he was defeated several times. He was very moved! Very pleased!
Very disappointed too!
And his unknown life experience!
And the memories he forgot!
There are also Xiaoke and Aunt Liu who were implicated by him!
And Uncle Wu who fascinated him and then disappeared into ashes!
There are many more!
All these dark and sneaky emotions were intertwined and built a high slope in his heart! It weighed him down, just like this tomb!
The people buried in the graves are the dead! The ones who are not allowed to continue to exist!
If there is still breathing, it is an ominous thing!
Lost along with that blank space, is the self from three years ago already dead? !
Is he now a corpse crawling out of the grave, and should he immediately return to those blank spaces? !
Or is it like now, that we have to hide in an airtight box so that we can hide those unknown meanings? !
Who can be in the same state of mind as him?
He even felt that no one could truly understand his feelings!
Even the closest relatives around you!
That kind of mood is called "disgust"!
It's called "drowning"!
Also called "empty"!
He sighed, avoided the "gaze" of the girl in front of him, and whispered:
"...If only it were that simple..."
The girl tilted her head slightly, looked at the tomb with him, and suddenly asked:
"Yu, what if I could see him again? Would you feel better?"
Yu Se said:
"...Maybe...but how is this possible...didn't you also say...Roland is dead..."
The pair of crystal-clear jade wings suddenly spread out, and the snow slid down. All the gorgeous and unusual patterns turned into milky white at this time. The strange and extremely powerful power seemed to flow to the extreme between the patterns, and everything between heaven and earth It seems that all the gods are gathered here!
The wind and snow are roaring, but they are slowly undulating around the wings, like countless invisible strings, about to play a magnificent song and dance!
The girl stood up and walked to the tomb. With a gentle touch of her jade hand, the snow flakes piled on it flew up and fell into the strings, revealing the lonely dirt bag!
She leaned down and put her hand on it, but one of her arms got stuck deeply!
Yu finally reacted and shouted loudly:
"What are you doing?!"
He rushed forward hurriedly and squeezed her shoulders hard. At the point of contact, a deep shock seemed to be about to erupt, but it suddenly disappeared without a trace!
Then the white and tender skin sank, and the girl frowned slightly, but did not speak. All the strings continued to fly and dance, and even the whistling wind seemed to have turned into endlessly jumping notes!
The moment he pinched the girl's shoulder, Yu's eyes suddenly trembled, as if he was floating in the sky over a vast wilderness!
On the land below, the wooden box was like the only thing that existed here, lying there quietly!
Many voices sounded faintly, seeming to be calling for something!
He suddenly discovered that something seemed to be floating out of the box, undulating gently like those invisible strings, flying into the air and into his body!
He looked down and his vision changed, as if he was following a silk string!
He suddenly saw that at the end of the silk string, deep in his forehead, an indescribable giant placenta pulled out an extremely thin golden line and sank into his body!
He didn't know where the lines were connected, but he clearly saw that there were two light spots stuck to the lines!
One of them is smaller and dimmer, but it is exactly the end of the string!
His heart was shocked!
He knew that what he saw before him was not an illusion!
That line is the bonding thread that he and Wen jointly created!
That golden color is the pure power of the Dharma God returning to his origin!
And the remaining light spot is Roland! ! !
Big drops of liquid finally overflowed from the eyes and poured to the ground!
In the middle of this deserted wilderness, in front of this slightly flickering light, he could finally shed tears, and finally have a good cry!
All the fragmentary memories were turned into words and told with tears. Those emotions that were unwilling to be spoken to others could finally pour out. It seemed that this was the place where they were supposed to exist!
Those voices are still accompanying him, even if they are no longer audible, they are still the same...
After a long time, he finally came to his senses.
He was still squeezing his hand tightly, but he quickly let go, but the girl's shoulders were obviously covered with five more bruises!
He hurriedly apologized, and the girl pulled out her arms weakly, not forgetting to cover the entrance of the hole. She leaned on the grave bag and knelt on the ground. The milky white color on her wings had long since disappeared, and they were folded feebly behind her. She was obviously extremely weak!
"Yu, are you feeling better?"
she asked softly.
Yu nodded and whispered:
"Thanks……"
The girl just said "hmm", and a touch of joy passed by calmly. Her eyelashes trembled slightly, but they were as pale as her face. Looking carefully, one of those tear moles was missing unknowingly!
After only a moment of weakness, the pair of wings opened again and floated with a slight flap.
"I have to go now."
Yu asked hurriedly:
"...I...can I do something for you?"
"Is that okay?"
"certainly!"
"Then...just come here with me. It's boring...if you're alone...you have to come alone too!"
The girl folded gracefully and flew away in the blink of an eye.
A piece of paper fell gently, and it read:
"Miss Lilith's Gala City Tour Concert...
"Seat 16, first row..."
"On the night of December 30, 3002 in the parliamentary calendar...
"Studio No. 1, Administration Hall..."
Yu opened the bracelet and put the ticket in.
He looked at the direction in which the girl was going, then at the tomb in front of him, turned around, and walked towards the house!
Although the clouds were thick, the wind and snow finally stopped!
