Lu Suizhi considered himself to be a very impatient person.
In the first twenty-seven years of his life, all his patience was spent on Shen Qingwu.
He has been waiting for her to grow up, waiting for her to find out that she not only has Lu Yanxing as a brother, but he, Lu Suizui, can also protect her in the Shen family.
Even in matters between men and women, he was careful.
They have been together for five years, whether it was her when she was young and young, or now when she is so beautiful and so passionate and thick like a black buck rose, his desire for her has only increased.
However, he never went too far. Every time in the end, he would rather hold back the painful desire and save the best moment on their wedding night.
His desire for her was suppressed while growing crazily in his heart.
That night in London, under the influence of alcohol, he mistook Xu Tian for her and released all his fifteen years of desire for her on Xu Tian.
This is how their relationship started to spiral out of control.
The young masters in these circles are all like fine people. He has seen many girls who admire them, so he naturally knows that Xu Tian likes him. He never pushed her away firmly, perhaps because he saw his own shadow in Xu Tian.
The self who humbled and loved Shen Qingwu was exactly the same as Xu Tian.
Shen Qingwu was like the dream he had been pursuing, which spanned his entire youth. He didn't dare to get close, for fear that she would be broken, and he couldn't control the possessiveness raging in his heart.
But in Xu Tian's case, he was unscrupulous, and he didn't need to take into account any of her emotions at all.
He admitted that this was an abnormal feeling.
But like most men, he was just temporarily lost physically, and besides, he had already broken up with Xu Tian.
Of course, men are very tolerant of cheating on themselves, but once a woman is involved, it is difficult to accept it.
Lu Sui thought that only by truly possessing her and making her completely surrender to him could he erase the beautiful scene he saw that day from his mind.
He pressed her down without any explanation, ignored her struggle, and restrained her hands above her head.
Then he stopped and stared at her for a moment.
The pretty little face gradually turned pale, and the watery eyes were as frightened as a frightened deer.
He slowly took off his gold-rimmed glasses and placed them on the bedside table.
The cold phoenix eyes were deep and dim, and the gaze staring at her seemed to be in a daze, hot and crazy.
"Qingwu, you are resisting me."
In the past, she liked hiding in his arms and kissing him.
Her lips were soft and her body was soft, not as stiff as an ice cube like now.
He frowned and touched her face dissatisfiedly. The touch from his fingertips was like fine white jade, warm and delicate.
Destroy her.
There is a voice screaming in my heart.
"Don't be afraid, it won't hurt."
The thin kiss fell from the forehead, like a sweeping storm, getting more and more violent, but full of patience, bit by bit, testing again and again.
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Shen Qingwu didn't understand. They were obviously discussing the issue of trust between the two of them, so why did Lu Suisui suddenly become so animalistic?
The disparity in physical strength between men and women left her with no chance to resist.
His body couldn't stop trembling slightly, and a deep sense of humiliation surged into his chest.
"Lu Sui, I will hate you."
Lu Sui raised his head from her chest, reached out to rub the end of her red eyes, and said in a faint voice, "Qingwu, don't look at me like this, it will only make me want to ravage you more."
What a pervert!
Shen Qingwu felt his teeth itching with hatred.
But she knew that no matter how she resisted at this time, it was just a taste for the interested man.
"Lu Suizui, since you think I betrayed you, why do you still touch me? Don't you think it's dirty?"
"Because your damn possessiveness is at work, isn't it?"
"Everything you are doing now is just to confirm whether I belong to you."
"Only not because of love."
"If you insist, I really can't resist, but I will never forgive you."
The moonlight outside the window glowed with a faint yellow halo, leaking through the cracks in the curtains that were not tightly drawn, casting mottled light and shadow on Shen Qingwu's face.
She paused, her moist peach blossom eyes gurgling with water.
"It's just that, brother, I'm very disappointed."
By the time she said the last sentence, she could no longer tell the truth from the lie. Her emotions were a bit unbearable, and her shoulders kept shaking slightly. She closed her eyes and turned her head away, and the tears that had been waiting for them fell from the corners of her eyes and wet the pillow.
Oscar owes her a statuette.
Shen Qingwu thought.
Looking at the woman crying silently beneath him, Lu Suizui's heart felt as if it had been severely crushed.
Shen Qingwu's softness is engraved in his bones, more like a unique style.
She is not the kind of delicate beauty who is too weak to take care of herself and sheds tears easily.
In his memory, he had only seen her cry for Lu Yanxing when she was little.
The first time was when she first arrived at the Lu family. She always liked to follow behind Lu Yanxing, shouting "Brother Yanxing, Brother Yanxing". Lu Yanxing felt annoyed and threatened that if she called her "Brother Yanxing" again, he would throw her and her brother into the back mountains to feed some Rottweilers he raised.
She didn't know whether it was because she was scared or sad, but she burst into tears with a "wow" on the spot. No matter how much her grandfather tried to coax her, she couldn't coax her. Even the next day, her eyes and nose were still red, and her eyelids were swollen, but she was born white and looked particularly funny and cute.
The deep lust faded little by little from Lu Suisui's eyes, and he sighed softly.
She wins again.
In front of her, he is always the one who loses without a fight.
He cares about her, and he cares too much about his position in her heart.
He released his hold on her and hugged her gently.
"I'm sorry, Qingwu." He gently stroked her back and said warmly, "I shouldn't have forced you. I was too impatient."
Shen Qingwu sniffed and asked hoarsely: "What else, what else did you do wrong?"
Lu Sui was a little helpless, but he thought she was cute like this, "I shouldn't be jealous."
"Moreover." She sounded a little childish, and continued to condemn even though she was extremely wronged.
"there is none left."
"Yes, you don't love me."
"nonsense."
"Possessiveness is not love."
Lu Sui held her face, looked at her carefully, and said seriously: "Qingwu, I only have such desire for you. When you love someone, you will naturally want to possess her, and you don't want her beauty and kindness to be used by others. Share it.”
Shen Qingwu had no intention of delving into the question of "whether possessiveness is love" with him.
That was just an excuse for her to fool him so that she could get away.
Now she was thinking about only one thing - it was time to go back to Shen's house.
But she needs a chance.
What I didn't expect was that this opportunity came so quickly.
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