From the day his mother passed away, for Yao Weiran, the world truly became an adult world.
And she had to face this experience twice...
On the day of the burial, Yao Weiran was still quiet, even with a confused expression. She would do whatever the people around her asked her to do, neither cry nor make trouble, and her mood was very stable, so stable that she had no emotion at all.
In the past few days, Yan Rui has seen pain in her eyes and felt pain in her heart. She has said a lot of words of enlightenment and I don’t know if Yao Weiran listened to it. She eats on time and goes to bed on time, as if nothing is wrong. This is what worries Yan Rui the most. .
Lang Kun also stayed with Yao Weiran. She didn't understand why Yan Rui always looked worried and asked, "Why do you always look at Ayao like this?"
Yan Rui frowned, keeping his gaze on Yao Weiran, who was sitting quietly on the sofa reading the script, and said, "There's something wrong with her."
"What's wrong?" Lang Kun tilted his head and looked at Yao Weiran and said, "Isn't this good? I was worried that she would faint from sadness. She looks so normal now."
Yan Rui really wanted to give Lang Kun a hard time, but he resisted the urge, gritted his back teeth and said, "It's the most abnormal thing to look normal at this time, right! The relationship between their mother and daughter is so good, and her mother passed away." My daughter didn’t reflect at all, and didn’t even shed a tear. Is this normal? This is not normal! It means there is something wrong! Yao Weiran must be allowed to cry... Don’t hold your body back..."
Yao's mother's funeral was completed in the shortest time under Yan Rui's care, and she was laid to rest. Yan Rui made the final decision on everything. Seeing Yao Weiran like this, he couldn't make any decision, so he asked her to Be quiet by yourself.
Finally, the funeral affairs were settled smoothly.
In the car going back from the cemetery, Yan Rui sat next to Yao Weiran, held her hand and said softly: "Cry if you want. It will be better if you cry."
Regarding Yao Weiran's current situation, Yan Rui specifically consulted a psychiatrist. The doctor said that she was overly sad. Her body and brain activated a self-protection mechanism, temporarily paralyzing herself to escape pain, and even shut down her senses. All emotions were buried in In my heart, if this continues, I will suffer physical and psychological problems, and my emotions must be vented reasonably.
So Yan Rui tried to figure out how to make Yao Weiran cry.
Yao Weiran just turned his head and looked out the car window, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Yao Weiran?" Yan Rui called her name softly with worried eyes.
Yao Weiran still looked out the window, his eyes calm, and said: "Go to the nursing home and help mom pack things."
Hearing Yao Weiran finally speak, Yan Rui breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and said, "Okay! Go wherever you want! Master, go to the nursing home."
But after Yao Weiran said these words, Yan Rui asked her anything or said anything, but she didn't respond and returned to the normal state of the past few days.
The two of them came to the room where Yao's mother lived. It was cleaned on time and the items were placed cleanly and neatly.
Yan Rui held a plastic box and placed it on the ground, and deliberately asked Yao Weiran in a brisk tone: "Where to start packing?"
Yao Weiran came to her mother's bedside, picked up the book on the bedside table and said, "My mother loves to read, so her books must be kept carefully."
"Okay! Let's pack the books first!" Yan Rui was collecting the books in the room while observing Yao Weiran's expression, wondering if she would cry when she looked at her mother's relics.
Yao Weiran had a plaster on his right hand, and he was packing his left hand slowly, still showing no expression.
Yan Rui looked at Yao Weiran who was still very calm and felt a little discouraged. Couldn't even the relics irritate her?
Thinking like this, Yan Rui flipped through the book on his phone, and suddenly a piece of paper fell out. He thought it was a bookmark or something, but when he picked it up, he saw that it was an ordinary white paper with six numbers written on it.
Yan Rui held up the note and asked Yao Weiran: "What is this? It fell out of the book."
Yao Weiran turned around and saw Yan Rui holding a piece of paper in his hand. He walked over and stretched out his hand and said, "Let me take a look."
She took the note handed over by Yan Rui. It should have been torn from ordinary A4 paper. The numbers on it...
"What is this?" Yan Rui asked curiously.
Yao Weiran looked at it and curled up the corners of his lips and said, "This is a secret between me and my mother."
"Oh..." Once he heard it was a secret, Yan Rui stopped asking any more questions.
Unexpectedly, Yao Weiran took the initiative to explain the secret, pointing to the number on the note and said: "This is the password of my mother's bank account. When we were young, mother and daughter depended on each other. When my mother earned a dollar, she wanted to break it into several petals and spend it. She lived a very poor life, but she would still try her best to save some money just to deal with emergencies. My mother told me that if she suddenly passed away one day, I should not panic and pack her belongings carefully. If I find a note on There’s a number here, that’s the password to your bank account, don’t tell anyone.”
Yan Rui couldn't help but get red-eyed as he listened to Yao Weiran's calmly telling stories about her mother. He had lived without food and clothing since he was a child, and he couldn't imagine how the mother and daughter relied on each other to get through this difficult journey. .
He calmed down and asked: "Then why didn't Auntie tell you directly? Instead, she used this method?"
"She's worried." Yao Weiran carefully folded the note and put it in his pocket, saying, "After all, I was still a child at that time. Although I was already very sensible, it was inevitable that I would be rebellious and have trouble with my mother. When we were quarreling. Moreover, my mother had a falling out with her family because of the divorce, and she was worried that some relatives would bully me. The money in this bank account was saved little by little by my mother frugally and could not be withdrawn. If there are any mistakes, just tell me this method."
When she said this, she looked at Yan Rui with a faint smile in her eyes.
But Yan Rui didn't dare to look at Yao Weiran, fearing that she would see the sadness in his eyes. He continued to lower his head to sort out the belongings, cleared his throat to cover up his sobs and said, "This is the way Auntie left you because she was worried that she would have an accident one day." .”
"Yes." Yao Weiran looked out the window and sighed, "After my mother became a mother, she only thought about me and made plans for me, forgetting about herself..."
After a while, all the things were packed away. My mother had lived in a nursing home for so long that her belongings could not fit into a storage box.
Yan Rui put the storage box in the trunk and asked curiously after sitting in the car: "Then... how much money can be in that account?"
"I'm curious too." Yao Weiran said and took out her mobile phone. She had her mother's bank account information here. Now that she has the password, she can check the balance.
Yan Rui craned his neck to take a closer look, watching Yao Weiran pressing the password and waiting for the network to load. He was curious about how much money a person would save if he lived frugally for so many years.
"What?" Yao Weiran frowned in surprise after seeing the balance!