Someone was the first to roar, heart-breakingly, attracting the judges' attention.
Some people waved their arms with exaggerated body movements to express their anger.
Hu Min looked directly at Yao Weiran, and saw that her eyes were filled with tears and she was trying to suppress her anger. Her hands seemed to be shaking unconsciously, she staggered back, and said the line in a crying voice: "Then who am I? I am your daughter. ...Have you ever thought about me?"
The voice was not loud, but it was full of sorrow. The pain that came from the bottom of my heart, although it did not have a blockbuster effect, was extremely contagious. The tears that fell to the rhythm of the lines fell crystal clear on the floor.
After the other people's breaking point had passed, Yao Weiran took two steps forward and grabbed the air, as if grabbing the hand of his mother who was about to turn away, and cried and begged heartbreakingly: "Don't leave me! Don't! Mom!" mom!"
Yao Weiran was "thrown away" by the air. He couldn't stand firmly and knelt on the ground. After crawling forward two steps, he lay on the ground and cried loudly.
It vividly expresses a girl's resentment towards her mother, her reluctance and the tearing pain after being completely abandoned.
Not to mention the judges, people who were close to Yao Weiran on the stage couldn't help but step back to make room for her. Her performance didn't have too many exquisite designs, but the tears and the emotion were so real that people believed she was the one. The child abandoned by his mother.
Hu Min, who was also affected, laughed with satisfaction. What the drama stage needs is this kind of appeal of true feelings, which can pull the audience into the world of the stage and use their own bodies to carry the soul of the character.
After the performance, Yao Weiran stood up, wiped his tears and bowed to the judges and competitors on the stage, lowering his eyes and trying to calm down his mood.
"Everyone can go back and wait for the notification." After the staff finished speaking, everyone was asked to step down, and the judges began to gather together to discuss.
Yao Weiran did not go over to say hello to Hu Min, fearing that it would have a bad impact. She wiped her tears and walked out. Unexpectedly, there were competitors who came to ask her for autographs and photos, and she readily agreed.
After she came out, Fang Rong came up to her and put on her coat and said, "Why are your eyes so red? You cried like this."
"It's okay." Yao Weiran asked Fang Rong with a nasal voice, "Is there any news about Yuan Siying?"
Fang Rong put her arm around Yao Weiran's shoulders and walked out and said, "No, you just dote on her too much. If this happens twice more, you will be fired immediately."
"Okay." Yao Weiran did not object. She was also thinking about how to punish Yuan Siying for her betrayal.
After getting in the car, Yao Weiran thought of something and said: "Sister Rong, please enroll me in a driving school. It will be convenient for me to get a driver's license."
"Okay, there hasn't been much going on lately. You need to adjust your mood and go meet a producer." Fang Rong handed a tissue to Yao Weiran.
After a long trip, it was already evening when I got home.
As soon as Yao Weiran opened the door, he saw extra shoes again, but this time they belonged to Lang Kun.
She walked in and said, "Xiao Lang? I said it's too much for you to buy the downstairs, why not just...Xiao Lang? What's wrong with you?"
Yao Weiran walked to the living room and saw Lang Kun nestled on the sofa, hugging his knees and crying with his shoulders twitching. He quickly sat next to her nervously and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Ayao..." Lang Kun hugged Yao Weiran and cried, "What should I do..."
Yao Weiran patted Lang Kun's back and comforted him softly: "It's okay, I'm here. Tell me, what's the problem? Let's solve it together, okay?"
Lang Kun let go of Yao Weiran, lowered his head and sobbed, took out a crumpled invitation from under his buttocks and handed it to Yao Weiran.
It was an engagement invitation with Ju Yan's name clearly written on it. Yao Weiran was stunned after seeing it clearly. How could this be possible?
Ju Yan is going to get engaged in such a short time?
"This..." Yao Weiran was speechless for a moment, firstly because Ju Yan's engagement was surprising quickly, and secondly because Lang Kun had always rejected people before, and now he cried like this when he saw they were getting engaged. .
With a helpless expression, Yao Weiran patted Lang Kun on the back and said, "You don't like him anyway and you keep rejecting him. If you get engaged, just get engaged."
"I..." Lang Kun cried with tears on his face and hesitated to speak. It looked really distressing.
Yao Weiran took the opportunity to ask her: "What is the reason that makes you reject Ju Yan again and again? Is it just because the difference between your two families is huge?"
Yao Weiran felt that this was not the only reason.
Lang Kun, who was holding his knees, was sobbing softly. It seemed that he still didn't want to say anything, like a child who felt extremely wronged.
While feeling heartbroken and unwilling to talk about it, I was struggling with myself.
"Okay." Yao Weiran went to the kitchen refrigerator and took out a few cans of beer and put them on the table. He opened one and handed it to Lang Kun and said, "Have a drink?"
Lang Kun took the beer and drank heavily.
Yao Weiran took advantage of this moment to lower his head and quickly send a message to Ju Yan. Then he opened a can of beer and took a sip and said, "Xiao Lang, do you know? I also have many secrets, many secrets that I can't tell, but I I dare to admit my feelings towards Yan Rui. We may have experienced some bad things, maybe... we have seen the ugliest side of the world, but I am still me, and I should never belittle myself."
"You won't understand." Lang Kun's eyes were dull and he was crying silently. He held a beer can and said softly, "Ju Yan is a good person, very good, very good, but I don't deserve it."
Yao Weiran felt distressed when she saw Lang Kun's expression. He was completely different from the carefree and cheerful person he usually was. Before she could say anything else, Lang Kun drank the beer in his hand, crushed the can and threw it on the ground, as if What kind of psychological struggle are you doing?
"Ayao." Lang Kun suddenly turned to look at Yao Weiran and said, "If I tell you something, will you still be friends with me?"
Yao Weiran nodded firmly without thinking, "I will always be your good friend, and you can always trust me."
Lang Kun cried "Wow" and hugged Yao Weiran's neck and burst into tears.
Listening to her crying, Yao Weiran couldn't help but blush. He didn't know what made Lang Kun so burdened.
At this time, Ju Yan's reply message also came. Yao Weiran took one look and put the phone on his phone, and continued to comfort Lang Kun and said: "If you really don't want to say it, don't say it."
But Lang Kun was determined, pushed Yao Weiran away, opened another can of beer, took a sip and said, "I want to say, I...I have a secret."
When he really wanted to say it, Lang Kun still hesitated.
She wiped the tears off her face, took a long breath, bit her lower lip and breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "Ayao, can you imagine what a girl can do if she wants to live without a father or a mother?"
Yao Weiran said nothing, but looked at Lang Kun with gentle eyes, hoping to give her some strength.
Lang Kun asked Yao Weiran: "Do you know the KTV we went to and why the waiter is so familiar with me?"
Yao Weiran wanted to nod, but still pretended not to know and shook his head, waiting quietly for Lang Kun to say.
"I worked there." Lang Kun couldn't control his tears at all and choked up, "At that time... I just graduated from the third grade of junior high school. I had no money and no relatives. I had to work on my own to survive. I was working part-time while I was in technical secondary school. Many places didn't want me because they thought I was too young. Only the proprietress of that KTV kept me there. At first, I was just cleaning and doing odd jobs. Later, the proprietress saw that I was quite smart and occasionally let me go to a private room. I sell wine, but the salary is not high, so I can barely make ends meet for about a year.”
Seeing Lang Kun weeping and recounting past events, Yao Weiran had a pretty good idea of how the story was going to go. He shed tears unconsciously and held Lang Kun's hand tightly.
Lang Kun took a deep breath and continued: "Maybe life has gotten better. That year I grew taller and became more beautiful, and I had more and more opportunities to sell wine in private rooms. One day, the boss said he wanted to introduce a customer Give it to me, you can make more money than a month’s salary in one night! He told me clearly what it was about and let me think about it myself. You know what? I didn’t have too much entanglement at the time and just agreed! I wanted to do it so much To make money, I want to live a normal life so much!”
As she spoke, she couldn't help but burst into tears. Yao Weiran held her shoulders in distress and cried, "Stop talking..."
"I want to say!" Lang Kun said loudly like he was venting, "That was my first time! I made five thousand yuan! Then there will be a second time! A third time! I don't know how many times it took me to save enough. Get the money out of there! I’m not some cute and clean girl! I’m not some innocent and silly little girl either! Do you understand? Do you understand?!”
Listening to Lang Kun's voice, Yao Weiran's heart was about to break. She pressed down Lang Kun's excitedly waving hands, shook her head and said: "No, no, Xiao Lang! There is nothing wrong with trying to survive! Neither was life at the beginning. You chose it yourself! You are already great to have come this far!"
"I tried very hard to ignore those days!" Lang Kun covered his face and cried, "I worked very hard to live, and it took so long before I dared to go to that KTV again. Ayao, I am not worthy of Ju Yan, you know Not only my family, but also my life experience, I am suitable to live alone! Ju Yan is so good! He should have a perfect partner and live his perfect life without any stain! You understand ?"
If others can't understand, Yao Weiran must be able to understand. She has experienced absurdity in her life, wallowed in the mud, and has had past events that are unbearable to look back on. She can also understand Lang Kun's inferiority complex.
Yao Weiran hugged Lang Kun hard and choked with sobs: "I understand, I understand, and you also need to know that there is no shame in living a serious life! I'm sorry, I shouldn't... I'm sorry."
He wanted to help two people in love untie their knot, but it brought back Lang Kun's sad past, and Yao Weiran couldn't help but start to blame himself.
The two girls held each other's hands and cried. Lang Kun had never mentioned these things to anyone. She deliberately ignored them every day. Even though she has achieved financial freedom and is a cartoonist with tens of millions of fans on the Internet, she still doesn't Ways to let go of the past.
Until late at night, both of them were tired of crying. Yao Weiran rubbed his eyes that were swollen from crying and suggested: "How about I go with you for a midnight snack?"
"Do you really not mind?" Lang Kun looked at Yao Weiran cautiously with eyes like a wounded puppy.
Yao Weiran curled her lips and wiped the tears from Lang Kun's eyes and said softly: "Silly girl, no one has the right to care about your past except yourself."
