Chu Nanfeng opened his eyes with a voice that was both cool and a bit angry.
After he saw her, he pulled his lips and smiled: "If you want to, I won't resist."
ill!
This was the only thing Lin Qingge could think of.
If she continues talking, she will definitely be pissed off.
Ignoring the expression on his face, she made a cold face, cut the bandage, carefully removed the pus-filled area, then reapplied the medicine and wrapped the bandage.
The wound had healed well before, and there were only a few small places with blood scab, so the infection was not serious.
It's just that his body is too weak now, so he has a high fever reaction.
Lin Qingge looked at his obviously abnormally red cheeks and said quietly: "Chu Nanfeng, there are so many people in this world, why do you have to embarrass me?"
She raised her hand to stop him from speaking, and continued to speak slowly: "I spread hot soup and treated it in time, but it was just red. You can actually make the wound suppurate. You put a lot of effort into it, right? Or do you think this is the case?" Can you hide small things from me?"
"I never thought I could hide it from you. It's enough for you to come."
The hoarse voice of a sick man could not hide his domineering and arrogant temper.
That's it again!
Lin Qingge couldn't help but clenched her hands into fists: "Chu Nanfeng, why are you like this?"
Meeting his eyes, she said word by word: "Why do you think everything will happen according to your expectations?"
"Then why do you give up on me unilaterally?"
"..."
The situation at that time was indeed her own way. Was she wrong?
No, when he asked, her body trembled slightly, and there was an inaudible tremor in her voice: "You already know what happened back then."
"have no idea."
He looked at her, his voice was weak, but his answer was very direct: "They don't want to tell me, they want me to ask you myself."
"So, you forced me again and again, and even asked me to be your wife?"
"I didn't know at that time that there might be something wrong with what happened six years ago."
Didn’t you know then?
The entire timeline was connected in his mind, and something became clear in Lin Qingge's mind.
In fact, his emotional changes are traceable.
Before everyone thought she had committed suicide, his attitude towards her was one of coercion and disdain, and after that...
She looked at him again with obvious changes in her eyes: "What did Su Yunting say to you?"
"It's nothing." He obviously didn't mean to mention anyone else at this time. "They don't want to tell you what happened back then, so don't you?"
Lin Qingge said nothing, lowering his eyes and recalling the events of that year.
Now it feels like a lifetime ago, but at that time it was a steel knife that penetrated the bones, which made people miserable.
After a long time, she sighed softly: "I was indeed the one who made the decision about what happened back then. Now that you ask, I should make it clear to you."
So, she told the late emperor every step of his persecution, including threats of poisoning.
"...So many things have happened, and I have nothing to feel guilty about, and I don't have too many regrets. The only thing that still makes me uneasy is the child. I boasted about my medical skills, but I didn't notice that I was pregnant. Instead, others took advantage of the loophole and aborted the child."
She lowered her head, and her expression was so calm that there was no emotion at all. There was no mention of the excitement, sorrow or anger from that year, nor was there any big tears.
He looked at her and recalled the situation: "At that time, you also said similar things."
"Because this is indeed my problem. If I had paid more attention at the time, this kind of thing would never have happened."
During these years, she recalled the situation countless times.
As long as she was even aware of the problem, nothing so tragic would happen.
But there is never the possibility of a do-over in this world. The child is gone, and a gap has been drawn between her and Chu Nanfeng. There is no possibility of a clear explanation between them.
A thin smile appeared on her lips, her voice remained calm: "But I also thought that everything is the best arrangement. The child was not born, so there was no need to experience the painful life of only having a mother. Now all this, It’s all pretty good.”
The last sentence seemed to be a sigh of relief, but it was also mixed with countless unwillingness and sorrow.
In the end, that's all.
Otherwise, would the late emperor be pulled out and whipped to death?
What he did really hurt Lin Qingge.
But at that time, how many choices did he have?
If he didn't do that, would Chu Nanfeng really stay in the court and help Zhou Chenghan with peace of mind?
There is a high probability that he will, but a general with weaknesses is too easily constrained.
Get rid of all possible disasters for the sake of the people of this world.
With such righteousness in front of him, Lin Qingge felt that he was unspeakably aggrieved.
but……
How could she not feel aggrieved when she was 100% hurt?
In the end, it could only be a long sigh.
Sighing softly, she said aloud: "Things have passed, and we all have our own lives now, so be it."
The moment she stood up, he suddenly held her hand: "Since it was a misunderstanding, why can't we get back together?"
"Together again?" Lin Qingge smiled, with a particularly mocking look on his face, "How to get together? Do you need me to remind you? The general now has a wife and children, and lives a happy life."
At this point, she felt that she was a little too demanding.
In the six years since she left, they have been independent individuals and naturally do not need to be responsible for each other.
As long as he told him that he and Xia Yun had reconciled, even if they had a child, it would not be intolerable.
He frowned and held her hand, but refused to say a word.
Waiting will prolong the time and make the excited mind turn cold.
Lin Qingge suddenly felt very bored. She wanted to take out her hand, but when she failed, she broke the silence: "Chu Nanfeng, what do you mean? You don't believe what I say, but you don't want to let me go?"
She laughed lowly, and the sarcasm between her eyebrows became very clear: "You don't think that because you are a general and have a high position of power, I really can't do anything to you, do you?"
"Why don't you want to stay?"
"Why do you want to stay? What are you staying for? Are you going to be your concubine or your concubine?"
Anger burned in her heart, and when she met his eyes that had no explanation, she shook his hand away.
"Chu Nanfeng, because I feel that my behavior at that time hurt you, I feel ashamed of you. Even if you stepped on my bottom line, I still followed you with contempt. But you clearly know that just one word can make you I am free, but I don’t want to say anything, why?”
Looking at his slightly moving lips, she took a step back: "If you want to take revenge on me, you win."
