Lin Qingge opened her mouth to explain that she didn't really want to die.
But what's the point of saying this?
Pursing her lips, she always knew in her heart that there was a huge gap between them, which could not be explained in a few simple words.
Besides, there is still a barrier in his heart, right?
You have to tell everything before you can find a solution.
but……
Where is Xia Yun?
And that kid.
Thinking of them, everything in her mind went haywire.
You can never hurt others just for the sake of your so-called feelings.
After lowering her head and thinking for a long time, she said with some uncertainty: "Then, do you have any suggestions for me now?"
"Now...is there any more difficult battle to fight than back then?"
Have it?
She didn't know, and nodded slightly: "Su Yunting, let's go."
"I'll keep it here to catch up on old times. You can go back first."
Lin Qingge's heart was in a mess, and he had no intention of caring about them, so he turned around and left.
As the door was closed, Zhou Chenghan said aloud: "How do you feel? She seems to be very depressed and has a lot of thoughts?"
"She is very upset, not only about what happened back then, but also about Xia Yun." Su Yunting replied.
"...Then why don't you explain."
"Chu Nanfeng has made her wait for so many years, and now he wants to simply embrace the beauty? Wait, his current war-torn brain has no idea what Qing Ge's heart is. Wait. He will feel better after finding out."
"Don't you feel sorry for your cousin? She is also full of sorrow now."
"The heavier the sorrow and anger, the more unlucky someone is." Su Yunting narrowed his eyes and smiled like a fox.
Zhou Chenghan smiled and shook the wine gourd in his hand, also looking on from the sidelines.
…
As Lin Qingge left the palace, he couldn't help but look back.
It is said that being with a king is like being with a tiger, but she felt that Zhou Chenghan had not changed much from before. Was it just an act?
It's not like she and Su Yunting have traveled all over the world over the years and met countless people.
Whether the other party is acting or not can be seen through at a glance.
Besides, given his status, it's really not necessary.
"Girl." The man from Wuyou Pavilion led the horse over.
"Su Yunting is still inside. Just wait here and I'll walk back by myself."
"Master Jiu asked me to take good care of you..."
"I will talk to him, just wait."
As if taking a leisurely stroll in the garden, she walked forward.
I really want to take a walk to relieve my tension and think about the current situation seriously.
There is no doubt that she loves him, but is it really okay to bear the moral bottom line just to be with him?
Suddenly she laughed to herself again, she seemed to have stepped through.
But back then it could always be said that it was forced, but now?
Perhaps, leaving is still the only way.
"Qingge!"
The sudden sound made her head jerk up.
Facing that face, she wondered if she was a phantom?
Why did the question come to Xia Yun?
While her mind was still spinning, Xia Yun had already stepped out of the carriage: "Where are you going? Do you need me to give you a ride?"
Every time he saw her, Lin Qingge always felt ashamed of himself.
It's not that Xia Yun's status is high, but that she always greets people with a smile and is very gentle.
What would happen if she knew about their relationship?
Thinking that he had hurt such a beautiful woman, Lin Qingge had the urge to run away.
"No need, I..."
"Let's go, I have something to tell you."
At this point, it would seem a little weird to refuse.
Lin Qingge followed Xia Yun into the carriage, her attitude inevitably a bit reserved: "Did you come out alone?"
"Well, Nan Feng is very busy on weekdays, so I rarely spend time with him."
"Yeah?"
Hearing Xia Yun take the initiative to mention Chu Nanfeng, Lin Qingge felt weak.
She lowered her eyes to hide the panic in her eyes: "I just want to ask you about your husband and wife..."
"I know who you are."
Lin Qingge's mind was completely confused by this sentence. He didn't know what he wanted to say at all, so he could only look up at Xia Yun in a daze.
She had gentle eyes and a beautiful smile: "You are a famous figure in the capital and you are his wife. How could I not know you? Besides, your portrait has been hanging in his study. He does not allow anyone to touch it. bump."
how so?
Which woman can be so generous as to allow her husband to hang portraits of other women in his study?
Even in an era of three wives and four concubines, the head wife still has to show her status, right?
Xia Yun seemed to see her uneasiness, and said with a smile: "You are a very important person in his heart, and I think you are really good. It is wrong for you to be separated these years, why don't you get back together? "
"Are you... persuading me to be his concubine?" Lin Qingge's voice became hoarse, and she suddenly felt that all the years of education she had received were in vain.
There was a moment when she felt that as long as she was with him, what about being a concubine?
Fortunately, it was only for a moment.
Some things can be compromised and some things cannot.
"We have already written and left the book, and he...didn't he tell you?"
"No."
This time, her voice was completely mute.
Not excited, but feeling cold all over.
She looked at the gentle and calm Xia Yun in front of her and opened her mouth to say something else, but she didn't know where to start.
Instead, Xia Yun spoke first: "I thought he told you, I'm sorry..."
After a pause, she continued: "He hasn't said much about you, but I know your position in his heart. In addition, we signed the divorce letter a long time ago. What happened to the Xia family today? Have you seen it? There is such a father, he takes pity on me and allows me to stay in the Chu family. "
Whether he was pitiful or not, Lin Qingge didn't know.
She didn't understand why Chu Nanfeng didn't tell her this directly and let her struggle on the moral line day and night.
Was it because she had let him down at that time that he took revenge on her in this way?
"It affected your mood. I think he didn't tell you, and he wasn't sure how to say it. After all, we haven't seen each other for six years, and many things may be different. It would be inappropriate to burden you."
As expected, women understand women better, and Xia Yun understood that Lin Qingge was uncomfortable.
Unfortunately, this explanation would only make Lin Qingge even more unhappy.
If you were afraid of putting a burden on her, why did you force her to be an outsider?
It can only be said that dog men have extremely bad taste.
Lin Qingge bit her lip. No matter how dissatisfied she was, the stone in her heart still fell to the ground: "No, I still have to thank you for telling me this."
"Besides...please give me some time. I'm not ready to leave the Chu family yet. For the time being, I hope you can let me stay there."
