The woman who had cried just now had grievance written all over her face.
These words were not words of anger, but more like a helpless choice after being forced into a desperate situation.
The clear and calm voice reminded Chu Nanfeng of Zhou Chenghan's words that she would fight tooth and nail.
Yeah?
Has he pushed her to the point where she is desperate?
Looking down at the tears that had not yet dried up on the woman's fair face, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart, causing a huge change in his mood.
However, from the great changes in the court to the current peace and prosperity of the country, too many things have happened, and he has learned to hide his feelings completely.
At any time, as long as he doesn't want to express his emotions, no one will peek at him.
He laughed lowly, with an incomprehensible gentleness in his voice: "Qingge, why do you have to be so extreme? People who are dead can't come back no matter what they do. So the drama of revenge, What’s the point?”
Drama?
Is revenge just a drama?
In Lin Qingge's understanding, revenge is a matter of blood, at least that's what she thinks about Su Nuannuan.
If the Lin family hadn't been wiped out first, and the Southern Xinjiang Saint was jointly dealt with by Lin Zheng and Su Yunting, she would definitely not have let her go so easily.
Now, he tells her that revenge is not a meaningful thing?
"Then...what are you doing now?"
Isn't it revenge?
There was deep confusion and confusion in her eyes.
His fingers caressed her cheek lovingly, and his voice was low and clear: "You are my first woman, and the first woman I have dedicated my heart to. But you abandoned me, and you are still living so well now. You don't allow me to Are you a little dissatisfied? It would be fine if you didn't show up again, but you did."
At the end of his speech, there seemed to be a hint of sigh in his voice.
Yeah?
Think about it, the person you once loved so deeply has done the cruelest thing and left you. How can you not feel resentful?
Even if time has diluted the initial hatred, how can you expect the other person to do well?
So when the other person appears in front of you and is enjoying a prosperous life, you will have countless thoughts of revenge and dissatisfaction.
"You don't hate me? What happened back then."
"Hate?" He smiled, but the smile was very deep, with something she couldn't understand. "Having hated someone for several years, do you think it is easy?"
not easy.
Without the support of love, how can there be continuous hatred.
When he saw her aborting the child, all his feelings for her turned into rolling hatred.
But that hatred was intertwined with love, so he chose to stay away from her forever.
After reading his mind, her emotions seemed to be more complicated.
It's a relief to know that someone who feels guilty all the time doesn't hate themselves.
But knowing that the person you always keep in mind has lost feelings for you a long time ago, how can you not feel sad?
However, no matter her identity or position, she was not qualified to have such emotions, which made her feel even more uncomfortable.
She looked at him blankly for a long time, and then suddenly said: "She is very good. Wouldn't it be nice for you to stay with her until you grow old together?"
"Can you really believe what a woman says?" He smiled, his eyebrows slightly raised, and traces of ridicule leaked out of his words, "I once believed that the people who said they would grow old with me were nothing in the end. So. ,Why bother?"
is that so?
Lin Qingge's expression was indescribably dull, and he seemed to be vaguely disappointed.
As for Chu Nanfeng, he didn't know if he was worried that Xia Yun would find out, but he didn't do anything after all. He kissed her for a while and then left.
She sat alone in the flower hall for a long time. After she cleaned herself up and even stayed in a daze for a while, Xia Yun opened the door and came in to let the servants serve food.
"I don't know what you like to eat, and my cooking skills are average. So I asked the kitchen to make a few more dishes. How about you try them."
Lin Qingge looked at the dishes in front of him and narrowed his eyes slightly.
Dishes, like writing, can express your personal style.
You can tell at a glance which dishes were cooked in the kitchen, and the chef is still the same as six years ago, and the dishes are still her favorite.
Could such a coincidence happen?
Was Xia Yun hitting her on purpose?
But when she looked up at Xia Yun, she felt that such an idea was ridiculous and rude.
The woman sitting across from her is gentle, kind, and kind to others. However, she has done something sorry for him. How can she still miss him so much?
She didn't think much about it. After eating her meal as if it were nothing, she said goodbye again. This time she was not blocked and she felt much more relaxed.
But before her breath was completely relieved, Xia Yun spoke again: "You have just returned to Beijing. I'm afraid you may feel uncomfortable in some places. Why don't you let Nan Feng see you off?"
"No, I rode the horse myself." She refused immediately.
Fortunately, Xia Yun did not force her, but said softly: "There are more people in the city than in the suburbs. You must be careful when riding a horse to avoid getting hurt."
I always feel that there is a hidden meaning.
If she had paid more attention in the morning, there would not have been so many things later.
Lin Qingge responded a little irritably, and went to the direction of the stables with Xia Yun.
But upon arrival, she was dumbfounded. The horse she had been riding that morning was no longer there.
"What's wrong?" Chu Nanfeng came over and seemed to just ask casually.
Xia Yun looked helpless and said: "The newcomers in the stable don't know which horse belongs to Qingge, so they asked the servant to ride it out to do something. Nanfeng, are you going out? Do you want to see Qingge on the way?"
The corners of Lin Qingge's mouth twitched, and there was no need to stop by.
Also, are they familiar enough to call each other by name?
"No need, the distance is not far, I can just walk back."
"I'd better send you off. If Yunting knows that I asked you to walk back, he won't let me go."
Chu Nanfeng motioned for Lin Qingge to get on the carriage. She wanted to refuse, but she didn't want to reveal any flaws in front of Xia Yun.
At the same time, she noticed something was wrong with the couple. Chu Nanfeng needed to take a carriage. Was it necessary to go to the stable in person?
As for Xia Yun...
Lin Qingge got on the carriage, raised the curtain and said, "General Chu has great power and is extremely handsome. I don't know how many people covet such a good man. We have known each other for less than twelve hours, and you let me have lunch at home, and you still Let him send me away...are you really not worried about me doing anything sorry for you?"
"I'll give it to you if you want."
What the hell?
Seeing Lin Qingge's surprise, Xia Yun added: "He said that he will only have one wife in his life. So there is nothing to worry about. Besides, there have been too many people who want to give him beauties over the years."
So, is Xia Yun showing off her affection?
Lin Qingge didn't understand, but after Chu Nanfeng got on the carriage, the carriage left the general's mansion.
She couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief, and sat in a corner, keeping as much distance from Chu Nanfeng as possible, for fear that she would do something she shouldn't do.
When she realized that she seemed to be thinking too much, she glanced outside through the curtain, and her expression changed again: "Where are you taking me?"
