What Scotland has lost should be feeling.
Whether it was taking away the lives of his colleagues with bullets or looking at the numerous scars on Kashasha's body, Scotland did not have any emotional fluctuations.
It's not that he is deliberately forbearing, but he simply can't sense it.
His mission, his stance, the police, and Zero...none of this mattered anymore.
What really matters is that Scotland stays true to the organization.
But that’s not the case——! ! !
It shouldn't be like this, it can't be like this... There was still a voice screaming in Scotland's heart. He felt like his soul was being pushed out of his body, and he could only watch all this helplessly.
And no matter whether the nihilistic soul is furious, in pain, desperately trying to stop it, or even snatching the ground with its head... his body with a gun harvesting life remains indifferent.
Fortunately, the pain he felt when he was first brainwashed allowed Scotland to find the truth to a certain extent.
At least, in this state of ignorance, Scotland knew something was wrong.
Therefore, he was not completely preoccupied with the idea of "Scotland being loyal to the Order"; therefore, Scotland was able to maintain a decent silence when Gin asked him if he had anything to confess.
The wandering soul still has a little bit of control. In any case, the true identities of bourbon, Kawakami Tsui and rye whiskey must not be revealed.
Even if no one is watching, the cat-eyed young man tries to put on a smile again, which is his impeccable mask.
Scotland took away the bowl on the table and took it back to the kitchen, where he discovered that before Kawakami ordered the white sugar rice, he had already taken out the fish and thawed it. On the basis of sweet taste, he knew that Kawakamiji preferred fish, especially sea fish without bones.
It's not good to put them on ice after thawing, so Scotland simply processed the potatoes and tomatoes, mixed them with the sea fish and made a soup.
It's a bit lonely to eat alone, but in Scotland's current state, I can't feel the emotion of loneliness.
But Kawakami Tsumugi's condition seemed to be more serious than him.
Scotland was quietly thinking about Kawakami Tsumugi's mental state: The gray-haired young man had slight deviations from before.
Emotions are more exposed, looking more indifferent is actually easier to get closer to. And the way he dealt with the problem was also softer... If the original Tsumugi Kawakami had turned against him in the car, he would have grabbed the steering wheel and taught him a lesson.
More importantly, the way Kawakamiji looked at him was pretending to be familiar.
Kawakami knew they were on good terms and wanted to fake it, but in reality, Scotland was a stranger to him.
Just like when he was just brainwashed, he couldn't feel any emotions at that time, and everyone except the organization was a stranger to him. Fortunately, I recovered a little bit afterwards.
So, what exactly happened to Kawakami Tsumugi?
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After Kashasha escaped from her safe house in Scotland, she belatedly discovered that she didn't have a car. He thought about it, and based on the records in the review and Kawakami Tsumugi's instigation, he decisively chose to harass Gin.
"Gin, I'm currently under a safe house in Scotland, near Didan High School." Kashasha said, "I don't have transportation right now. Can you send someone to pick me up?"
"Solve it yourself." Gin answered, then hung up.
There is still time to reply to his message, it seems that Gin is not very busy. Kawakami thought that since he was not busy, he could continue to harass, so he called again:
"Should I call a taxi? It seems that the organization's stronghold is not suitable for ordinary people to know, Gin."
Kawakamiji felt that he didn't have to hold back when it came to fighting gin. With Kashaxia's mentality, he would naturally learn this without any teacher after receiving a beating.
Unfortunately, it was Vodka who answered the phone this time: "Kashasha, brother has sent someone to pick you up."
"Huh? Really?" Kashasha raised his eyebrows in surprise, but he had no interest in embarrassing Gin's younger brother, "Thank you then. Please tell me, thank you, brother."
For some reason, Kawakami Tsumugi found that Gin didn't seem to have such a strong opinion of him after beating him... In the past, Gin would not have sent someone to pick him up after he made a request for the first time. Several rounds of Kawakamiji can satisfy the purpose.
Gee, it seems that Gin doesn’t hold grudges very much?
Since someone was coming, Kawakami found a hiding place to hide. The outdoor air conditioner on the first floor was good. The position was easy to defend but difficult to attack. After settling in, the gray-haired young man observed the situation through the shadow of the bushes.
Not long after, a black car drove slowly. As he approached here, he hesitated to slow down... There was a privacy film on the car's glass, so Kawakami couldn't see who was coming, but he still stood up halfway from his hiding place.
The car stopped completely, and the driver rolled down the window: he had long black hair, dark green eyes, and a knitted hat firmly on his head, looking unsmiling.
It's rye whiskey...
Kawakami raised his eyebrows and stepped forward to open the door, finally sitting on the passenger seat. It seems that Gin didn't kill the rye whiskey directly, he probably kept the labor force for free.
"Long time no see, Rye."
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Scotland stood by the window and watched the black car leave. He moved the pot of pothos on the coffee table to the window, allowing it to bask in the low-temperature sun.
Kashasha may have... encountered the same thing as him. Scotland thought, even in a similar situation to him. That syringe of medicine showed that Kawakami was well prepared for interrogation or brainwashing.
Only when you have experienced the situation can you be prepared.
Scotland recalled the time he met Sister Rye. At that time, Scotland and Bourbon exchanged information about Kashasha. According to Bourbon, Tsuyoshi Kawakami may have stayed in the organization for a long time, which means that if there is really brainwashing, the gray-haired young man must have encountered it more than once.
However, Kashasha was prepared for the brainwashing and interrogation, but not for his exposure. The kind of potion that can resist the confessional agent is very precious at first glance. If Kawakamiji only has one...
Thinking of this, even if Scotland was indifferent, he felt a little nervous.
I don’t know whether Kashasha broke the cord and went undercover, or joined the organization involuntarily: Scotland thinks it’s the former. Bourbon had previously preferred the latter, but after hearing his conjecture about the CIA, he also believed that his idea was reasonable.
But whether Kawakami Tsumugi is disconnected or not, Scotland is completely disconnected now.
He couldn't receive any information from his online... Moreover, the police seemed to have made no move to restore contact.
Scotland is like a kite with a broken string, which has lost its traction, but because the wind has not stopped, it is still flying in the sky.
At this time, Scotland received a communication from Gin: "Report to the stronghold this evening."
"Okay, Gin," Scotland said.
"Scotland, this is the task of the organization." Qin Ji suddenly added.
"Organizational task", Scotland couldn't help but breathe heavily. Fortunately, Gin had already hung up the call at this time, and the busy signal helped him regain some sense. At this time, the lonely soul wandering outside seemed to have gained some control.
Scotland thought silently:
"I am not Scotland, I am Zhu Fu Jingguang, a policeman..."
"I am not Scotland, I am Zhu Fu Jingguang, a policeman..."
"I'm not Scotland, I'm..."
He kept chanting silently, forcing down the surge of enthusiasm until deathly silence returned to his heart.
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I’ll update one chapter first, because I didn’t write the second chapter yesterday, so I plan to make up for it now, and I’ll post it after I finish it.
