After recovering from the shock, Kawakamiji couldn't help but sigh, he was still the best.
This Gu man's ability is very good, just a few heartfelt words can make Kashaxia unable to find him. Even someone like him who had already seen it was filled with emotion.
When Kashasha had doubts about his identity, this [Usage Guide] played a vital role, directly determining whether the recovery period could achieve results.
It allowed the gray-haired young man, who felt vaguely repulsed by his own identity because of the murder, to successfully empathize with Kashasha. Directly solves the problem of identity——
While also proposing an outrageous solution of dumping the mess on other kashashas. It shows that if you show off, others will tell you the truth.
It’s outrageous, but it’s doable. What's more, Kashasha was in an extremely sleepy state, and his IQ, which had already dropped a lot due to amnesia, was even more inadequate.
Carefully recalling the last novice period, Kawakamiji knew that he was actually in a rather unstable stage now:
Subjectively, the previous boiled frog in warm water successfully made Kashasha fall in love with the family relationship created by that gentleman. This resulted in the gray-haired young man being unable to fall out even if he had different opinions. At the same time, continuing Kashasha gave him a goal to cling to;
Objectively speaking...he couldn't escape from the winery even if he wanted to.
Kawakami estimated that if the cultivation failed this time, the gentleman would most likely go back to the drawing board and recreate him again. Although it appears that Tsumugi Kawakami's memory was only purged four times, there is no telling how many times he was raped during the recovery period - a summary of his experiences during the recovery period will not be recorded.
And judging from the fact that the gentleman was familiar with his changes in mentality... Tsk.
While wandering in his mind, Kawakami was counting the seconds in his mind, estimating that he had enough time to digest his emotions. The gray-haired young man sluggishly turned the [Instruction Manual] to the last page:
[Ah, I’m sorry to make you laugh. Originally, we were discussing the issue of insomnia... In fact, the simplest solution is to just go to that gentleman. He'll know how to handle it.
Don't be embarrassed, please allow me to pretend. 】
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Looking for your own guardian?
Kawakami thought for a few seconds, simulating the mentality that Kashasha might have: the conflict has not been resolved yet, he and the gentleman are still at odds, and Kashasha will not take the initiative to give in unless the world falls apart.
It's just insomnia. Maybe after being extremely sleepy, you can take the initiative to fall asleep?
It was a pity that the gray-haired young man had not yet implemented his avoidance policy to the end, so the gentleman took the initiative to find him. And without any nonsense, he directly dragged Kashasha to the guest room.
"gentlemen?"
The gray-haired young man stood there in confusion and refused to follow. Although his physical fitness was poor, he was still better than the elderly guardian. If he didn't want to move, the gentleman couldn't hold him back.
"You can look in the mirror and see what you look like, Kashasha, you are about to die suddenly." The guardian said, with anger in his usually calm tone, "There must be a limit to any quarrel. I won't take the initiative to look for you. , do you plan to keep spending it?"
"But you lied to me before."
"Sorry." The gentleman sighed.
I have been deceived so many times in the future that it’s really uninspiring to just apologize. Kawakamiji kept burying Kashasha in his heart while following the guardian's strength and moving forward.
So at this stage, Kashasha is a pure and innocent person.
After staying up all night for nearly a week, the gray-haired young man finally had close contact with the bed again. But he still couldn't sleep, but he became more alert because there were others around him.
"Remember that Grimm's Fairy Tales? I read it to you when you were a child, and you liked listening to it then." The gentleman said, putting on headphones for him.
Thank you very much...Kawakamiji rolled his eyes in his heart, and showed a little bit of embarrassment on the surface. After being sleepy for nearly a week, he still needed to be prepared for what would happen next.
"The Romance of Fairy Wood"
The sound was turned on, and the sound was simultaneously transmitted to the wireless headphones worn by the gray-haired young man.
Kashasha tilted his head uncomfortably, as if trying to break away, but the gentleman straightened the gray-haired young man's head with a gentle but undeniable force, and touched his temples with his fingers, massaging them gently.
This seemed to be a switch, and he seemed to feel the pain that he had endured for a long time. The long-term insomnia seemed to have condensed into an indestructible hard stone, which collided repeatedly in his skull.
Kashasha is very good at acting. Even though he was on the verge of collapse, his face remained expressionless. But the gentleman's massage really relieved the pain very well.
But it was unsettling to have the fatal part touched, and Kashasha couldn't help but tense up his muscles.
"Don't be too polite. I am your guardian after all, and I should do this." Seemingly sensing the gray-haired young man's rejection, the gentleman said, "There are not many people worthy of my concern."
"But I can't control my instinctive reaction..." Kashasha explained softly, and he couldn't help but yawn.
The gentleman began massaging other points on his head. The gradually relieving pain made the gray-haired young man close his eyes. After he entered the state, the sound came unexpectedly from the earphones that the previous gentleman had put on him.
White noise.
It is softer and more rhythmic than the white noise of electric current when the communication signal is poor. After listening to it for a few minutes, you will notice the hypnotic effect that is difficult to get rid of.
Soon, Kashasha's muscles gradually relaxed and he fell into sleep, but through his eyelids, the gentleman could see his eyeballs moving uneasily, as if he was having a nightmare.
The gentleman turned down the lights.
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It's okay if it's just white noise. What's really hard to get rid of is the feeling.
Although there is no evidence, Kawakamiji always felt that this was some kind of hypnosis. When sleepy, Kashasha easily transfers his dependence on white noise to his dependence on people...
To be honest, Kawakamiji hates this.
After the last novice period, Kawakami declined the gentleman's help. Instead of using hypnotic white noise, he found other methods on his own. Fortunately, it didn't take long for him to find:
Watching videos in the middle of the night. Sound and visual stimulation can also help you fall asleep.
Unfortunately, there is no TV in the room now, and logically, Kashasha has not yet activated the skill of happily staying up late, so he can only choose the gentleman's hypnosis as the next best option.
At least I can sleep now, the biggest problem is solved.
Kashasha walked in with a sniper rifle on his back. He had just completed his mission.
Just as Kawakami thought, after the escape incident, the subsequent missions were all peaceful: in other words, they were all long-range sniping. After no close contact, Kashasha's rejection became much smaller.
Although that gentleman was deceiving him in five of his ten sentences, he was still right about one thing:
When it comes to killing, Kashasha mainly rejects it physically, not psychologically. Having overcome his eating and sleeping difficulties, he was not particularly keen on leaving this life.
It's just a lack of obvious egoism. If it doesn't interfere with himself, Kawakami doesn't actually have much empathy for the people who died under his own hands——
The gray-haired young man paused in his steps.
Someone has invaded his territory.
And the guy didn't hide at all, but stood in front of him carelessly, polluting the air with a cigarette in his mouth.
Black clothes and a top hat, long silver hair that reaches his ankles, and a cold expression hidden in his collar. The way the outsider looked at the gray-haired young man...
I can perfectly draw a fan chart with one third each of disgust, pickiness, and impatience. In addition, there is a strong smell of schadenfreude.
Damn it, why is Gin here?
Kawakami suddenly had an ominous premonition, and instantly thought of Belmode, who was brought out by the gentleman to test him, and his body-stretching technique that had never been better.
It's not really what he thinks...According to common sense, the gentleman during the recovery period shouldn't let him have too much contact with outsiders?
They met on a narrow road, and before the gray-haired young man could make a move, the gentleman's voice came through the loudspeaker in the corner:
"Introduction, this is Gin, the head of the operations team I mentioned to you before. He will take over your physical training for the rest of the time."
Kawakamiji:……
Help.
