Call of Silence

February 1

Met with Tang.

At that time, downstairs from Yi, his doorbell was broken.

I thought I was being scammed again. When he came down and opened the door later, I was so happy.

I admit, I am that kind of girl.

Maybe you shouldn’t be loved?

It shouldn't be too early or too late.

Afterwards, I walked downstairs to his house and realized that I had forgotten my bag.

But at that time I thought, when we meet again next time. He will get it back for me.

I didn't take it to heart.

It's strange that he didn't reply to my message.

February 2

I suddenly found that he didn't seem that important, and I began to try to forget Tang.

February 3

In the morning, I suddenly discovered that Tang already had a couple space on QQ.

I don't know what it feels like.

Judging from my past experiences of being dumped, this doesn't seem to cause me much emotional upheaval.

But I was wrong. This was the first relationship that I was so serious about and wanted to maintain and take further.

My mood is up and down, and I don't know why.

My head hurts so much.

I bought a small Brazilian turtle this morning. It feels so lonely, just like me.

Now it becomes more familiar to me at night.

But what about him?

It seems to have drifted away.

Feelings are such strange things. The more you care about them, the more carefully you protect them. The harder it is to last.

On the contrary, when you hate it so much that you want to step on it under your feet, it is extremely tough.

I'm really tired.

If you are not interested in me, you can just say it directly. Although I am a fragile person, I prefer to be alone forever rather than a relationship that often makes me think wildly.

If you're not dead, please reply to me!

I really want to say this, it really relieves my anger.

But no, I can't.

I really want to be with him.

Do you think it’s funny?

I have no interaction with him at all, it all depends on...

She doesn't think I really like her, does she?

Funny, I have no shortage of women around me.

How could I be tempted by a relationship, a note, or a gift?

Who do you think I, Tang, am?

Is he laughing at me like this in his heart? I don't know, I just want to wait for this reply that makes me laugh, seems to be a imaginary reply in a dream.

I dreamed last night that he replied to my message. I woke up this morning and took a look. Okay, I will continue to be my Harley Quinn.

My head hurts, I don’t know why? Are you sick again?

do you like me? Tang.

I really don't have the courage to ask this question.

Is it just for fun, or is it serious love?

As a cool author of male-video novels, she seems to be the heroine of this ridiculous love story. I have to move towards that annoying ending step by step.

Will you see my articles on Zongheng Novel?

You can feel my feelings, right?

I take every relationship seriously, even though I won't be tempted every time. (Then I burst into tears every time) But I really don’t know why I lose so completely again and again.

If my novel is not enjoyable, do I have to use my own personal experience to make up for it?

I don't understand, I don't want to accept this fate.

Which girl do you have in your heart? Don?

If I were you, I would definitely like girls like Shenghuaye.

Her eyes will not be stained by the world, and her heart will not be evil by other people's words.

Her eyes were filled with thousands of stars, bright sunshine, blue sky and sea. Just don’t pretend to be worried at all, don’t pretend to be worried about the future or the present.