But I was just on a whim

"But I was just on a whim, why do you like me?" Zhang Huihun stood in front of me and asked me with a gentle smile.

I was stunned for a moment, yes. He was just acting on a whim, why should I get stuck in his quagmire?

But all I know is that he is very handsome. A head of black hair tied up high, deep eyes, a vague smile, and beautiful muscles. He was kind to me, always took good care of me, and never let me feel wronged in the slightest. He cries when I cry, laughs when I laugh, and he can feel all my emotional fluctuations, no matter how subtle they are. He can protect me, even if there is the end of life, death, or separation between life and death, he will still protect me without hesitation. Even at this time, he could still pull out a not-too-ugly smile from the corner of his face and say it to me as usual.

"Ma'am, I'm here. Don't cry."

As for whether Zhang Huihun loves me or not, does he really not like me at all? Does that matter? It doesn't matter, as long as he can accompany me all the way, that's enough.

"But I was just on a whim, but I was just on a whim..." Zhang Huihun muttered absentmindedly.

I hugged him gently, I didn't care if he married me on a whim. What I care about is his pair of eyes that are always firm and stubborn, always looking at me. What I care about is that every time I feel uncomfortable or wronged and shed tears, even if he is also uncomfortable or angry, he still hugs me warmly. What I care about is that Zhang’s back was protecting me when the enemy invaded that day.

"I love you, no matter what you think of me, no matter whether you love me or not, no matter what you do to me, I still love you." I said softly in his ear.

Maybe to judge whether a person is a dog licker, it depends on whether the person being loved also loves him deeply.

I don’t want her to question my feelings because of my words. I don’t want to see her cry. I don’t want her to be hurt. I don’t want to see her feel uncomfortable or wronged.

I want to take good care of her, just like taking care of a rose, and watch her bloom flowers that belong only to me under my care, and grow branches that are only for me to see.

I want her to be with me forever, and I want to see her when I wake up every morning.

Once upon a time, I was addicted to the world of literature and was fascinated by those poetic sentences. I have also been moved by "Li Bai was about to set off in a boat when he suddenly heard people singing on the shore." I also shed tears because "I asked you how sad you can be, just like a river of spring water flowing eastward." People make appointments after dusk" and become intoxicated. But why am I in such deep trouble?

"Cut the knife to cut off the water, and the water will flow again, and raise a cup to relieve the sorrow, and the sorrow will become more sorrowful." I was once fascinated by Li Bai's romance and heroism, and fell in love with his uninhibited and unrestrained. But now, I find that I can no longer get into it as deeply as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

"The most tenderness of bowing her head is like the shyness of a water lotus that cannot bear the cool breeze." I was once moved by Lin Daiyu's infatuation and tenderness, and was fascinated by her talent and beauty. But now, I find that I can no longer get into it as deeply as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

"Xiaoxuan window, dressing up, looking at each other speechless, only a thousand lines of tears." I was once moved by Nalan Rongruo's deep affection and melancholy, and was fascinated by his writing and talent. But now, I find that I can no longer get into it as deeply as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

"The willow bank, the dawn wind and the waning moon", I was once moved by Liu Yong's romance and tenderness, and fell in love with his talent and writing style. But now, I find that I can no longer get into it as deeply as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

I suddenly discovered that I was just on a whim, just looking for spiritual solace, just looking for spiritual peace.

"The great river goes eastward, and the waves are gone, and the romantic figures of the ages", I am immersed in Su Shi's boldness and freedom, but I can't go as deep into it as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

"Red hands, yellow vine wine, the city is full of spring scenery and willows on the palace walls." I was immersed in Lu You's romance and tenderness, but I couldn't get into it as deeply as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

"A young man listens to Yuge upstairs, the tent is dimly lit by red candles." I was immersed in Qin Guan's romance and tenderness, but I couldn't get into it as deeply as before. I feel confused, why am I stuck in the quagmire of my love?

It turned out that I was just on a whim, just looking for some spiritual solace, just looking for some spiritual peace. But why should I fall into the quagmire of my love?

I hope that my love is not a shackle for you, but a ladder that helps you move forward.