The person in front of me is the figure that I think about all day and night, tossing and turning at night. Zhang Huihun realized that he was just speaking harshly, but in fact, his body was already eager to possess her. The careful care I took day after day in the past was actually just to get closer to her, even just a little bit.
Zhang Huihun wanted to get closer to her, but stopped for some reason.
Maybe all the answers about love are not as good as her taking this step toward herself.
I don't like her, not at all...
There was a happy smile on Ben Ranpo's face. She had never doubted Zhang Huihun's feelings for her. Looking at the vibrant white cheeks and the ruby-like shining eyes, there was a hint of bitterness in my heart.
She hugged him all of a sudden, her eyes filled with despair and stubbornness. Maybe he protected her behind him that day just because he wanted to see her firm eyes. Maybe maybe... I just want her to choose herself unswervingly.
Seeing her smile made him want to laugh too. Seeing her happy makes him happy too. As long as she can be happy, I guess she will be happy too.
The girl in his arms kissed his lips, pried open his teeth and attacked the city. He couldn't help but hug her, as if the bitterness in his heart was resolved by her sweetness. I once thought, what is love? Is it selfless dedication? Is it mutual concern or mutual understanding?
Maybe, but I can't do it.
That day, a boy came over, looked at me and said, "I like you, would you like to be with me?" Maybe, I should refuse, because I could see the slightest ruthlessness in his eyes. But, I still agreed, because I like him.
Perhaps, it is destined.
From then on, my world changed. There was no longer me, only him.
Driven by love, I slowly developed a liking for him. However, I know that he doesn't really like me, he just does it for my beauty, but I do it for his eyes that fascinate me.
The streets we walked hand in hand seemed to be filled with our love.
However, he changed, from a cute and sunny boy to a ruthless and indifferent boy. I don't know why he has changed, and I almost don't recognize him anymore.
Perhaps it was because of my dependence on him that he was tired of me.
I stopped crying because I knew that tears could no longer change his heart. I will only be more sad.
I understand that I have fallen in love with him, but I don't know where his heart is.
The things I have done for him have changed for him, but I don't know why he did this to me.
I really hope that he can stay with me forever, but now, he has left and gone to another place, the place I can't go.
My heart is broken beyond repair.
Maybe, all I did was just to get closer to him, even just a little bit.
But I understand now that his heart is no longer on me.
After he left, I realized that it was not that I liked him, but that I liked everything about him.
Since then, I have changed, from a cute and sunny girl to a cold and heartless girl.
I once thought that if I could, I would rather give up my life, as long as I could see him again, even just for a glimpse.
But now, I understand that he has left me, left me forever.
