Magpie Miaochun, the product of my greed. He should not have been born in this world. But this is my own mistake and I should take my own responsibility. A father's responsibility. Que Qi thought to himself, but every time he looked at Que Miaochun, he still couldn't help but feel nauseous.
The crazy blood flowed quietly in the body, but Que Miaochun was still alone. Watching the classmates in the school walking together talking and laughing, I was looked at strangely by others. Seeing the family living in harmony, I was sitting in the farthest corner with bowls and chopsticks in hand. Looking at the lovers falling in love on the street, I am always alone.
Even the shadow seemed unwilling to follow his footsteps, and Que Miaochun was in a daze.
Why should I be born into this world? Why am I wrong? Why am I such an unacceptable monster? Am I... really the unwanted child?
I am not a mistake, I am not an unaccepted monster, I am well loved! I am not an unwanted child!
I can't break the shackles my family has put on me, I can't shed this layer of humiliation, I can't find close friends, I will always be alone. I can't be myself... I'm not Que Miaochun, I'm just a puppet being used by the family!
Que Miaochun watched one after another of her relatives leave her with extremely disgusted eyes, or leave her with relief or joy. Que Miaochun sat at the desk, trying to change his destiny with the writing pen in his hand.
He knew every perfect answer sheet, every piece of pathology knowledge, and every physiological structure by heart. These are his footsteps in breaking free from the shackles of fate one by one.
I am Que Miaochun, and I am myself!
I have never regretted the path I chose. I know this life is not a novel. There are no cool articles, no slaps in the face, and no bloody plot. There are only footprints left one by one with sweat and blood.
i will be myself
I will be myself, what kind of me will that be?
In my opinion, I will become a person that I like and am willing to work hard for. Every day when I wake up, I will work hard to fulfill those unrealistic dreams, those dreams that require my own efforts to come true. I will try to run, to experience, to experience the feeling of the wind whistling by my ears, to feel the feeling of tears streaming down my face due to excitement. I will work hard to live, live for myself, and work hard for myself.
In my opinion, I will become a person who knows how to cherish and be grateful.
In my opinion, I will become a self full of sunshine, a self who is always optimistic, and a self who will not give up easily. I will learn to accept, to accept the cruelty of reality, to accept the darkness in my heart, to accept the imperfection in my heart. I want to learn to smile at life, learn to smile, learn to be cheerful, and learn to be generous. I will not give up easily. I will not give up when I encounter a little setback like before. I will work hard to overcome and overcome. I will move towards success step by step and get closer to my dream step by step.
I will become myself, I will become a self that I like, a self that works hard, a self that knows how to cherish and love myself, a self that is full of sunshine and hope, and a self that will not give up easily. I'm going to be who I am, I'm going to be who I am.
