i want to make you happy

"Sister, I don't want to study medicine anymore." Que Miaochun looked at Que Wenyu with lonely eyes.

"Then you just...play." Que Wenyu was stunned and replied.

"Really? I might not be so conscious if you're not with me. Doesn't it matter even if we play from day to night?" Que Miaochun picked up the water glass and took a sip of water.

"Well, isn't your mother coming back from get off work in the evening?" Que Wenyu smiled.

Que Wenyu's thoughts go back to when Que Miaochun was born, recalling his journey from childhood to adulthood.

Perhaps because his parents were a very weird union that was not accepted by the world, Que Miaochun was born like a monster. Two pairs of eyes, two hearts, two physiological structures. When he was delivered, he didn't cry or take a breath.

Que Qi hugged him when he died and cried profusely. As a result, he was fine. He smiled at him and said

"I'm not dead, why are you crying?"

It doesn't matter if you don't talk about it. The medical knowledge of Que Qi's death has been talked about to pieces.

"Let's call it Miaochun, Que Miaochun." He didn't seem to care about these details, nor did he see Que Qi's eyes.

A person is born into a magpie family and is forced to accept the identity of a daughter, even if he really wants to be a boy. He really wants to be a boy.

Facing everyone's disgusted and disgusted eyes, a person has quietly shouldered the responsibility of taking over as the head of the Magpie family since he was a child. Even though he, Que Miaochun, had never wanted to study medicine, and even hated it to the extreme.

A person studies and lives in school, and accepts the outcome of being bullied and isolated by everyone.

Que Miaochun is always alone. It seems that even the Que family members don't like him so much. Instead, they hate him from the bottom of their hearts, down to their bones.

He still loves to laugh so much, and can always reflect a sour sweetness in the bitterness of life. He is still so strong, even if no one stands by his side, including his close relatives. He is still so fearless and never denies himself because of the eyes of the world.

Que Miaochun, he wants to be himself.

I want to watch him grow step by step and become what he wants to be. I want to see him happy every day, never bothered by the eyes of the world. I want him to be safe and healthy throughout his life, and not to let other people's comments stop him. I want to see him become himself, take off the "skin" of the young master of the Magpie family that he hates. I think he can face life optimistically even if he has no close friends. I think he is confident and self-reliant and will not be irritated by other people's words.

"I am Que Miaochun, I am not a monster, I am not an unwanted child, I am myself!" In the dream, he roared to me like this.

I woke up with a start.

I felt sorry for him. I felt very sorry for him. She said she was his favorite sister, but it didn't seem to help him. He always fights for what he wants, and has never been taken seriously by anyone in the clan. Even though I like him, I say it somewhat against my conscience.

I have woken up from my dream, but Que Miaochun's life is still going on.

Que Miaochun lay on the bed and yawned loudly. I thought: Is someone thinking of me? Que Miaochun shook his head with a grimace. How could anyone think of someone like me who looks strange and has a withdrawn personality?

He got into bed, thinking that he would have to go to school tomorrow, attend lectures, and be beaten...

Que Miaochun frowned slightly and curled his lips.