"You..." I lowered my eyes and looked at Zhang Huihun's affectionate eyes.
"Madam, it's time to apply medicine." Zhang Huihun applied ointment to the wound on my body that would heal automatically if I didn't apply medicine, and looked at me with pity. "I'm sorry, Huihun didn't protect my wife well."
"You, I..." The words "divorce" were stuck in my throat. Yes - Zhang Huihun had never done anything bad to me. I have never taken a concubine into my room, tucked me into bed, and got up early to bring me warm water. He protected me behind me when my life was in danger, without any hesitation.
I am really nothing, how can I bear to divorce such a wonderful man! He is handsome, gentle, and most importantly, he cares about me.
"What are you thinking about, madam?" He pressed me on the bed, his eyes becoming cold again. Ever since he took this brick for me, he has been sober sometimes and stupidly stupid sometimes.
Obviously he didn't do anything, but I felt nervous in my heart, as if even the spring was looking forward to his visit.
He fell asleep holding me in his arms, just like always. I'm still disappointed, why doesn't he touch me? Does he not love me? It's not like he treated me with the same respect as a guest, and he treated me with every possible consideration.
One day, I was holding a jar of wine and got very drunk. A familiar figure vaguely appeared in his sight.
"Madam, you are drunk." He put me on the bed.
Maybe he was drunk and emboldened, so I pinned him down and questioned him.
"Zhang Huihun, you, you, you..." My face was red and hot.
He smiled helplessly and waited for my next words.
"How could you be so stupid for me?" My eyes were moist, and I kissed his lips, exploring the city in his mouth.
"I won't let you do this for me, I won't!" I hugged him tightly, and my body seemed to really, really like him. I liked him so much that he didn't even have to do anything, and my body would feel violently. Physiological reactions visible to the naked eye.
Two hearts were beating violently.
Zhang Huihun gently stroked my head and pulled out another smiling face, as if in this way, the countless cuts on his body could be healed. It seems that I will feel relieved.
"It's worth it, madam." He took the initiative to hug me for the first time.
"It's not worth it, I don't deserve you to do this to me..." I cried until I was out of breath and my body was hot.
"Go to sleep, madam. Don't cry. Nothing will happen to you when you return to your soul. Your husband and I are the guardian beasts of the medical family. Life and death are just a matter of a thought." He raised his head with some pride.
"Come in, please..." All the restlessness in my heart turned into these words.
"Madam, it's time to sleep. Your injury is not healed yet." He was a little dazed, but quickly returned to normal. His eyes returned to the Zhang Huihun he met for the first time, cold and ruthless. I could only watch helplessly as he adjusted his clothes and smoothed out the wrinkles I had made as if he was disgusted. He stood up and left. His back was just like mine, lonely and sad.
I sat alone on the bedside, holding a wine jar and drinking one glass after another. Just as I was about to take another sip, he suddenly snatched the wine jar from my hand and broke it into pieces.
"Bang Dang——" He frowned and the corners of his mouth twitched.
"What did I tell you, it's time to go to bed." He pinched my wrist tightly, and I felt like my heart was being grabbed by him, feeling happy and uncomfortable at the same time.
"Love is not indulgence, it is moderation." He hugged me and patted my back gently, and I fell asleep unconsciously.
