I also thought about killing myself like this

Although the tone is sad, this is not a topic about death. I hope everyone will discuss the topic of life with Miao Chun.

What is the meaning of life? I often ask myself, how can I be born to be honest, and yet be born so strangely? He was born unloved by his father and mother. I once asked a teacher, what is the meaning of life? He smiled and answered me: "The meaning varies from person to person."

Some people hope that one day they will be able to honor their ancestors, return to their hometown in fine clothes, be famous in history, and be famous forever; some hope that they can be prosperous, wealthy, well-dressed, and carefree; some hope that their descendants can live a carefree life from generation to generation; some hope that they can be safe. Spend your life in peace and have no worries about food and clothing.

And these seem to come at a price. Some people are willing to give a lifetime, some are willing to give a lifetime of happiness, some are willing to give a lifetime of happiness, and some are willing to give a lifetime of peace. Some people are unwilling to pay, but some people are willing to pay with their lives.

I once read an article that told the story of a martyr. He was a warrior who died on the battlefield. At that time, his unit had reached its most dangerous moment, and the enemy was about to break through the defense line. But he did not choose to escape, but resolutely picked up the gun, rushed forward, and fought hard to kill the enemy. In the end, he fell in a pool of blood. His companions tried to help him up, but he refused. He gritted his teeth, struggled to stand up, and fired his last bullet at the enemy.

I have read this story many times, but every time I read it I am moved to tears. He did not live in an ignoble life like those who were greedy for life and afraid of death, but chose to fight for the country, the nation, and justice. Although he only lives once, his soul will be immortal forever.

Someone asked me, what is the meaning of being born as a human being? I answered him: "When you are born as a human being, you must make a difference. If a person is born without any meaning, then what is he born to do?"

During the Wenchuan earthquake, a teacher used his body to block the collapsed wall and protect his students in order to save his students. The teacher did not survive, but his spirit will never die.

During the great earthquake in Japan, a mother used her body to block the collapsed house in order to protect her children. The mother did not survive, but her spirit will live on forever.

In the 2008 Beijing Olympics, the Chinese delegation won 51 gold medals, ranking first in the world. They used their own efforts to win honor for their motherland.

We are born to make a difference. Only in this way can your life become more meaningful. If you're not doing anything, what's the point of your life?

I was speechless by this question. Is my life really meaningful? There are doubts about me all around, but I don’t know how to face those doubts.

I found my grandfather Que Wuyi, who is also the current patriarch of the Que family. He pointed to the clan rules on the wall: Rule 1 of the Que Family: Put aside your personal desires and step onto the pure land of medicine. The second rule of the Magpie family: give up the love between children and devote yourself to the medical career. Rule 3 of the Magpie Family Rules: Be wary of arrogance and impetuosity, neither humble nor rebellious. The fourth rule of the Magpie family: study medicine with great concentration and have high ambitions. I looked at the beautiful thoughts of our ancestors and began to reflect on myself.