Peter was so determined to die that he didn't care about anything anymore and just said whatever came to his mind.
Many things in this world are often confused by those in authority and clear by those on the lookout.
When friends get along, it is taboo to talk shallowly and deeply.
Even if you become friends, you may not be able to speak frankly.
There are always many taboos when people get along with each other, and they must be managed deliberately to make a friendship last forever.
Because Peggy Carter is the red rose in Steve Rogers' heart, the goddess he can never get, and the softest piece of pure land in his heart.
Considering that Steve will never be able to regain the lost seventy years and dance that missed dance again, his friends deliberately avoid this part of the content when getting along with him.
Due to many factors, no one ever mentioned these things in front of Steve.
Until they traveled to this universe, Steve made up for all his past regrets in Sokovia.
When a red rose is picked, it will step down from the altar, transform from a goddess into a woman, and gradually turn into mosquito blood.
Steve still loves Peggy Carter, but this love has changed from love to husband and wife.
A saying with high emotional intelligence: All love will eventually turn into family love.
A saying about low emotional intelligence: love fades and family affection grows stronger. You no longer love her, you are just used to her existence.
Steve has not entered the marriage grave for a short time. He is still deeply in love with Peggy Carter, but this love has become more objective.
The specific manifestation is the increase in the rotational realm of the magnetic field.
This thing can't lie.
No matter how intense and unforgettable the love is, once it is lost, this strong feeling will burst out with miraculous energy, making the lost person's realm soar.
But, as Peter said, how much can you love her if you haven't even broken through to the fifty heavens?
The entire mutant race was wiped out, and Magneto soared to the ninety-seventh level.
The second time the mutant race was wiped out, Raven only soared to the fiftieth level, and she still had the legacy of Magneto.
Without him, I just don’t love mutants enough.
When Ben Parker died, Peter soared to the twenty-fifth heaven.
Hulk killed Betty Ross, and Dr. Banner soared to the twenty-fifth level.
After Pepper died, Tony soared to the fiftieth level.
Realizing that she had killed her father with her own hands, Daisy soared to the fiftieth level.
Steve Rogers in this universe woke up from brainwashing and realized that he had personally led the United States to destruction. After strengthening his belief, he immediately soared to the 50th level and awakened the war pattern.
There is no harm without comparison. This comparison clearly shows how deep Steve's love for Peggy Carter is now, and whether it is enough to be called unforgettable.
Peter is right. Maybe Steve loves Peggy Carter more, but what Captain America loves more is justice, America, justice, and freedom...
Regardless of whether Steve became like this because of the serum, this is an objective reality that cannot be changed.
The identity of Captain America and the person of Steve Rogers are not completely one and the same.
Steve himself was also a strong magnetic field expert and knew the rotation of the magnetic field very well. Of course he knew why he didn't soar to the ninety-seventh level and kill Zhan Liu.
There is one and only one reason, and that is, his love for Peggy Carter is not as deep as he thinks.
He was not stupid, and he could not deceive himself. He was immediately shocked by this fact, his mind was swaying, and he could not control himself.
Seeing this, Natasha hurriedly took over the topic, "Peter, the problem now is that the war has broken out, and only one of us can survive."
"Zhan Liu doesn't care what happens to the earth. You can tell by looking at the meteors and fire showers all over the sky, but we Avengers care. Only after we win will we..."
Before Natasha could finish her words, she was interrupted by Peter.
"I don't care either." Peter's tone was still light and ethereal, and his whole person looked careless.
Natasha choked back her words.
The current morality has no meaning to Peter, let alone kidnapping him.
Natasha reacted quickly and immediately tried another angle.
"Are you sure you won't try to revive Gwen and the others again?"
Peter nodded slowly and remained silent.
"Then why are you still staying here?" Natasha asked.
"Don't you still have some expectations in your heart?"
"What were you expecting?"
"In other words, what do you want to do?"
"Or are you hoping that someone will redeem you?"
Natasha watched Peter's reaction closely, trying to analyze the information that could be used from his micro-expressions.
"I..." Peter was at a loss, "I don't know."
"My mind is empty, I don't think about anything, I don't want anything, and I don't need anyone to redeem me."
"Then why don't you die?" Natasha attacked maliciously.
"Death?" Peter murmured in a low voice and slowly raised his palm, with the intention of killing himself if he disagreed.
Natasha hurriedly held his hand, fearing that he would commit suicide just like that.
"You're not even afraid of death, so what are you afraid of?"
"Is it that scary for you to resurrect Gwen and the others?"
A trace of fear flashed in Peter's eyes, "I don't want them to die again. The pain of death is enough once."
"Are you afraid that they will suffer the pain of death, or do you not want to suffer the pain of losing them?" Natasha asked sharply.
Peter subconsciously avoided Natasha's sharp, knife-like eyes, "Maybe."
Natasha felt enlightened and sneered, her words becoming more aggressive.
"wrong!"
"It's better to die than to live. How do you know they don't want to be resurrected?"
"How many people are living in pain in this world?"
"It's just that you are afraid of suffering the pain of losing them again, so you make your own decisions and make decisions on their behalf!"
"They want to be resurrected!"
"They don't want to be buried in the cold ground forever!"
"You didn't dare to do it yourself. You pretended to be doing it for their own good and put all the responsibility on them!"
Natasha stabbed Peter's chest hard with her fingers and cursed.
"You coward!"
"Gwen would be very unlucky to meet a loser like you!"
"Is she blind?"
"Why did you fall in love with someone like you?"
Peter curled up again like a mimosa, his head drooped, still looking lifeless.
"Yes, I am a coward."
"Gwen shouldn't know me."
"Uncle Ben and the others should have thrown me into the orphanage in the first place."
Peter's reaction made Natasha suffocate.
She would rather Peter yelled, quibbled, and explained to her, and then she could easily carry out the subsequent "talk therapy."
But Peter's dead look showed that he had lost his vitality, was severely autistic, and had no passion at all.
He now puts all the responsibilities on himself and regards himself as the source of all tragedies and the chief culprit who killed his relatives.
No matter you hit him, scold him, humiliate him...he will treat it as nothing.
That's all it is to be so devastated.
Now Peter's brain has almost stopped functioning, and the only external reactions are some stress reactions.
If you ask a question, he will answer.
If you beat someone, he will suffer.
If Natasha hadn't stopped him just now, Peter might have committed suicide obediently.
Faced with this situation, even if the gods came, they would not do anything.
If you want Peter to be useful, you must at least arouse a desire for life and have the will to live in him first, and then you can think about how to "use" him!
Natasha sighed, turned around and pulled Steve over, who was still a little confused.
"His current situation is that he has sealed off his inner world with his own hands and completely lost the passion for life."
"If we can't wake him up, it's useless what we say to him now."
"Most of our words never entered his brain, and he now has almost no ability to think at all."
Steve took a deep breath, rubbed his frown, put his worries aside for the time being, and asked in a deep voice, "Is there any method I can use?"
Natasha shook her head helplessly, "I don't know, I'm not a biologist. Professor Hulk is fighting and can't provide us with technical support."
"What about Tony?"
"He should be negotiating with Queen Raven right now, and he's an engineer. I don't think he understands psychology."
Steve thought of Tony's always very willful behavior, curled his lips, and gave up the ridiculous idea of seeking Tony's support off the court.
"What about Friday?"
"It should be fine if you ask it to endorse you or find papers for you, but I don't think it would be a good psychiatrist."
"So..." Steve looked at Peter, who still looked confused, and asked hesitantly: "Would it be useful to use physical awakening method?"
"Give him a head start with your shield?"
"That's right." Steve nodded, "Will it work?"
"Uh... I don't know." Natasha thought for a while, "But we might as well give it a try, since we can't find any other way."
Steve was familiar with this job. Without saying a word, he picked up his shield and slapped Peter on the head.
Although Peter is unconscious now, his physical strength is still there. An attack of Steve's level cannot break the defense at all, and of course it will be even less effective.
After hundreds of "clubs" in a row, Steve gave up, "I'm afraid this method won't work."
"Is there anything that could catch Peter's mind?"
"Then I'm afraid it's just Gwen and the others, but they are all dead, and we can't resurrect them."
Natasha looked at Peter in a daze, and after a while, she suddenly asked:
"Then do you think Peter can tell the difference between true and false in his current state?"
"What do you mean?" Steve didn't understand.
This time Natasha didn't reply. Instead, she took out her communicator and contacted the little raccoon on the space super battleship.
After a moment, a projection of Gwen appeared in front of Peter.
The alien projection technology is so advanced that even if you stand face to face or a little further away, it is difficult to tell whether the other person is a real person or a projection.
Natasha pushed a distance away, letting Gwen's projection circle around Peter, spinning and jumping, laughing and waving.
Peter's body was still stiff at first, but slowly, his eyes began to light up, and his sanity returned.
But the moment his sanity returned, he was disappointed to find that the Gwen in front of him was nothing more than a projection.
Natasha was afraid that he would become autistic again, so she hurried forward and tried to persuade him.
"Peter, we..."
Peter stretched out his hand to stop her unspoken words.
"I already know the conversation just now. There is no need for you to repeat it again."
"Also, you should all know that people with strong magnetic fields can read minds, right?"
"So, put away your little thoughts, I won't be used by you."
Natasha's face froze, a little embarrassed.
People with strong magnetic fields are very annoying in this regard. You can't meet them with any thoughts or conspiracies, otherwise all the secrets will be leaked.
"Okay, Natasha, when facing someone with a strong magnetic field, words and psychological techniques are useless. Only sincerity can win the heart."
Steve reached out to pull Natasha back and stepped forward.
"Peter, since you can read minds, take a good look at my real thoughts."
He lowered his head and presented it to Peter.
"I never intended to take advantage of you. I came to ask you for help sincerely."
"Peter, we are at the end of our rope, please, help us!"
Steve begged humbly, and by reading his brain, Peter could actually feel his sincerity.
However……
"What I said when I was in isolation before was all from my heart."
"I don't want, don't care, don't care about what's going on between you."
"To me, it doesn't matter anymore."
"You go away, don't come back, just let me rot here!"
Peter looked dark, sat down on the spot, closed his eyes again, and was about to enter autistic state again.
"Stop it, Peter!"
Steve rushed over, grabbed Peter's shoulders with both hands, and shook him hard.
"You shouldn't be like this!"
"The Peter I remember is an enthusiastic and good boy, full of love for life and respect for life."
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"Are these beautiful shining points of humanity gone in your heart?"
"You should be able to see what we are desperately seeking!"
"Although we cannot escape our selfishness, our intention to save the world is not false at all!"
"Please, Peter, wake up!"
"Help us!"
Steve burst into tears and exchanged tears with each other, but Peter was heartbroken and unmoved at all, and his face gradually returned to its original half-dead look.
He is autistic again!
"No!"
Steve wailed, remembering his side's disadvantage in the war, remembering the important role Peter's participation in the war had in this war, and thinking of the ardent hopes of his companions.
His heart moved and his teeth clenched, igniting his life force. The magnetic field in his body rotated rapidly, surpassing the fifty heavens in an instant.
Steve stretched out his hand, and with a pop, he inserted it into his left chest, dug out his heart, and then stuffed it into Peter's right chest with force.
Driven by the vitality, Steve successfully broke through Peter's defenseless body and implanted his heart into Peter's body.
The cell reorganization ability is activated, quickly connecting the heart and body together, eliminating rejection and becoming a whole.
"Peter, if your heart is dead, then let me use my heart to wake you up!"
