When he said this again, Nan Jiang's face had no emotion at all.
Her eyes, which were originally full of light, now became calm and calm.
Looking at Yun Si, whose eyes were red, Nan Jiang said word by word: "Sister, as of today, I don't blame anyone and have nothing to do with anyone. But I was more cautious back then, I don't know I don’t know what the King of Gu can do, and today, I may not encounter any of this. I will pay for the mistake I made when I was young. I am not unjust, and you should not feel sorry for me."
How could Yun Si not feel sorry for her: "If you hadn't met me... you wouldn't be like this."
"Sister, don't say what if, you are making excuses for my youth and ignorance. If I hadn't met you, I would have married Chi Huai, and then my whole family would have been controlled, and I would not have been able to escape death. People always have to come to an end. , it’s just that the process is different, but the ending is the same. I’m very lucky to have met you. I learned medical skills and grew up to be what I am now. I also lost a lot but gained a lot. I don’t blame anyone but others.”
Nan Jiang was silent for a moment and said with a smile: "Sister, I am telling you this because I want to tell you that I am afraid that my child will not be found in this life. Boys are sent away as soon as they are born. , now the war is in chaos again, and it is impossible to find it again. I can't stay stuck in the past, I must get out, and I want to get out."
"Besides, I hope you never mention this to anyone. Sister, can you?"
Now she finally understood what Yun Si once said.
A decision a person makes now will definitely affect his or her destiny on a certain day in a certain year in the future. You must be careful in everything you do.
Yun Si was silent for a moment and nodded heavily.
Nan Jiang: "So, sister, please help me. I want to forget this person."
Yun Si looked at Nan Jiang in surprise: "Have you forgotten Yun Lingzheng?"
"If I don't forget this person, I'm afraid I won't live. Xiao Tiance is very good to me. I don't say I love him. I don't hate this person. I like him. He is really good. I want to abandon the past. Everything, starting the second half of my life with him. You know, the existence of the Heart-Eating Gu, if I often think of Yun Lingzheng, or...if we really meet again, I'm afraid I will die. "
At this point, Nan Jiang chose to forget Yun Lingzheng because he wanted to survive, not because Yun Lingzheng was not good and she never wanted to see him again.
Saying this, Nan Jiang handed Yun Si something else: "Sister, remember to tell me about my blood feud, okay?"
Yun Si shook her head: "Such a big matter cannot be decided by one person, and I can't help you decide. Let's all listen to this matter together and let everyone talk about it."
That day, Yun Si did not leave, but stayed at an inn.
Going to Xizhou, the snow has not yet melted.
Lu Hekong Qing, Xiao Tiance Yun Si, and Shi Yi who came over were all sitting around the brazier, looking at Nan Jiang.
Eleventh way: "People live to be happy. Since those things are not happy, there is no point in remembering them. Forget Mr. Yun, I agree with Nan Jiang."
Lu He also nodded: "And if Nan Jiang forgets Master Yun, she will not be restrained by the Heart-Eating Gu. As long as she never sees each other, she will be safe throughout her life. I also agree with Nan Jiang's approach. These things, when I remember them, are completely no need."
Nan Jiang looked at Xiao Tiance, who said: "Being able to choose to forget is not necessarily a bad thing. But Nan Jiang, I respect you. Even if you remember these things and are with me, I don't care. I want to let you You are free, you have the right to choose anything, you make your own decisions about your own body, if something happens, we will find a solution together. Nan Jiang, I will not hesitate to choose to stand with you."
Xiao Tiance's true feelings are not false at this moment.
His feelings were as pure as ice.
Just like Nan Jiang back then, her sincerity and feelings were so pure.
Yun Si felt uncomfortable listening to it.
It would be better to meet these two people sooner.
Yun Si: "The Xiao family is an aristocratic family. Can you guarantee that your parents will approve of you being with Nan Jiang?"
Xiao Tiance: "Saint of the Witch Clan, Lord Yun (Yun Si) is your biological sister. We, the Xiao family, are grateful that it is too late for such a person to come in."
Eleven on the side: "We are all men, and men know men best. Let's not talk about this for now. I just want to see if you can protect Nan Jiang. Now you can say it well, who can't. Nan Jiang I am the one who watched her reach this stage, and I regard her as my younger sister. Now I am relieved that Kong Qing is here, but you and I both know where Xiao Guogong’s mansion is in Xizhou.”
"I swear to God that I will treat Nan Jiang wholeheartedly. I will never have two ambitions in my life. I will put Nan Jiang first in everything!" Xiao Tiance stood up.
Yun Si: "Okay, let's look at the future. I only ask one last time, Nan Jiang, do you really want to forget it. As soon as the acupuncture starts and you open your eyes again, you will forget that person. As long as it is related to that person You will forget everything. You will also forget about your wedding to him."
Nan Jiang nodded: "There is no need to remember these things. Sister, I want to forget. I want to live. The Heart-Eating Gu hurts. It hurts when I think about this person. I don't want to hurt. It's not worth it. I want to do it for myself." Live. Neither chastity nor ethics can kidnap me. I want to live for myself. The only thing I love most in the rest of my life is myself!"
Yun Si stood up and glanced at Lu He: "Get ready to give the acupuncture."
"Wait." Nan Jiang suddenly spoke again.
She walked up to Yun Si and handed Yun Si something: "When you do the acupuncture, plant this into my body. This bug is called Wangyou, forget all sorrow. Because I have considered forgetting that person, What’s not so good is that if he knows, or I don’t know anything, what if I fall in love with him again after a long time?”
Nan Jiang was thinking very clearly at this moment. After thinking for a while, she said with a smile: "With this thing here, as long as you told me the name of that person just a moment ago, I would turn around and forget it again. If I meet today When I get to Renren and get to know him, I won’t remember him when I wake up tomorrow.”
"Also, I won't remember that it was him that happened to me, including the wedding. He will be a blur in my life, as if he never existed."
"What I want is not to forget now, I want to forget forever in my life."
"I want to erase the traces of this person's existence in my soul and in the years to come. Even if we meet in the future, what he does and what he says will be said today. Tomorrow, here, I will open my eyes. Open your eyes and everything will return to zero."
Nan Jiang held Wangyou tightly: "Unless I die, there will be no solution!"
This is her determination to cut off everything!
