Nan Jiang bit her lip and held back her cry: "Sister, if you hadn't chosen to forget..."
"Don't say regrets. There is no turning back in life." Yun Si patted Nan Jiang on the shoulder: "Nan Jiang, go ahead and help me once."
After watching Nan Jiang leave, Yun Si looked at the still dark sky, found a pen and paper, and opened the map of Western Xinjiang.
She is indeed not a person who would compromise for the sake of her children.
As a human being, you cannot bow your head and seek perfection everywhere.
We can only find problems and solve them.
Yun Si put down her pen and drew on the map.
——Brother Ninth, wait for me, wait for me. Wait for me to work harder so that I can catch up with you, get you, and have you. When we have the strength to bear the wind and rain, we no longer need to live under your wings. When you face the huge waves, we will stand in a safe corner.
——Brother Ninth, I also want to go to the 100th floor. I go for myself and to follow you. I want to be able to share the wind and rain with you, and I also want to be able to open up my own world.
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When Nan Jiang came out, she saw Yun Lingzheng in the main hall, whispering something with his entourage.
She didn't avoid it, but ran towards him.
In the distance, Yun Lingzheng heard footsteps and nodded to follow him.
"You don't understand, do you?"
Nan Jiang had just arrived in front of him, and before she opened her mouth, Yun Lingzheng knew her purpose.
He spoke first, but Nan Jiang didn't know how to speak.
After a moment of silence, she nodded: "The things you just said were not allowed to be said by Master Jiu before. Why didn't you say it before you said it? No matter what, she is your sister. If you do this... you can't Like an older brother, not like something a family member would do.”
Yun Lingzheng looked at Nan Jiang steadily and said nothing.
Nan Jiang started to feel nervous.
In front of such smart people, she felt even more timid and inferior.
Does being timid mean doing stupid things or saying stupid things? Does having low self-esteem mean annoying people?
Just when she was so timid that she was about to regret her retreat, Yun Lingzheng said: "As I said before, it will only strengthen her determination to reconcile. Yun Si is not a hypocritical person in essence. She was so troublesome before, more What she wants is to get a response from Master Jiu to gain inner satisfaction. A crying child has milk to feed, and she is hungry. When she is a little satisfied, she will see Master Jiu’s white hair, and she will feel miserable and wonder what went wrong. , she doesn’t want to be involved.”
"Telling her after she reconciled with Li was not to slap her, but to tell her that she was right to be with Li, to let her know firmly that what she did was right, to make her more sober and not to be stubborn. , know exactly where to go faster.”
Nan Jiang shook her head.
Don't understand, she just doesn't understand.
"Master Jiu..."
"To put it simply, no matter what the relationship is, you shouldn't wait for the other person to chew it up and feed it to your mouth. Then if the other person doesn't feed him, will he starve to death? If you really want to argue, she will give it to Jiuye After giving birth to a child, your own daughter is weak, and Master Jiu has saved her several times. In a sense, is Master Jiu considered her reborn parent? How could he eat the flesh and blood of his reborn parents like this? "
Nan Jiang frowned: "Why do you talk like this..."
"You are stupid. If I don't say this, do you understand me? If your sister is Jiuye and encounters someone who is not capable enough and just relies on his preference to lie down and suck blood, then you will let your sister follow him. Is this man together? It doesn't matter whether it's love or any relationship. As long as the other person is worth the effort, as long as you want to get the other person, you have to be strong enough. Otherwise, you will be like those mediocre stupid women and stupid men who will only complain all day long. I blame the sky and the earth, complaining that the person I married is not good enough, but I am unwilling to divorce. I blame the wife I married is not good, and I want to have a son and a half with her, but I never see my shortcomings."
"She's fine with Li."
"As long as she has some blood, not to mention for Jiu Ye, to get Jiu Ye, to get this relationship, just for herself, she should work hard to catch up. She wants to be higher, no matter whether it is people or things, only Only when you are capable enough can you get everything without getting hurt.”
Nan Jiang suddenly relaxed and looked at Yun Lingzheng without saying anything.
Yun Lingzheng said: "You feel uncomfortable in your heart because you, like some people, first look down on yourself and think that women should be protected and cared for by men when they are born, waiting for men to give them. Women are weak and given by men because of love. If it’s not enough, that’s not loving enough. It’s not okay to always only see the other person but not yourself.”
Nan Jiang opened her mouth: "But Sister A has also paid a lot."
"I didn't say that she paid little. There are too many variables in life. No one can bless anyone all the time. When you ask God and pray to Buddha and you are not sure whether you will be blessed, you still have to pay a stick of incense. There is no advantage in being empty-handed, even if Not sure there are benefits, and you can't go empty-handed? No matter what the relationship is, you can only feel comfortable if you are strong. Don't be rigid about who gave how much, and what I got. What you want to see, what she wants to see, is' What can I become? Only what I become can guarantee what I can love. Otherwise, how can a person on the tenth level get the benefits of the one hundredth level?"
Nan Jiang somewhat understood.
But immediately, she reacted: "Are you eavesdropping on our conversation?"
"This is Lanyuan. I didn't eavesdrop. I heard a sentence when I was walking alone. I knew what you were going to say." Yun Lingzheng stood up and walked to the screen wall.
Nan Jiang, a small figure, followed behind him and handed the He Li Shu to Yun Lingzheng: "Sister, I will..."
"Yes, her character will cheer up after she has been in trouble and cried. Because she knows that on the 100th floor, there are not only the people she wants, but also the power she has always wanted. She’s different, she’s ambitious, she always has been.”
Yun Lingzheng took the Heli book and his eyes became distant.
Nan Jiang: "She and her? Who?"
who?
Yun Lingzheng curled his lips indifferently.
Who else could it be.
Inside that body was the original Xiaoliu.
Withdrawing his eyes, Yun Lingzheng lowered his head and looked at Nan Jiang who had come to his side at some unknown time.
When he touched the pair of bright black eyes that were so clean that they were not stained by dust, Yun Lingzheng frowned slightly.
Turning around, he bowed his head slightly and approached Nan Jiang.
Nan Jiang's pupils trembled and she retreated subconsciously: "I'm here Tiankui!"
Yun Lingzheng really didn't expect this.
But with a slight sneer, he straightened up: "Stupid."
Nan Jiang's face turned pale. Seeing him turn around, she asked in a low voice: "Am I really stupid? I always do wrong things."
She really doesn't mind this because she also feels stupid.
Otherwise, how could so many people be implicated and so many wrong things done?
Yun Lingzheng and the others are very smart, and she wants to hear the truth.
But at this time, he came in a hurry.
Yun Lingzheng wanted to talk to her.
She's not actually stupid, just a little stupid.
There is a difference between stupidity and stupidity. Stupid people don't know that they are stupid and stubborn, and they don't realize that what they say is wrong. The younger you are, the more stupid people are, but if you are stupid when you are older, it will be disgustingly stupid.
But he didn't speak again, and he didn't know what this meant to Nan Jiang...
——"Master Jiu, I'm here to see He Li Shu off."
