How long does it take to go from loving the most deeply to the deepest love to separation?
Yun Si looked at He Lishu and smiled slowly, with bitterness on her lips.
She couldn't let him come down, give up everything, and accompany her from the tenth floor to the middle ninety floors.
Falling in love is not a sacrifice, and the best marriage is not a sacrifice, it is an achievement.
The best love and marriage can only be "achievement".
"Nan Jiang, you know, when he knew he was going to lose his memory, he didn't let go of my hand. He wrote He Li Shu and let me go. Now, I want He Li Shu and let him live. Maybe this is because There is a difference between the love of the capable and the love of the cowardly and incompetent.”
Nan Jiang couldn't stop crying. She choked with sobs and called Yun Si: "Sister..."
Yun Si looked outside, with a gentle smile in her eyes: "After Su Yunrou slapped me awake, I thought about it. If I keep my memory, it won't be used by others in the past five years. At least I can take advantage of it. Let’s go to the fiftieth floor, that way he and I are husband and wife, and we can share the wind and rain with him.”
"But I also thought, am I really on the fiftieth floor? Can I handle the fifty floors in between, the monsters and monsters beyond my ability?"
"Sister, don't talk about yourself like that. You're not like that. You're already fine." Nan Jiang felt pain in her heart, but she couldn't find the best words to comfort Yun Si.
She cried more sadly than Yunsi.
Nan Jiang herself is not happy, she just wants to see everyone around her happy, which at least can comfort her heart - look, there are people shining in this world.
But...who is not the person trapped in the well?
"Nan Jiang, they are all wrong, everyone is wrong."
Yun Si lowered her eyes and smiled. Her smile was full of brokenness. She didn't dare to be sad: "They say who owes whom and who has done more for whom. But now I look back and realize that he was not wrong and I was not." Wrong, if you really want to say it is wrong, then what is wrong is that we got married. When we get married, husband and wife become one, which means that we have to bear the troubles caused by each other's identities. He has borne countless life and death for me and saved my life. , but my ability is not enough to bear the slightest hardship on his level. Even if a gust of wind blows on his level, I will be in danger of being shattered to pieces, not to mention that he must take care of me while coping. "
"The original Emperor Wu Zong was the same, and so was the later Feng Rentian. If the identity was completely disclosed at that time, I would have to face a more powerful existence than Feng Rentian and Emperor Wu Zong."
After all these years, Yun Si finally knew what the root cause was.
It's because she's not capable enough.
But he wants treasure beyond his ability.
It was because she had a big appetite and was greedy, but she couldn't bear to let go, leaving both of them bruised and bruised.
She needs protection everywhere, and wants to rely on and protect her. As long as he can't get to her side and take away the suffering for her, he is hurting her and not loving her.
Even when he pursued her, he said that if everything was exposed, he would bear the blame. At that time, she only felt very sweet and happy.
But at that time, she never thought that if Ninth Brother was responsible for all that, she would not have to worry about anything and just sit back and enjoy the success?
From the beginning, he knew that she would not be able to bear the burden of standing below the tenth floor.
From the beginning, Yun Si's ideas were all wrong.
Obviously she also wants to go to the 100th floor for herself.
But she didn't do anything, she just sat back and enjoyed the success, waiting for him to do everything, even waiting for him to save her life.
From the beginning, to Yun Jiangche, Jiang Shulan, and everyone else, what she had said to Huo Shenzhi was that since you said you wanted me, you should do so much for me, and I didn't have to do anything, just let him If I did it, you would be wronged, and if you let me do it, you would be useless.
He, Huo Shenzhi, is not one of those unworthy men.
"I think falling in love is too simple. My second brother is right, the man I want is different from other men. If it were just Xiao Ziyi and his ilk, I wouldn't have to face this, but I don't want the mediocre Xiao Ziyi Man, but I want to get Huo Shenzhi again, I don’t take any risks, I just want him to take the responsibility for me and pay more for me."
Looking at the Heli book in her hand, Yun Si closed her eyes and took a deep breath—
What the incompetent possesses will be lost.
The backbone of the weak cannot bear the slightest bit of wind and rain.
Seeking love, love cannot avoid wind and rain, it must work together to face each other.
If a person insists on reaching for anything beyond his own ability, he will end up with a narrow escape and cannot blame others!
"Who am I to blame him for not telling me what he did for me?"
"If he told me, besides being worried, scared and anxious, what could I do for him?"
"He's right. For me five years ago, even if he did something for me, he couldn't help me at all. There are so many doctors, and the War Slave is the most powerful one. I am self-satisfied with my medical skills, forgetting to climb, and stagnating. Just thinking about love.”
In the end, she couldn't bear the storm on his level, so now she could only go back to the tenth level.
Nan Jiang reached out to hold Yun Si's wrist: "Sister, stop talking, don't talk about yourself like that, you are already very good."
"I am also blinded by these. If I am strong enough, why should I be afraid of Emperor Wu Zong? Why should I blame him for not coming in time when something happens to me." Yun Si closed her eyes, and Nan Jiang could no longer see Clear her emotions.
"Sister, let's go see Ying Di!" Nan Jiang thought Yun Si was discouraged. She didn't want Yun Si to be like this, otherwise she would become her.
Yun Si opened her eyes, her eyes were clear, why was she discouraged, she just saw clearly and wanted to understand.
Today, as long as the other person is Huo Shenzhi, the so-called marriage and the so-called love require both of them to stand by his side.
Looking up for a moment, asking for it for a moment, pausing for a moment, it is dependence.
Keep looking up, keep asking, keep pausing, you can only ask for your own life.
"Don't look, don't look. It's best not to see Ying Di and spend less time with him."
"But Sister A is his mother!" Nan Jiang didn't understand why Yun Si was so... so cruel.
"Ying Di is his fallback, the fallback for those close generals behind him, and the fallback for the entire Great Zhou Dynasty. As long as I take a look and get along with him, I won't be able to let him go. I will take Ying Di away. My own path is still confused, so how can I give Ying Di a piece of the sky, add trouble to everyone, and add sorrow to myself. I gave Ying Di a life, but Ying Di is him, carved with the hard work of countless people. , his character is different from ordinary people, he is a hard-to-find talent, and he cannot follow me."
Just like she didn't want Tianji back then.
One of the rare Seven Stars in a century, capable of both literary and military skills and capable of taking the place of a general on the battlefield at any time. No matter what she did, she had nothing and was nothing.
She couldn't find her own way, so why bother to delay other people's bright future?
Yun Si shook her head. In her current position and at this time, she wanted too much.
"Nan Jiang, help me go." Yun Si handed He Lishu to Nan Jiang.
