Picking up the pillow and bringing it to her side, he just said: "Whatever you want, just say it. You don't have to pretend so hard. I also know that you have endured too many 'favors' from others. So I can't face me. But that's not a 'favor', it's between husband and wife. It's what a husband is willing to give, and it's what a man should do for his wife. It's because I didn't do it well enough and didn't give it in time enough. I should Then think of a way to wait, understand everything after losing your memory, and then go to war. When you come back, I will still be your ninth brother, not Huo Shenzhi, the regent of the Great Zhou Dynasty."
Huo Shenzhi knew her.
She couldn't reconcile with the hurt of the past, and she couldn't let go of him.
I can only torture myself like this.
How pitiful she must be, her lover's knife falling on her head, suffering all her life, and everyone saying that he has given enough and should not ask for more, she should let go of the past and be with him again.
But after being hurt, who can remain indifferent, and who can reunite a broken mirror.
Today, she still loves her, and he will never let her leave like this.
He had seen Huo Linye make such a mistake with his own eyes.
We also know the consequences of a woman caressing but not controlling it.
"I'm hungry." Yun Si raised her head, looked at him with dull eyes, and spoke slowly.
The sudden change made people unsure of what she was thinking.
Huo Shenzhi could sense her calmness and said, "Besides the change in taste, is there anything else I don't like about it?"
"You think you love me, can't you discover it yourself? Why do you ask me directly?" Yun Si looked at him with a cold face.
Huo Shenzhi ignored her cold face and called someone.
"I want you to go." Yun Si spoke again.
She met the man's eyes and spoke word by word: "I want you to do it yourself. Since you love me, why should you do these things to others? Love is invisible and intangible. I can't feel it. Yeah, that means no."
Huo Shenzhi lightly raised his lips and said in an orderly manner: "Wait for me here, don't run around."
"I just want to run around. I want to go wherever I want. I didn't sell it to you. Why should I listen to you? My legs grow on me." Yun Si almost shouted the last few words. .
She hated how calm he was now.
No matter what she did or said, it was as if she had been punched in the water. She could see the water swaying with her naked eyes, but in fact nothing had changed.
"Okay, but from now on, you can't get rid of the secret guards I sent you." There was connivance in that voice.
Yun Si raised her chin: "I don't want people to follow me. Aren't you very capable? Do you still need to rely on others to do this? I want you to be my secret guard!"
There was a rustle of wind outside the window, but the man's tone did not change and he responded: "Okay."
The food arrived quickly.
Very rich.
They are all her favorite foods now and her favorite foods in the past. There are a few, but not many. They are all within a controllable range, giving her the greatest choice.
There are cicadas chirping outside the window, and the wind stirs up the heat, which makes people feel peaceful inexplicably.
Yun Si raised her head and looked at the man in front of her. He rolled up his sleeves, opened the fish spine, and put it in her bowl.
There was no one else here, as if there were only the two of them in the huge regent's palace.
Looking at the excellent-looking dishes, Yun Si frowned: "I don't like fish, I won't eat it, and I want you to feed me."
Huo Shenzhi nodded slightly, picked up the chopsticks, picked up a piece of fish and brought it to her mouth: "Open your mouth."
"I don't like fish, is this what you call love? Forcing me to accept something I don't like, just like you forcing me to accept you? Do you love me, or do you love yourself?" Yun Si's eyes were sharp. He looked at him in an extremely uncooperative way, avoiding the fish meat.
"The things I liked before, I just don't like now! I don't even like them when they come to my mouth!"
Huo Shenzhi's eyebrows were deep, and deep in his eyes, there was a calm expression: "For you now, eating this will help you recover faster, give it a try, okay?"
He is not angry.
He also knew what she was up to.
At this time, against the backdrop of his cool and aloof aura, he looked particularly gentle with such a low posture.
Yun Si looked at the dishes on the table and turned to look at him again: "Did you make this yourself?"
Huo Shenzhi put down his chopsticks and reached out to hug her.
Yun Si resisted and struggled, but like a fish on the chopping board, after struggling a few times, she was still held down by him, pressed into his arms, and sat on his lap: "This looks like the result of artificial hands. Can you change it to something else? Let's have soup, whichever you like."
Yun Si struggled twice more, but she couldn't resist his strength. She suddenly let go of her clenched hand, raised her hand and threw it away.
Before the slap fell, the man's cold voice sounded: "You want me to tie you to the bed and feed you?"
Yun Si's hand froze stiffly.
Seeing the person who was so close, she didn't open her mouth when the spoon was placed against her lips, and she even avoided it: "Can't you see that I'm teasing you?"
There was a slight "ding" and the spoon was placed on the table.
Huo Shenzhi looked at the bowl of soup quietly for a while, then smiled softly, picked up the bowl, and drank it.
Just when Yun Si was about to get up from him, her body was suddenly restrained.
The next moment, the smell of agarwood shrouded the place along with the smoke of fireworks.
She struggled twice, but was forcefully fed in.
By the time she swallowed it, the man was already holding her face and licking the soup from the corners of her lips clean.
"You...you...you are simply..." Yun Si's eyes were red, and her chest was heaving violently.
Huo Shenzhi glanced at the dishes without looking at her: "What else do you want to eat?"
"I won't eat, you...you..."
"Bad? Disgusting?"
Huo Shenzhi lowered his eyes, with a man's most primitive nature mixed in his eyes.
The hand with clear knuckles caressed and kneaded her lips, and finally said indifferently: "If this is called bad, this is called disgusting. The thirty days we spent six years ago, those days and nights What do you call the lingering love to death? I haven't tasted anything about you, but you have tried everything about me. What do you call us when we are like this in your consciousness?"
Yun Si's face turned white and red.
Until the top of the head, the man's calm voice sounded, and it was covered with a thin layer of displeasure: "It's okay to make trouble, but it's not advisable to harm your body at the cost of threatening me with a hunger strike. See for yourself, you What will happen if you mess with me?"
The fish meat was brought to his lips again.
Yun Si stared at him angrily: "I'll eat it myself!"
Huo Shenzhi looked at her like this and laughed low and short: "I gave you the opportunity, but you failed. Open your mouth."
