It was already dark, and Huo Shenzhi had not yet gone down the mountain.
In the side room, seeing Yun Si sleeping, he went to find Master Xuan Ai again.
Xuan Ai looked at Huo Shenzhi and said: "A poor monk cannot figure out a person's destiny."
"It's just that, Mr. Jiu, you said that you have begun to forget some things. That should be called 'reincarnation'. In the first half of your life, you massacred cities, exterminated clans, and became extinct. You were very murderous."
"The day when your hands are stained with blood again will be the day when your karmic disaster comes, and it will also be the day when you push her to hell. You will not have to worry about your life. After all, the difficulty of life and death is nothing compared to the death of the heart. Tribulation. What I said may not be correct. There is only so much that can be calculated."
It is said that it cannot be explored, but that is half the truth.
But, the day when his hands were stained with blood, when he pushed her to hell.
Is... going on an expedition?
Xuan Ai smiled: "There are things in life that you can't avoid."
Huo Shenzhi had nothing more to ask.
The moment he stood up and went out, there was a moment of confusion before his eyes, and he had begun to forget the way he came.
In a daze, he only remembered to find Yun Si.
next day
The sky has not yet opened, and the light blue sky is dotted with a few sparse remaining stars. Clouds and mist surround the mountains, and water vapor gathers in the green bamboo forests.
Yun Si stayed up all night, and the place next to her was cold.
She waited all night, but never saw him.
Just as he was about to get up, the door opened.
"Brother Ninth, where have you been?"
Yun Si called him softly.
The light in Huo Shenzhi's eyes was a little blurry.
But the moment they saw Yun Si, they gathered together again.
Carrying the coolness of the cold night, he walked towards Yun Si and embraced her.
It seems to embed her in the bones and blood, never to be separated.
He went to find her.
She was obviously in the wing not far from him, but he forgot about it and even went down the mountain to the palace. Then, he met Huo Ying who was chasing her.
And now he realizes that the greater the consumption of this side effect, the faster he will forget it. If he barely remembers it, the pain that gnaws at the bones and heart will become heavier and heavier on his body.
Yun Si's eyes froze, and she noticed it.
She wasn't afraid in the first place.
But at this moment, she felt his paranoia and heart-wrenching pain.
The person who had it through all kinds of difficulties and dangers has to forget it because he is reluctant to let it go and he is forcing it.
He never said a word of love to her, but he loved her more than she did.
Now, it seems that everything is out of his control.
Yun Si came out of his arms, smiled while holding back tears, and hugged his waist: "Brother Jiu, let's go home with me."
go home?
Huo Shenzhi vaguely remembered the "heart-breaking calamity" mentioned by Xuan Ai.
Now, looking at Yun Si, he knew what a heart-breaking calamity was.
The paranoid thoughts were struggling wildly in his body like a giant beast.
He is not willing to forget the person he finally got, little by little.
No matter what disappears in this world, it can be replaced, but only love and memory cannot.
In the carriage, he pulled Yun Si over, lowered his head and kissed her deeply.
Until he tasted blood, the person in his arms didn't struggle at all.
She just leaned in his arms, letting his paranoia eat and devour her.
Looking up again, he looked at her, and his mind suddenly went blank for a moment.
Huo Shenzhi suppressed the bone-gnawing pain caused by forced recall and spoke in a deep voice:
"Ah Si, when you get home later, go make me a bowl of porridge. You did it for me when I was injured."
Yun Si's eyes were slightly red, she nodded heavily and responded to him with a nasal voice: "Okay."
He was forgetting, but he couldn't bear to forget, and Yun Si couldn't bear to forget.
By the time we got to the study, all the memories had begun to fall apart.
It was even difficult for him to remember Yun Si's name and appearance.
When Huo Ying brought Lu He, he saw the person in front of the desk with a cold look in his eyes.
"Lu He brought it!"
Lu He stepped forward quickly: "Master Jiu, what do you think? That Su Yunrou set off a xinhuo after she left. After that, she stayed at the entrance of the alley. I will put her right away..."
"Did you tell her that it would be difficult for her to get pregnant?"
Huo Shenzhi spoke, his voice was dull, and except for a sense of oppression and darkness, there seemed to be no other change.
Lu He nodded: "Yes, Master asked Master Han to diagnose and treat her, Nan Jiang also diagnosed and treated her, and I also diagnosed and treated her. It is true that it is difficult to get pregnant, and she herself knows it."
Huo Shenzhi's eyes were clear and he ordered clearly: "Go on, from now on, no one should mention the words 'difficult to get pregnant' to her. Go tell her that she is in good health."
Lu He didn't understand: "Master Jiu, you are deceiving Master like this. She is also a doctor herself, although her methods are sometimes no better than ours..."
Huo Shenzhi sat still and interrupted him: "A person has to walk many roads in this life. No one can predict where the next step will be or how it will change. She always had the thought that she would not be able to get pregnant. 'The thought is that I have judged myself and will not be able to walk steadily on the next path."
Lu He understood immediately.
It is to let Yun Si live with hope.
Huo Shenzhi called Huo Ying again.
"Master, your orders!"
Huo Shenzhi lowered his eyebrows and handed Huo Ying a letter: "I don't know the fate of this expedition."
"Pass on my death order. If anything happens to me and I'm buried in the border area, and she's pregnant, all the people in Duan's Villa who don't submit will be killed."
"Anyone named in this letter will not be left alive no matter what method is used."
"If those secret guards at Duan's Villa have any different intentions, none of them, including Duan Yi and Eleven, will be left behind."
A few words of understatement are the power of thunder and the plan of the end.
This expedition was carefully planned by Emperor Wu Zong.
Any plans he had made this year were completely forgotten.
"Master!" Huo Ying's eyes suddenly heated up and he knelt down suddenly.
Lu He also knelt down: "Jiuye, you will be fine!"
Jiuye didn't trust anyone, but he trusted only the two of them.
Before handing over the authority to Yun Si, he pulled out all the thorns for her.
Huo Shenzhi's eyes were cold and he spoke slowly: "Get out."
He knows very well what he is like.
Even if you forget everything about this year.
I only remember the phrase "responsibility" in the ruined temple in Xizhou.
For Yun Si, who has received all his love, facing a man who is heartless and has no love but only responsibility is also a heartbreaking disaster for her.
And he knew better that if a man only has responsibility for a woman but no love, he will no longer care about her.
He was cold to her, but she even wanted to leave him.
In an instant, he picked up his pen——
