Ren Yu and Lin Wanwan expressed their willingness to join the army to Lu Yan, and Lu Yan asked them to start training with the army from now on.
It is most common for soldiers to carry heavy loads cross-country. Both of them were almost exhausted when they came back on the first day. Ren Yu was a little better, but Lin Wanwan was already turning blue and could not stand firmly.
As a result, Lu Yan glanced at them and looked away, saying emotionlessly:
"Today is only ten kilometers. Because of the terrain conditions, you are only allowed to run around the base. You are not allowed to participate in other trainings. These are just pediatrics. If you can't persist, just think about joining the army."
Ren Yu nodded with a pale face, knowing that Lu Yan was telling the truth.
Moreover, the current situation is special and there is not much time to wait for them to adapt.
The two of them lay in bed very early at night, but neither of them could close their eyes and really fall asleep.
The room was dark and so quiet that the only sound they could hear was each other's breathing.
I don’t know how long it took before Ren Yu called tentatively:
"Wanwan, are you still awake?"
The room fell into silence for a long time again. It was so long that Ren Yu thought that Lin Wanwan had fallen asleep, and then he heard Lin Wanwan respond softly:
"Um."
Ren Yu turned over and felt that his body was very hot. He opened the quilt irritably, frowned and hesitated for a long time, and then whispered:
"Wanwan, if you really can't hold on...it doesn't actually matter."
It doesn't matter what it is, both of them know it.
Ren Yu felt that the big reason Lin Wanwan was willing to join the army was because of him. He never felt that Lin Wanwan should become a flower in the greenhouse, and he never felt that Lin Wanwan could only cling to others.
So he was very happy, very happy to be able to advance and retreat together with his beloved, facing each other day and night.
But today I saw Lin Wanwan running out of breath with a pale face, her clothes were all soaked with sweat, her lips began to turn white, and she stubbornly pushed away his hand that wanted to help her, Ren Yu Suddenly hesitated.
During this period, he wanted to tell Lin Wanwan several times that he should stop and take a rest or give up.
But every time he saw the determined expression on her face, Ren Yu forced himself to swallow his words, because they were insulting Lin Wanwan.
But when they tried their best and finally ran the entire distance while hanging on the back of the car, Lin Wanwan collapsed to the ground on the spot, then felt chest tightness, shortness of breath, and couldn't control vomiting.
Ren Yu's heart was trembling, he felt so distressed.
He could always protect Lin Wanwan, and he could also say without hesitation that he would die in front of Lin Wanwan.
He didn't want Lin Wanwan to suffer such pain.
Lin Wanwan suddenly opened her closed eyes and looked at the ceiling with wide eyes. After a while, she asked:
"how about you?"
This time Ren Yu's tone was very firm, categorical and without any hesitation:
"I will persevere. I want to become strong and become like Lu Yan, so that I can..." Protect you.
But he stopped speaking the last three words. People who really mean it should do it instead of just saying it.
This time there was still a long silence before Lin Wanwan spoke:
"Then why do you want me to give up?"
Ren Yu said anxiously: "Wanwan, you don't have to suffer these crimes. I did it voluntarily. You don't have to do it because of me..."
"Ren Yu, you underestimate me."
Lin Wanwan interrupted him with a calm and firm voice:
"I am not a dodder flower, and I don't want to be a dodder flower. I used to be too weak-tempered and had no independent opinion in doing things, but now I don't want to continue to be like that. I want to become a strong and decisive person."
"I am willing to join the army. It is indeed your reason, but it is not all because of you. It is also my own wish. I want to be a different myself."
After Lin Wanwan said these words, Ren Yu finally gave up all thoughts of letting Lin Wanwan give up until it was not impossible for her to let her go, and finally said:
"I understand, but you have to remember, Wanwan, that you are never alone. You still have me. When you are tired, you can also try to rely on me. I will always stand behind you."
After hearing this, Lin Wanwan felt a surge of warmth in her heart, curved the corners of her mouth, and said softly:
"good."
Ren Yu nodded silently, and suddenly felt that his body was not as hot as before. He pulled the quilt and covered it again, and said in an excited voice:
"Good night Wanwan, let's continue working hard tomorrow!"
"Good night."
