Bo Ye said it seriously, and Shen Tang felt all kinds of emotions.
She already knew what Bo Ye said, but Shen Tang thought that Ye Che and Ye Bo, the people around him, would always be able to keep Bo Ye.
But now it seems that there is really no such thing. I am like the wooden board in Bo Ye's floating life.
It's not that he can't go ashore, but that he only wants to be with this board.
Shen Tang looked at Bo Ye and laughed.
It seems to be a wry smile and self-deprecation.
"Bo Chen, have you ever thought about how much pressure you put on me by saying this? Did anyone say that we can grow old together? If one day I don't love you anymore, I fall in love with someone else. Do you want me to carry you on your back? Is this your life?"
"I know."
Bo Ye's eyes darkened.
This was the first time Shen Tang called him Bo Chen because of this incident.
"Shen Tang, if I say that I just want you to take my life, would you be willing?"
Shen Tang laughed, "It's really rare that you treat me like this. It's rare to see you planning for yourself in front of me. But you know that I don't like others to threaten me. Don't be afraid that I won't care about you today."
Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang with gentle eyes.
"You won't be smiling if you really want to leave."
"That's not the case. If I want to leave. You know I'm always smiling. I'm smiling now, but maybe I'll leave soon."
Shen Tang smiled and pulled back his hand, pretending to leave.
Bo Ye was startled by Shen Tang's action and felt even more anxious.
"Shen..."
"Afraid?"
Shen Tang looked at Bo Ye with a smile.
Bo Ye was stunned, "You lied to me."
"You also like to lie to me."
Shen Tang sat down and held Bo Ye's hand.
"When have I ever lied..."
Bo Ye just wanted to refute, but found that he had indeed deceived Shen Tang.
And the deception is huge.
Seeing that Bo Ye was speechless, Shen Tang smiled even more.
"You see you have lied to me. I have nothing to say, so don't be angry, Mr. Bo."
Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang helplessly, "I'm not angry at all. I'm just afraid that you'll leave."
Shen Tang smiled and held Bo Ye's hand tightly.
"Bo Ye, since you are afraid that I will really leave, why don't you tell me what I want to hear."
Bo Ye smiled, "What you want to hear. What I just said is not what you want to hear."
this person……
Shen Tang sighed in his heart.
"But I said I was leaving. You know I don't want to take this responsibility. Could it be that without me, you wouldn't have been alive before."
"It's true that life is alive, but nothing is interesting."
Bo Ye's face was calm, as his face was still sickly pale from lying on the hospital bed for a long time.
When Shen Tang looked at this face and heard such words again, it was strange that he felt no pain in his heart.
"Look, look. Here we go again, you know what I'm most afraid of hearing you say. Bo Ye and we have been together these days, and you also know that I want you to find a world other than me that can keep you. Something. But you haven’t found it until now. You know how uncomfortable I am. I don’t want to bear such a big responsibility. "
Shen Tang frowned, looking worried.
Bo Ye looked at Shen Tang and smiled, took out his hand and touched Shen Tang's face.
"Look, you get anxious when you hear me tell the truth. I won't dare to tell you the truth again."
"You're still joking with me."
Shen Tang's face darkened slightly.
"You were joking with me just now, so why are you really angry? If you don't want to take responsibility, I won't take responsibility. This is my own business. The final outcome is all my own choice. What do you do to me? "
"What you should be thinking is that fortunately you have been here for a while, otherwise I would have died that day. I don't know that there is anything in this world that can make me happy again. I don't want to live and it has nothing to do with you. Take care of yourself What are you doing on your body?"
Bo Ye smiled softly, but Shen Tang looked at him with unbearable heartache and her eyes were red.
When Bo Ye saw that the person's eyes were red, he hurriedly went to coax the person.
"Hao Duanduan's eyes are red again. I know you have suffered a lot during this time. It's okay to cry, but you can't cry for a long time. What should I do if my eyes hurt from crying? Smile, I will buy you milk tea and cakes later. Okay? Or...eh?"
Seeing Shen Tang jumping into his arms, Bo Ye was stunned for a moment and hugged him.
"Okay, I understand. Please don't say anything anymore, okay. I..."
"No, I have to say it. I have to say it."
Bo Ye couldn't laugh or cry when she saw Shen Tang wiping her tears.
"Shen Tang, you...oh, okay. I have tissues here, use this."
Bo Ye handed it over, but Shen Tang pushed it away.
"No. Don't always look like this. I will cry when I tell you, but I will be happier if you tell me. You and I are lovers, an unmarried couple, and we want to work together. You are in front of me Why are you hiding this? You are right, I just want to hear you tell me to take this responsibility."
"Bo Ye, you have suppressed your nature many times in front of me. You are obviously a person who wants to get whatever you want. You don't need to care too much about my feelings in front of me. Why are you so domineering?"
Shen Tang had heard a lot about Bo Ye's previous events during this period. Bo Ye was not a gentle person. If he was really tepid in doing things in City A, he wouldn't have his current status.
It's just that his gentleness in front of her is more like the childlike way he used to be.
Bo Ye's life for more than twenty years has been extremely awkward, just like his name was Chen before and now it is Ye.
When Bo Ye was still Bo Chen, his mother Qingheng taught him how to love, how to accept love, and how to be a good person.
When Bo Chen was called Bo Ye, he experienced the darkness of the world. During these days, he learned what it means to be sharp and how to protect himself.
It was also this experience that buried the word "Chen", leaving only the word "Ye".
Although Shen Tang didn't know what Bo Ye had been through, it was true that he liked darkness, it was true that he stayed in dark places, it was true that his temper was said to be weird, it was true that his father didn't like to use calculations, and he had no attachment to this world. Death is also real.
Shen Tang was not a fool. She had always wanted to pull Bo Ye out and she had always known what Bo Ye was thinking.
Shen Tang felt very sorry for Bo Ye. She was indeed a person who was afraid of taking on such a big responsibility, but she also enjoyed her leisure time.
But Bo Ye was something she wanted to carry but couldn't.
She didn't know when she would leave. The love of her life was placed on Bo Ye.
Bo Ye smiled tenderly when she heard Chen Tang's words.
"Shen Tang, you will be very bossy towards the people you love. Just do what you want. Didn't I say that you are free? Why are you trapped by my side? My mother taught me to love someone when I was a child. One does not bind a person, but loves her. Binding with love is not love."
Shen Tang smiled helplessly, "Auntie really taught you well. How can you still compromise for love with your current temperament? Bo Ye, tell me if one day I really don't love you anymore. Leave you and What would you do if you were with others?"
"Bless you. As long as he is good to you, if he is not good to you, take you back and kill him."
"Kill him? Mr. Bo, this is a society governed by law."
"I know."
Shen Tang laughed, "What are you still saying?"
"Because if he really treats you badly, I will really kill him."
Bo Ye looked seriously.
Shen Tang felt even more sad.
If I really leave, what will you do?
"Don't talk nonsense. No matter who you kill, you have snatched me back. Who will take care of me if you go in? If you snatch me back, I will be dependent on you for the rest of my life. Don't have such stupid thoughts."
Bo Ye smiled, "I will give you my property and Ye Che, and he will take good care of you. If it really comes to that point, you won't want to see me."
…
Shen Tang was speechless.
Bo Ye knew her very well. If that happened, she really wouldn't want to see Bo Ye.
"So we, Mr. Bo, are going to get ourselves involved and make me feel guilty for you, right? When the time comes, it will make things difficult for me. It doesn't matter if I hate you or not. But you never thought that I think that person deserves it. He doesn't deserve it." It's not good for me. You think I can bear it. You really think I'm in love."
The night was silent.
He didn't think Shen Tang was in love, but as long as that person showed any bad treatment towards Shen Tang, he couldn't help but do it before Shen Tang took action.
Shen Tang was someone he couldn't bear to touch or throw. Why should others treat her badly?
Shen Tang smiled and kissed Bo Ye's lips. The bright lipstick was printed on it, making Bo Ye look a little more cheerful.
"It looks much healthier this way. Bo Ye, you don't need me to do anything then. But it's a pity, you are the only one in my eyes. So I take on this responsibility, and I am willing to take it on."
"But Bo Ye, you also know that the two of us always argue because we both care about each other. So..."
Shen Tang stopped and smiled.
"Forget it. We won't talk about it anymore, just the two of us. Anyway, I can risk my life for you, and you can risk your life for me. The two lunatics are a perfect match, and no one should say anything about the other in the future."
Bo Ye smiled, "If I had known that our Miss Shen was so easy to talk to, I would have said this a long time ago."
Shen Tang shook his head, "I'm not easy to talk to. I've known what you said before. But I still hope you can do it for yourself. Today is entirely because I know you won't do that. So it's useless to talk more. Let Ye The doctor should be more busy."
"If Ye Che knew about it, he would definitely beg for something again."
"I can't give Dr. Ye what he wants. I don't want the money. I just want to quarrel."
Shen Tang teased with a smile.
Bo Ye also laughed, "Ye Che will definitely quarrel with you if he hears this."
"Noise. Dr. Ye will be normal today. Ever since he found out that I never hid your illness from him, his whole body has changed. Let him care about me, he feels uncomfortable. Just quarrel with me. He felt even more uncomfortable. But I also felt uncomfortable watching it."
Shen Tang curled his lips and complained to Bo Ye.
Bo Ye smiled and pinched Shen Tang's face, "This period has been really hard. You have faced too much. Being with me makes you unable to be yourself."
Shen Tang shrugged, "Oh, actually I wanted to say it was okay. I have seen this kind of thing before. But I want Boss Bo to feel sorry for me, so I plan to pretend."
Bo Ye laughed, "How are you going to pretend?"
