Shen Tang laughed when he heard this, "Are you speaking for him?"
Gu Heng glanced at Shen Tang helplessly, "I'm just telling the truth. Bo Ye and I have been rivals for so many years, and I admit that he is not a good person. I also don't agree with his way of handling it, but he won't kill anyone. .”
Shen Tang nodded, "Well, go on. I'll listen."
"Over the years, the number of people who want to kill Bo Ye has only increased. His methods have become more and more ruthless, and no one in the mall is his opponent. Of course, I may be the exception, he has not done much to me. Even if There was competition, and he fought me reasonably and legally. But obviously I'm not as capable as him."
Gu Heng sighed and looked at Shen Tang with a smile.
"I only know so much about Shen Tang. Everyone knows that he can be ruthless. But he is really gentle in front of you. I was shocked when I saw him next to you for the first time. In fact, there are many times when I They all want to tell you about him, but you and him are very happy."
"I don't know if it is good for you to tell me or not to tell you. But Bo Ye found me some time ago and he told me. He will tell you everything. At that time, you need me to take care of you."
Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang with worry in his eyes.
When Shen Tang heard Gu Heng's words, he smiled sarcastically.
Thinking so much and doing so thoughtfully. Are you afraid that I will die? really interesting.
Gu Heng saw that Shen Tang didn't say anything and just kept drinking.
He stretched out his hand to stop her, "Shen Tang, you... you're crying."
Gu Heng was stunned when he saw the tears falling from the corners of Shen Tang's eyes.
Shen Tang watched Gu Heng wipe the tears from his face and smiled.
"No, the wind blinded my eyes."
"Look, is there any wind here? You're indoors."
"That could be..."
"Shentang!"
Looking at Shen Tang who was still trying to find a reason, Gu Heng interrupted her sharply.
Shen Tang looked at Gu Heng, tears falling down.
"I……"
Shen Tang cried, opening her mouth to say something but not a word came out.
Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang distressedly and stretched out his hand to do something but didn't know what to do.
Shen Tang stepped back and poured glass after glass of wine into his mouth.
"Shen..."
"Gu Heng, actually Bo Ye and I both knew that we would reach this point. I have noticed it a long time ago, but I really want to escape. Even today I have been discovered, and I want to leave."
"I told Bo Ye that it would be nice if someone could lie to me for the rest of my life. Later I regretted that I needed to face everything. But when I needed to face it today, I was timid. My first reaction was to escape, as long as I can’t see everything and it’s okay.”
"It's a pity that Bo Ye didn't give me this chance. He stopped me. I saw everything, don't you think it's funny? What I've always wanted to know, I was the most timid when I could know it."
Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang with a complex expression and said, "Shen Tang, drink less. If you drink too much, you will feel uncomfortable."
Shen Tang smiled and waved his hands, "It's better to be uncomfortable than to be awake."
Gu Heng sighed and picked up the wine glass.
"I'll drink with you."
Shen Tang smiled, "Aren't you afraid that Qian Qian will talk about you tomorrow?"
Gu Heng laughed, "I'm not drunk."
Shen Tang shook his head, "It's up to you."
"Shen Tang, why did you say you hated Bo Ye before? Because he lied to you or because of what he did?"
Shen Tang looked at the scenery outside the window and sneered, "Rather than hating him, I hate myself. I just can't find anyone to hate, and I don't want to hate myself. I can only hate him."
"Why?"
Gu Heng didn't understand what Shen Tang meant.
Shen Tang looked back at him, "I hate myself for wanting to know his past, and I hate myself for wanting to be related to this world."
If I don't think everything in this world is real, I can tell myself that it's just a plot setting. These are all a group of NPCs, I don’t need to have any entanglements. I could even hug Bo Ye at that time, but I regarded all of this as real.
When my values conflict with what Bo Ye does, I will fall into endless pain.
I was like a drowning person, not knowing how to pull myself out.
"There are so many reasons. Not everything in this world has an answer. Let alone such an emotional matter."
Gu Heng looked at Shen Tang, his brows never loosening for a moment.
"Shen Tang, what happened? You and Bo Ye..."
Shen Tang looked at Gu Heng, "Give me time, I need time."
It took time to convince myself and time to make this decision.
"Shen..."
Gu Heng wanted to say something else, but Shen Tang stood up.
"I don't want to talk to you anymore. Let's rest. Bye."
Chen Tang took the wine and left. Gu Heng followed and wanted to say something else. Shen Tang has locked the door.
Gu Heng looked at the locked door, looked at the door and finally left.
Shen Tang entered the room without turning on the light.
I threw myself into bed and cried.
The crying was muffled and all that could be heard was whimpering.
"Shentang."
Tiandao called Chentang softly.
Shen Tang stopped crying, wiped her tears and looked at her with a smile.
"Are you here to drink with me too?"
Tiandao sighed as he looked at Shen Tang's forced smile, and bent down to wipe away the wet tears on Shen Tang's face.
"I'm not asking you to drink, I'm here to enlighten you."
Shen Tang smiled, "Is this also your job scope?"
Tiandao laughed, "No. Do you mind if I sit next to you?"
Tiandao suddenly became serious, and Shen Tang was a little surprised.
"do not mind."
Tiandao smiled and sat down next to Shen Tang.
"You can't accept what Bo Ye did, can you?"
Shen Tang tilted his head and looked at her, "You know what kind of society I live in. It's too difficult for me to accept this. I study law, and I have seen the dark side of society. But I can't accept it. That and My thoughts were contrary to that, so I did not pursue a career related to law.”
"As for why I gave up my job as a secretary later, although it was different, it was also because I didn't like the complicated relationship. I'm not the kind of person who likes complexity."
"But you are also a flexible person, aren't you?"
Shen Tang frowned.
Tiandao looked at her with a smile, very gentle.
"It can be seen from this period that you will not ignore it when people close to you are threatened. You said you hate yourself, but it is also because your entanglement makes you miserable. You want to be a perfect person, But you are not a perfect person, and you will have selfish motives as a human being."
"Shen Tang must learn to let go of himself. No one is perfect. You can pursue perfection, but don't limit yourself because of it. You look free and easy, but you are more stubborn than anyone else."
Shen Tang looked at Tiandao and said, "You really look like Tiandao now."
Tiandao frowned, "Why do you like to go off topic so much?"
