Shuo Bai, who was pressing on me, suddenly froze in his movements.
It was as if someone poured cold water on him, the emotion on his face faded, and his whole person calmed down.
His reaction was beyond my expectation.
I confessed to him, and instead of getting more excited, he actually lost interest because of it!
What does he mean?
An uneasiness welled up in my heart.
He looked down at me, his dark eyes losing their passion and becoming like obsidian, bright and cold.
"Like me?" He curled his lips, but the beautiful smile on his lips was filled with sarcasm and contempt.
He spoke with a cold voice, "Tangning, are you worthy?!"
My eyes widened suddenly, and I couldn't react for a moment. I was completely dumbfounded.
I couldn't believe what my ears were hearing.
Shuo Bai reached over, pinched my chin with his cool fingertips, and turned my face left and right.
He lowered his eyes to look at me, his eyes were cold and emotionless, as if he was looking at an object.
He continued, "Tangning, serve me and be loyal to me. This is your duty. Because you owe me this! As for your love, don't say such ridiculous things to make people feel sick!"
As soon as he finished speaking, Shuo Bai turned into a ball of silver light and flew out of the window.
After Shuo Bai left, there was silence in the house.
I lay flat on the kang, staring straight at the beams above my head. It took me a long time to recover from my daze.
I sat up slowly, and what Shuo Bai said involuntarily rang in my mind.
He said my liking made him feel sick! He said I didn't deserve to like him!
If he thinks so, if he thinks I'm disgusting, then why would he touch me!
Just to detoxify me? Just to save my life and keep me alive?
That was really hard work for him!
Let him endure his nausea and have sex with me again and again!
My cheeks felt slightly cold, so I raised my hand and touched it, feeling the tears on my hand. Only then did I realize that I had already burst into tears.
I took a deep breath and wiped the tears from my face hard.
I don't want to cry!
I misunderstood that Shuo Bai liked me, and I was humiliated when I confessed my love to Shuo Bai. This was enough to embarrass me. I don't want to shed any more tears for Shuo Bai, it makes me feel useless!
I lay down and tried to force myself to sleep. But no matter what, I couldn't sleep, and the tears rolled down uncontrollably.
Isn’t it just that the confession was rejected? Isn't it just that he was disliked by others and acted on his own merits? it's not a big deal!
If you confess to an ordinary man, there is a chance that you will be rejected. This is normal!
As for sleeping with Shuo Bai several times, in the end he had to be pointed in the nose and scolded by Shuo Bai as disgusting. I treated it as if I met a scumbag and was played by a scumbag.
And, at least I'm still alive! Shuo Bai has saved my life more than once. In this regard, isn't he better than a scumbag? Plus, he’s very handsome, so I won’t lose anything if I give him my body! I am also happy when you agree with me...
I thought very clearly in my heart and advised myself that there was no need to be sad about it, but my emotions refused to listen. My heart hurt like needles and my tears kept flowing.
Finally, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I sat up, found my cell phone, and called Lin Xiaoqiu.
I was sad and felt betrayed. I need to vent, but I can't talk to my grandma and grandpa about this matter. I can only talk to Lin Xiaoqiu.
The call was connected, and Lin Xiaoqiu's excited voice came from the receiver.
"Xiao Ning, why are you calling me at this hour? You're not staying up all night, are you? You're in good health, so you'd better pay attention and go to bed quickly."
It's four o'clock in the morning. If you wake up at this time, your first reaction will not be that you woke up, but that you haven't slept all night.
I sniffed and asked Lin Xiaoqiu, "Where are you?"
"I stayed in the Internet cafe all night." Lin Xiaoqiu said, "Many classmates are also here, and we are playing together."
"Is it Tang Ning?" Another classmate's voice also came from the receiver, "We are having a hack at the Internet cafe, will you come?"
"She is not in good health and needs to sleep at home..." Lin Xiaoqiu answered her classmate.
"Which Internet cafe, I'll go find you." I interrupted Lin Xiaoqiu.
Lin Xiaoqiu paused and then said, "We got off the plane at dawn. There are less than three hours left. What are you doing here? Xiaoning, just sleep at home. They have plans for tomorrow night. These people are crazy. . I will go to your house to find you tomorrow and we will come together."
"Lin Xiaoqiu, I'm going to find you now." I insisted.
Lin Xiaoqiu finally noticed that my mood was wrong, "Xiao Ning, what's wrong with you? What happened?"
I said something about meeting.
When I mention what happened tonight, I can't help but want to cry.
Hearing my voice choked with sobs, Lin Xiaoqiu quickly told me the address of the Internet cafe.
I hung up the phone, got dressed, got on my bike, and headed out.
The Internet cafe is in the town, not far from the village. It takes more than 20 minutes to ride a bike.
The entrance to the Internet cafe is filled with bicycles, most of which look familiar and belong to classmates. The college entrance examination is over, there are no more classes, no more exams, and no more pressure. The students are enjoying their freedom and wishing they could make up for all the debt they owed before.
Lin Xiaoqiu was waiting for me at the door of the Internet cafe. When she saw me coming, she hurriedly came over.
"Xiao Ning, what's wrong? Your eyes are swollen. Are you crying? What happened?"
Seeing how Lin Xiaoqiu cared about me, my tears burst out instantly.
After parking the car, I turned around, hugged Lin Xiaoqiu, and started crying.
I feel so wronged. This is the first time I like someone. Even if he is not a human being but a snake monster, I don't mind at all and like him wholeheartedly. But he said I was disgusting!
He can reject me, but does he need to humiliate me? Why does my liking make him feel sick!
"Stop crying, what's wrong?" Lin Xiaoqiu asked me anxiously, "Where is Master Six? Does he know that you are being bullied? He is so good to you, if you tell him, he will definitely help you vent your anger. "
Whether it's Lin Xiaoqiu or Sun Fei, they all feel that Shuo Bai is devoted to me. They were all deceived by Shuo Bai!
I originally wanted to tell Lin Xiaoqiu what happened tonight truthfully, and let Lin Xiaoqiu join me in scolding Shuo Bai for being a scumbag. After seeing her, I suddenly woke up.
You can't tell her this!
Lin Xiaoqiu regards me as a biological sister. If she knew that Shuo Bai had bullied me, she would definitely go to Shuo Bai to settle the score with her temper. I don’t want Lin Xiaoqiu to offend Shuo Bai because of me. This is very dangerous!
I slowly calmed down, wiped my tears, and said, "It's okay. I just suddenly thought that I had died once. The feeling of death is really terrible."
Lin Xiaoqiu was stunned for a moment, then tugged at the corner of her lips speechlessly, "I thought something had happened, I was scared to death! Stop being sentimental, you are a real living person now, no one can take your life again, I still have Master Liu will protect you!"
While talking, she pulled me into the Internet cafe.
The sofa area was full of students. Some people couldn't stand it anymore and fell asleep on the computer table. Some are facing the computer screen and fighting bloody battles.
Seeing Lin Xiaoqiu pulling me back, a classmate shouted to Lin Xiaoqiu, "Lin Xiaoqiu, hurry up! Hang up when the game is black, you are unethical! If you lose in a while, you have to pay for my points!"
"I'll give you shit!" Lin Xiaoqiu glared at him, "Tonight I led you to a winning streak. When I took you to the big score, why didn't you hear you say thank you to me! If you lose a game, I will pay you, Wang Chao, you This is called bad character!"
Wang Chao said hurriedly, "Can I thank you now? Hurry up and let's play in a group..."
While bickering, Lin Xiaoqiu pulled me to her computer.
Her computer screen was still on the game page. Lin Xiaoqiu sat down and told me to turn on the machine next to me while operating.
When I turned on the computer, I wasn't in the mood to play games, so I opened the forum, wondering what kind of state and mood everyone would be in after their confession failed.
While I was scrolling through posts, a strange post suddenly caught my attention.
