On the first day of Feng Yimo's deadline, Lin Ajiu collected Lu Shizhou's hair and went to a private hospital.
The next day, she got the paternity test results as she wished, but Lu Shizhou did not come back.
Until the third day, when she was going to see Feng Yimo, Lu Shizhou still didn't come back.
In the end, she could only put the identification results on the sofa and leave alone.
The community where they rent a house is relatively remote and far away from the company. It takes a long time to go back and forth.
Feng Yimo asked Cheng Bo to pick her up. During this period, she wandered around aimlessly, and then met Lin Yu again.
What a strange coincidence. Every time something happened to Feng Yimo, she would run into Lin Yu.
Just like the friendship between them, strange but damn tacit understanding.
There was a bench nearby for passers-by to rest. They sat on it and looked at the busy streets together in a leisurely manner, which gave them a sense of tranquility.
Lin Yu held a cigarette in her mouth, grinding the cigarette holder in boredom, and suddenly asked, "Have you decided?"
He didn't light the cigarette, and the action of grinding the cigarette holder made him look a little strange, but Lin Ajiu felt a bit of long-lost warmth in him.
Lin Ajiu was holding the milk tea he bought for her. Hearing this, she just raised her eyebrows and said with a smile, "Lu Shizhou and I have known each other for nineteen years, and we have been together for six years since we were seventeen."
"He always said he wanted to marry me before, but after the internship, he never said such a thing again. I wanted to marry him, but he always said, wait, wait, wait until he can afford a house. Can afford a car.”
"House prices in City S are really high. Our two months' salary combined can't even buy one square meter. I've waited year after year, and now, he finally said he wants to marry me."
Lin Yu frowned and the corners of his lips twitched wildly. He was silent for a long time before he could suppress the urge to strangle her to death.
This isn't a fucking heartbeat, it's not love, it's just love.
"Is it just because of this?"
"I'm just kidding you." Lin Ajiu swept away her depression and couldn't help laughing and bent over. After she had laughed enough, she breathed a sigh of relief and continued, "I don't deny that I am a lover, nor do I deny that I am divorced. I don’t like Lu Shizhou, but I no longer expect him to continue to love me."
Seeing that she was serious, Lin Yu breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Why did you suddenly look away?"
Lin Ajiu's expression was a little empty. She suddenly sighed and said, "I just suddenly discovered that he doesn't seem to love me as much as before."
"Eighteen-year-old Lu Shizhou loves me regardless of his own safety, but twenty-four-year-old Lu Shizhou loves his future even more." She frowned slightly, her face showing confusion and confusion, but more of it was relief.
"I think you're right. No one is perfect. Lu Shizhou has always been like this. It's just that my love has given him a layer of light, so that I can see him clearly now."
After saying that, Lin Ajiu paused. She turned her head and looked at Lin Yu, smiling openly and wantonly, and a little sickly.
"But it doesn't matter. I am a money worshipper and he is hypocritical and despicable. We are a good match, aren't we?"
Lin Yu's tone was calm. Rather than asking a rhetorical question, it was more like he was stating a fact, "Are you crazy?"
"Probably." Lin Ajiu responded with a smile. She tilted her head and wrapped her fingertips around the black hair, circle and circle.
The eternal question was brought up by her again, and she asked blankly, "Lin Yu, tell me, what exactly is love?"
Lin Yu shrugged helplessly and replied truthfully, "I don't know, but love is definitely not like that between you and Lu Shizhou."
He looked at Ah Jiu, her eyebrows were slightly curved, her smile was bright and majestic, but her eyes were filled with stories and told of sadness.
He thought he might have hit the mark.
The day she and Lu Shizhou completely fell apart was also the day she was completely destroyed.
Lin Ajiu slowly exhaled her turbid breath, her tone was relaxed, and she said with a strange sense of relief, "It doesn't matter anymore. It's good to just continue to be entangled like this. Anyway, I can't live without him, and he can't live without me." .”
"But I still have to thank you." She picked up the milk tea and bumped it into the coffee in Lin Yu's hand, her movements flowing and flowing.
Lin Yu couldn't help but chuckle. He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Thank you for what?"
Lin Ajiu winked at him, with the unique playfulness of a girl, "Of course, thank you for listening to me. I don't have any like-minded friends. You are probably the first one."
Hearing this, Lin Yu couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips, and he sighed sincerely, "If it weren't for Lu Shizhou, you would live very well."
"No." Lin Ajiu retorted seriously. This was the first time she analyzed her heart to others and admitted her weakness.
"I am very cowardly. I live by love. I need someone to love me." She said very seriously and firmly, "Without love, I will die."
After a long silence, Lin Yu came to a conclusion, "You are very different from before."
Lin Ajiu curled her lips in disbelief. She swung her legs back and forth and said with a smile, "Maybe you thought the me before was very good and to your liking, but I like myself better now."
Lin Yu was confused as to why she said that, frowned and asked, "Even if it's as painful as it is now?"
Lin Ajiu deserved it simply, "Yes, even if it's painful, I prefer myself now. At least, I have a taste of what love feels like."
"Don't be surprised," she smiled and continued, "There are many kinds of love. In addition to love, there is also family affection, just like you love Ningning and Ningning loves you."
"Love is pleasurable, isn't it?"
This answer was unexpected by Lin Yu. He suddenly laughed. This example really made him unable to refute. He shook his head helplessly and said, "It's ridiculous, how can love be confused with family affection."
Lin Ajiu had her own theory. She explained it logically, "To me, there is no difference. Lu Shizhou and I cling to each other. This is considered family affection and friendship. And the moment I fell in love with him, this is love."
"I have nothing, so love is him, friendship is him, and family affection is him. To me, it's all the same."
Lin Yu stretched out his hand and rubbed her hair, with a gentle expression on his face, but every word was touching, "But now, he is a shackle, a cage, and the source of your sadness."
Lin Ajiu just smiled, her eyebrows crescent like crescent moons, and she said, "Eighteen-year-old Lu Shizhou has many privileges, so you should give him a little less respect when he is eighteen."
Lin Yu asked confusedly, "Will there be many times?"
Lin Ajiu was startled, then laughed, and she answered truthfully, "No, only twice. Last time was the first time, and this time is the second time."
Lin Yu was puzzled, so he asked again, "Why?"
