Until, Lin Ajiu suddenly grabbed his hand and looked at him intently, as if looking at the only weak light in the darkness, "Shizhou, can I start over from the beginning with you?"
But Lu Shizhou just said, "Ajiu, after this project is completed, I will have the money to marry you."
He put his arms around Ah Jiu's shoulders and smiled as he described their future to her, but he didn't see that the light in Lin Ah Jiu's eyes began to fade, and finally dimmed.
He said, "I want to marry you gloriously. I want those who deny us to see that I can give you a happy future and a family."
"Ajiu, can you bear with me a little longer?"
"Endure? How can I endure it..." Lin Ajiu murmured. She wanted to laugh for no reason, but as soon as the corners of her lips rose, tears fell uncontrollably.
"You and Tang Tian were engaged, and I endured it. You asked me to keep distance from you, and I endured it. How else do you want me to endure it?"
She raised her eyes to look at him. He pursed his lips tightly, with suppressed anger on his face. She couldn't help but wonder whether he was angry because she was unwilling to help him, or because of the bite marks left by Feng Yimo...
Ha...how ironic and ridiculous.
Lu Shizhou asked in a hoarse voice, "What about you? Are you and Feng Yimo innocent?"
As soon as she finished speaking, Lin Ajiu smiled, but she laughed and cried again.
The lips opened and closed, and the voice was ethereal and broken. It didn't even need to be blown by the wind. The moment it came out, it disappeared, "Why is it so cold this winter..."
She felt a dull pain in her heart, and her chest hurt so much that she couldn't breathe. Her whole body felt as if she had fallen into an ice cave, and it was so cold that she could no longer breathe.
She hugged her shoulders helplessly, trying to resist the pain and chill, but everything was in vain.
However, the instigator didn't react at all, and didn't even notice anything was wrong. He just took out a cigarette impatiently, lit it and sucked it without any scruples, and then slowly spoke in a cloud of smoke, with a coaxing tone.
"Ajiu, you need to think more about our future. You don't want our children to be unable to afford a house and a car for the rest of their lives, and live under the ridicule of others all day long."
"Can you help me? When this is over, we will have a wedding. Don't you like lawn weddings? Then I will listen to you in everything."
After a long pause, Lin Ajiu managed to regain some consciousness. When she heard the words, she licked her lips, her tone was dry, with a trembling tone, but it was inaudible.
"You asked me to help you, then do you know what Feng Yimo will do to me?"
Lu Shizhou was silent, but his silence also proved that he knew, he knew everything, he just chose the future between the great future and Ah Jiu.
She cried and laughed and murmured, "Lu Shizhou, how could you do this to me..."
Yes, how could he do this to her, Lu Shizhou asked in his heart, but at this moment, he suddenly realized that it didn't seem to hurt that much.
He could even say those hurtful words very easily. He said, "You have his child in your belly, and the fetus is unstable. He will not touch you."
Lin Ajiu hugged herself and looked up at him blankly. She couldn't believe that such words came from the mouth of the person she loved most.
She couldn't help it any longer, raised her hand and slapped him, her voice rising uncontrollably, appearing sharp and harsh, "That's your child, your child!"
"Lu Shizhou, you make me sick!"
Lu Shizhou silently touched his face, which was burning with pain. Inexplicably, he felt a little irritated, and he couldn't help but laugh at Ah Jiu's pretentiousness.
There were so many coincidences, the check for half a million, Feng Yimo's attitude towards her, even she couldn't explain it. If there was nothing wrong between them, what else could be denied?
He suppressed the irritation in his heart and said perfunctorily, "Ajiu, I said that when this project is over, I will marry you."
Her eyes were red, and even the bloodshot eyes were clearly visible. She asked, "So you mean, if this project doesn't end and I don't help you, you won't marry me, right?"
Lu Shizhou couldn't help frowning when he looked at Ah Jiu's appearance. He subconsciously calmed her down and explained, "Why do you think so?"
"I admit that this project is important to me, but you are equally important to me. You know, I can't live without you."
"You said that there is a difference between being a person and being a person with dignity. I have tasted what it is like to be a dog and I have tasted what it is like to be a human being. Now, I want dignity."
"Ajiu, it's not that I don't love you, I just..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lin Ajiu, "You just love your future more."
After saying that, she closed her eyes tiredly, tears welled up in her eyes, and her whole body was trembling slightly, looking helpless and pitiful.
At this moment, she finally had to admit that Lin Yu was right. Anyone who climbed out from the bottom would not be willing to be reduced to a background background after tasting power.
Love cannot overcome all difficulties, at least, the love of people at the bottom cannot.
Just like her and Lu Shizhou, their love was mixed with too many things, including deception, material things, salvation, and lies.
This is doomed, there will be no result between them, no future, nothing but love.
But now, Lin Ajiu discovered to her horror that even love had begun to fade.
She had seen Lu Shizhou look like when he loved her the most, so much so that even if his love was just a little shallow, it would be so obvious and painful.
Lu Shizhou calmly held her in his arms, his expression calm, as if they had not had any fierce argument just now.
After a long time, he spoke again, his tone a little more pleading than before, and he said, "Help me Ah Jiu, this is the only opportunity I can seize."
"Please."
With just two words, Lin Ajiu could no longer hold back her emotions. She sobbed in pain, her tone was broken, and some of her words could not be connected to complete sentences.
"Shizhou, do you...still love me?"
As Lu Shizhou spoke, he gently wiped away the tears on her face and coaxed, "Whatever silly thing you say, of course I love you."
Liar...you liar...
Lin Ajiu muttered angrily in her heart, her fingertips went down a little bit along his brow bone, and finally landed on his chest, spinning in circles.
For a moment, she wanted to take out his heart and see what was hidden in his heart.
But with tears in his eyes, Lu Shizhou lovingly kissed her fingertips. Such a move made her defeated.
She put her arms around his neck and let the tears flow, but no matter how painful it was, she still chose to sink soberly.
She thought that he had rescued her from the mire of filth and given her a new life, so this time, it would be her turn to help him.
Just think it was for the young man who loved her desperately.
