Lin Yu took the trouble to wipe away the tears rolling down her eyes over and over again. His eyes became gentle and warm, and he said, "Ajiu, the winter is very warm now, isn't it?"
A word that was not like comfort, but forced Lin Ajiu to burst into tears instantly. Yes, everything has passed, and time moves forward, but when counting the past, everything seems like yesterday.
She shook her head with tears in her eyes, her voice filled with confusion, "But this winter, I feel so cold."
Lin Yu had no words and just listened to her quietly. He thought that she should lack an audience.
"I have deceived many people, but I don't regret it. After all, without them, I wouldn't be where I am now. I just regret why I didn't love Lu Shizhou at that time."
"He and I didn't seem to have had a good start. Reliance on each other started with deception, and the same is true for the budding love."
Lin Ajiu felt pathetic for no reason. Lu Shizhou was not the only one trapped in inferiority complex.
At that time, she was infamous and fell into the quagmire. Only Lu Shizhou stood by her side to protect her.
At that moment, he seemed like a hero, her own hero.
It was also at that moment when she was sitting alone on a high platform, playing with people's hearts, watching mortals try their best to make her smile, and lazily raising the corners of her lips, but in fact, she was just teasing the fairy who fell from the altar like this.
There are no words that can describe the fear in her heart. Why do people always meet the person they want to spend their lives together at the wrong time?
She murmured, "Lin Yu, have you ever truly loved someone?"
Perhaps he didn't expect her to ask this question. Lin Yu was stunned for a moment and answered truthfully, "Ajiu, how can people like us really fall in love with someone, you are the only exception."
"I love everything in the world except people."
"My only soft-heartedness and gentleness are all given to you." As he spoke, Lin Yu tugged at the corners of his lips coldly, with dissatisfaction written on his face, and even a little suspicion, "That's why Feng Yimo tried to obstruct him in every possible way. , don’t let me come see you.”
"What, do I look superficial?"
"Ha..." He sneered, and then said, "Of all the superficial men, I am the only one who truly appreciates your inner self."
It is obviously a very sad topic, but when it comes to Lin Yu's mouth, it always makes people want to laugh.
Seeing him looking extremely angry and even self-doubting, Lin Ajiu slightly curved her lips.
She knew that Lin Yu was deliberately making her laugh. He was strangely gentle, but unexpectedly in tune with her.
She responded, "Yes, they are all superficial. They talk about love, but after discovering how terrible I am, they immediately change their faces and despise me."
Everyone is like this, except Lu Shizhou. Only he will continue to love her after seeing her bad and hypocritical appearance.
"Ajiu, you're not bad. It's just that there are thousands of people with different faces. Hypocrites are much scarier than true villains." Lin Yu shook her head. He curled up his fingers and tapped her on the head. He said meaningfully, "Listen. Say a word?"
“You can’t become a master by enduring hardship, but you can by eating others.”
Ah Jiu tilted her head in confusion, raised her head and ran into a pair of dark eyes, dark, indifferent, sinister and ruthless.
Even if life is bleak, the elders in the past have always taught her to be kind, sunny, and friendly. Even if she has other thoughts in her heart, she has never shown them on the surface.
Only Lin Yu told her that there was nothing wrong with it and there was nothing wrong with it.
"You have goals and ideals, you are willing to endure hardships, and you are willing to give everything for it, even your feelings."
Lin Yu curled her lips, smiled a little exaggeratedly, and her voice was low and coaxing, like a seducing goblin.
"Ajiu, they don't like you like this. It's just because they know they can't get you and can't trap you, so they try their best to slander you, trample on you, and finally try to appear as a hero to save you."
As he spoke, he held up her cheek and looked at her at a loss for a moment, with a little pity in her eyes. What a pitiful cub.
Why should we look for reasons in ourselves?
It's obviously their fault, they couldn't stand the temptation, but it's normal for them to hook their fingers and come up to them like a pug and be tricked, isn't it?
"You are neither dirty nor mean. At least, I like you very much."
"But my biggest mistake was that I loved him sincerely, so I often felt indebted." The first time Lin Ajiu realized that she was wrong was when she fell in love with Lu Shizhou.
At that moment, she began to panic uncontrollably and began to give up on herself. She was afraid...
Afraid that Lu Shizhou would think she doesn't love herself, afraid that Lu Shizhou would also dislike her, afraid that Lu Shizhou would not want her, afraid that Lu Shizhou would think she is contemptible...
It wasn't until Lu Shizhou tremblingly confessed his love to her that she breathed a sigh of relief and felt as if she was alive again.
It turns out that love can really make such a big change in a person.
The past seemed to her like a joke, and it was like a thorn deeply pierced into her flesh. She could not see or touch it, but when she touched it, she felt a sharp pain.
Lin Yu continued with a smile, "Love means knowing that you are indebted, and also knowing that you are precious."
"I don't deny that you are in love with each other, and I don't deny that he loves you, but just falling in love can't go on, let alone Tang Tian and Feng Yimo."
Lin Ajiu said nonchalantly, "Even if this relationship sucks, I still want it."
She just wants Lu Shizhou to continue to love her, as long as he loves her.
