The sudden ringing of her mobile phone interrupted her thoughts. It was Lu Shizhou...
The bitterness spreads, the heart aches dullly, the ringing rings in my ears over and over again, my fingertips tremble, and I hesitate for a long time before answering the call.
Relatively speechless, only heavy breathing came. After a long time, Lu Shizhou's hoarse and suppressed voice came from the other side, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry Ah Jiu..."
He apologized over and over again. His voice was tired and suppressed at the beginning, and gradually became a little hollow. Along with the uncontrollable sobs, he murmured, "Why did it become like this..."
"Obviously from the beginning, I just wanted to give you a better life..."
Lin Ajiu didn't speak the whole time, just biting her lips tightly, half-dozing her eyes, and letting her tears flow freely.
Bits and pieces of the past emerged before her eyes, and she thought that she seemed to have been wrong from the beginning, so wrong.
Lu Shizhou's uneasiness and anxiety have always been there, but she prides herself on her deep love, thinking that her unswerving choice will be seen by him.
But is that really the case?
No...it's not...
Lin Yu's words completely tore off her self-righteous pretense. It was because she was too greedy. She wanted both a good life and Lu Shizhou's love.
She thought that the past five years could be erased, but she didn't know that he was just whitewashing the peace. If there was any disturbance, it would arouse his emotions.
It was she who personally forced Lu Shizhou to look like this...
No matter how much she resists, she can't deny her nature. She is this kind of person at heart, but she is just disguised as innocent under various flimsy reasons.
She clearly could have not taken the five hundred thousand from the beginning, not gone to Lin Yu's house to teach Ning Ning, or even directly denied that the child was Feng Yimo's, but she didn't do any of it.
She didn't dare to face her heart and hated her greed for wanting more, so she left all this to Lu Shizhou and let him bear it alone, and even expected him to wait where he was.
It was she who personally pushed Lu Shizhou to Tang Tian...
The appearance of Feng Yimo only broke these hypocritical calms.
Even without Feng Yimo, their results would not be much better.
After all, their love seemed rotten from the beginning.
"Shizhou." Lin Ajiu interrupted Lu Shizhou's self-loathing and self-abandonment. She tried her best to make her voice calmer, pretending to be relaxed and happy, but her trembling cry was still exposed.
She said, "Congratulations."
For the first time, she had the idea of leaving. She couldn't go on like this. She didn't want to ruin Lu Shizhou.
She thought it would be painful for him to hear this, but everything was temporary and he would get better if she left her.
Sure enough, within a moment, she heard the painful whimpering from the other side.
He kept apologizing and explaining his relationship with Tang Tian, with great panic and fear.
"Don't be like this, Ah Jiu, believe me, Tang Tian and I really have nothing to do with each other."
"I know what she thinks about me, but this is my only chance to get ahead. I'm just too scared."
Lu Shizhou kept sobbing. The fear of losing Lin Ajiu made him completely abandon his face and self-esteem, and completely exposed his dark side in front of her.
As he said, even if Tang Tian wanted to seize power, there would be no shortage of partners, but agreeing to Tang Tian's conditions was Lu Shizhou's only chance to climb up.
That's why he endured all kinds of humiliation for a project. This was his determination and his stepping stone.
"Ajiu, wait for me, wait for me some more. When everything is over, I will be qualified to marry you openly. Please..."
Hearing his prayer, Lin Ajiu burst into tears and her heart swayed wildly. She was a selfish person. After grabbing the sunshine, how could she let it go so easily.
But equally, no matter how despicable she was, she still loved him. How could she dare to reach out and touch him after he became what he was today.
"Don't go, please, don't leave me. I don't mind the connection between you and Feng Yimo, and I won't make you angry because of him in the future..."
He humbly begged for her mercy.
He thought that as long as Ajiu didn't leave him, he could forgive her betrayal. As long as she was still by his side, he could tolerate it no matter what.
They have been entangled together for more than ten years. No matter how rotten inside they are, they will still be entangled and he will never let go.
Compared with love, Lu Shizhou's feelings for Lin Ajiu are more like a weird monopoly, like holding on to the only remaining food in a barren land.
However, Lin Ajiu has received too few things since she was a child. What she needs is this kind of intense emotion that can be called twisted.
She compromised without any warning. She deceived herself and thought, Lu Shizhou loved her so much, what would he do if he left her...
But in fact, it was Lin Ajiu, and Lu Shizhou was inseparable.
She needs to be tightly wrapped in this hot feeling, and then tell herself in her heart, look, she is loved and cherished.
She is not a pathetic person that no one wants, she has Lu Shizhou.
No matter how despicable and annoying she is, she still has Lu Shizhou.
Only Lu Shizhou, after seeing through her disguise, would fall in love with her unreservedly, stand by her side, and favor her regardless of the reason.
She cried and said, "I am very selfish. I can't give up the benefits brought by Feng Yimo. I don't even have the courage to tell him who the child is. Even so, do you still want me to stay?"
Lu Shizhou did as she wished and said firmly, "I don't mind, as long as you love me, I just want you to love me."
It was strange that Lin Ajiu had a relationship with someone else, and it was not yet known who the child was. But Lu Shizhou, who was engaged to Tang Tian, pushed Ajiu to the ground.
When everyone thought their relationship would break down, they reconciled easily, and even became more emotional than before.
Even if she is busy with Tang Tian every day, she will still take time to call her and send her videos, showing her sincerity all the time.
The other one is even weirder, as if he has completely let himself go, enjoying Feng Yimo's kindness unscrupulously, but not accepting his hints.
Only ambiguous, not proactive, not responsible.
Who dares to play tricks on someone like Feng Yimo like this?
However, when facing Lin Ajiu, he seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit. He couldn't see her intentions and methods at all. She was like a young man who had just started to fall in love and fell headlong into it. Only the calculation in his eyes explained everything.
Lin Yu couldn't help but admire him when he saw it. He was indeed a city man, he was really good at playing, four people, four corners of love, he was so scheming that he almost suffered from trypophobia.
