"With so many coincidences, how can I trust you?" Lu Shizhou ignored the pain in his heart and tried to make his voice stronger, but he still couldn't suppress the trembling.
This sentence finally completely defeated Lin Ajiu's tense rationality. She roared hysterically, crying and laughing like a madman.
She couldn't believe that their nineteen years had turned into a fester so easily.
"What about you? Where are you and Tang Tian? Don't you have selfish motives?"
"Obviously, life has gotten better, and I no longer have to resort to such disgusting methods to support myself. So, why on earth?"
"Why!?"
Her questions were also his questions.
Even at this moment, Lu Shizhou had the urge to show her the video and photos.
Then asked her what she thought he was!
But in the end, he still endured it.
He was afraid that she really didn't want him anymore, and he wanted to whitewash the peace like he did just now.
So, he turned sideways, shakily lit a cigarette, and tried to calm down.
"Play with your sincerity and do whatever it takes to get the life you want. Isn't this what you taught me?"
Lin Ajiu opened her mouth, but her voice was blocked in her throat. She couldn't say anything. She could only let out sobs one after another, like a cub about to expire, sad and desperate.
The love interest of young people has just begun, and young girls are open like strips, yearning, ignorant, and tentatively heading towards youthful love.
Among them, she is the most popular, but she is also the most hateful, as she only associates with boys who have a lot of pocket money.
For this reason, she and Lu Shizhou quarreled countless times. In the most violent quarrel, she pointed at Lu Shizhou's chest while crying, and shouted, "How much is your sincerity worth? Can you let us have enough to eat?"
"I just want to live a better life, what's wrong with me! Even you rely on me to support you, what qualifications do you have to criticize me!"
The past she couldn't erase and the sincerity she trampled finally turned into a sharp sword and stabbed into her chest.
Even if she has changed now and won't be like this anymore, in fact, he still doesn't believe it.
Feeling uneasy all day long.
"Give birth to the child," Lu Shizhou said in a hoarse voice. He lowered his head, making it difficult to see his expression. Only water droplets fell to the ground along his chin, "I will raise him."
He took the initiative to put his hand on Lin Ajiu's belly and rubbed it gently.
He seemed to be in a trance, but he didn't seem to be.
But at that moment, he suddenly remembered the day they graduated from high school, the first time they made love to each other. When the love was strong, he couldn't help crying and kissed her neck again and again.
He said that he would marry her and have a child as cute as her.
He said that he had no home, and he would give her a home in the future.
He said that they both had no parents and he would definitely be a good father and husband in the future.
He cried to make her believe him, and she cried in response, but later, why on earth, why did it become like this...
Lin Ajiu stopped crying. She sat silently on the sofa, her eyes red and swollen, and she murmured after a long time, "I regret it."
As for what she regretted, she didn't say anything.
The two of them sat quietly, as before, as if nothing happened.
But they all know in their hearts that nothing can go back.
Just like some words, some explanations, whether they are said or not, are no longer necessary.
A few days later, in a cafe, Lin Ajiu stirred the juice in her hand, bending her eyes and listening to the chatter of the girl opposite, occasionally chiming in a few words.
After graduation, they all went their separate ways to pursue their futures. The rare reunion made her feel relieved for the past few days, and she couldn't help but laugh.
When the old talk was almost over, Liang Momo paused, and the smile on her lips gradually faded. She turned her head and looked at the hurried passers-by outside the window, exhaled hard, and then confessed the reason for her visit today.
She said, "Ajiu, I'm going abroad to study. I probably won't come back again."
"Going abroad..." Lin Ajiu was stunned for a moment, thinking about this sentence carefully on the tip of her tongue, and laughed softly, "It's good."
"Going abroad to get rich is no better than spending time here."
"Yes." Liang Momo responded, but her eyes were filled with unwillingness.
At the beginning, they were full of enthusiasm and jumped in. They all thought that they were the most talented and the best, but the reality told them that it was nothing more than that.
But that's it!
Can't see the future, can't see the way out.
"I'm not willing to give in, but I can't waste it any longer."
Learning music costs money, it’s also about talent, it’s also about opportunities.
Not everyone can persevere, and not everyone can survive.
Lin Ajiu nodded noncommittally, did not respond, and just listened silently.
"Ajiu, you were the hardest working one in our class back then, you..."
Liang Momo paused hesitantly, with a little shame on her face, and hesitantly said, "Do you remember our class monitor?"
Lin Ajiu's eyes darkened, her eyebrows furrowed, and her face clearly showed displeasure, "Did he ask you to come?"
"Yeah." Liang Momo nodded awkwardly, her voice weakening, "He and I applied to the same school."
"He is still waiting for you, and is willing to bear all the expenses for your study abroad."
In college, Lin Ajiu had been busy working part-time, and the relationship between classmates was naturally indifferent. Only Liang Momo, a roommate, became friends because of their similar temperaments. She was also the only witness to Lin Ajiu and Lu Shizhou over the years.
Now, he is helping an outsider to gain leverage, which makes him feel extremely guilty.
However, this opportunity is really rare.
"Ajiu, you always have to think about yourself. Lu Shizhou is indeed very good, but he...sigh..."
Seeing Lin Ajiu's indifferent expression, she did not continue speaking, but there was naked hatred on her face.
When you are in school, you can only talk about feelings and not talk about reality. After graduation, you have been severely beaten by society, who can not talk about reality.
They are all common people, and few people can drink enough water to satisfy their feelings.
The current springboard is right here!
What's more, the monitor is more or less a school boy with a good character.
Lin Ajiu concealed the sarcasm on her lips, touched her belly repeatedly, and said softly, "I'm pregnant."
Liang Momo was speechless for a moment, and the corners of her eyes were inexplicably moist. She blinked quickly, trying to cover up the sudden sadness.
"It's good, but I'm leaving soon. I probably won't be able to wait until the day I see her born."
Lin Ajiu smiled and said, "Don't worry, when she comes out, I will teach her to call her godmother every day."
"Yeah." Liang Momo responded without saying anything.
The atmosphere became dull, and even the air began to condense.
It wasn't until Liang Momo couldn't stand the spreading atmosphere that she drank all the coffee in her hand and slowly said, "It's time for me to go."
Lin Ajiu tilted her head, stood up with a smile, "I should go to work too."
At the door of the cafe, they hugged each other for the last time and said their most sincere blessings.
"Cherish it all the way."
In the end, they separated, one went north and the other went south, never to meet again.
