Old people often say, I have eaten more salt than you have eaten rice.
Some people will retort: "Why don't you just die?"
Some people may also say: "He means that he has experienced a lot."
Experience means one's past,
It is these pasts that have shaped this person into what he is now.
Heinous people may have experienced violence, bullying, and humiliation in the past, which resulted in a rebellious heart and a perverted and twisted character.
A kind and brave person may have committed sins with his own hands in the past. In the torture and repentance of his soul, he broke through the prison of inferiority and hesitation, decided to atone for his sins, and decided to move towards the light.
What people are like "now" is a complex question.
But without the "past", there would be no "present".
Definitely.
It is the bits and pieces of thinking in the past that make us become who we are today, who we are now.
But if there is no "past", what would be the "present"?
This is impossible and no one knows.
...
"Ruandu?" Yin Qiaoxian opened her mouth: "Ruandu... where is it? I..."
Chen An pressed her lips, his brows flashing with gloom. He shook his head: "There is no point in worrying about these things now. Although we don't know the reason, our memories are constantly disappearing. This is for sure.
Moreover, I still remember everything that just happened, and everything about this third-level pollution source, including everything in Wenwan.
Only the more distant memories have disappeared. I don’t know what I experienced before, but the forgetting of memories is regular, from the past to the present. "
Yin Qiaoxian also reacted: "If we don't leave some traces, when the memory of this game disappears, we will be completely in despair!"
Chen An narrowed his eyes slightly. His current memory could only be traced back to what happened in Happy Town after leaving Ruandu. He remembered Tang Guozhong and his father.
But he has forgotten the stupid and cowardly self he used to be.
"Scissors."
Chen An stretched out her hand to Yin Qiaoxian. Yin Qiaoxian didn't hesitate. Although she didn't know what Chen An was going to do, she immediately handed the scissors from her waist to Chen An.
This is a sealed object with a certain degree of growth and weirdness. Because of its good compatibility with the "Fallen Queen" path, it is also the weapon that Yin Qiaoxian has always carried.
Chen An opened the blade of the scissors, used the sharp tip to make a scar on the inside of his left arm, and wrote this paragraph using blood as characters:
[My memory will continue to forget, starting from the past]
Immediately afterwards, he used the clown's ability to control his own muscles, preventing the wound from healing, and allowing that part of the skin to condense blood coffee, which was tiny blood coffee embedded in the flesh.
Because if you don't do this, when you "forget" the clown's ability, the wound will not be visible clearly and it will be more likely to be infected.
Chen An couldn't imagine how terrifying it would be in this world if he forgot that he was a "mutant" in the near future.
No, it's more than that. What if I forget that this is a "source of pollution"?
Chen An then wrote on his arm: "This is a world with terrible pollution sources. It is very dangerous. I want to leave here."
After doing this, Chen An recalled the "rules" he relied on to survive.
Fortunately, Chen An felt lucky that when he first entered this world, he and other players had a discussion at the dock for more than half an hour, exchanging each other's understanding of the world of third-level pollution sources.
This makes this part of memory become "recent memory" and is "forgotten" at the end. Otherwise, if the "importance of rules" that I remember still comes from the past, I am afraid that I will not remember the rules at all. Don't know the importance of that rule.
Yes, rules must be remembered too.
The position on the arm is not enough.
Chen An took a deep breath and
The linen clothes were pulled open, exposing his abdomen.
Yin Qiaoxian looked at Chen An from the side, thinking about ways to break the situation, but she felt more and more horrified. Her memory came to Alte in her constant thinking. She found that it seemed that since she had memories, there was someone beside her. Chen An, but before that, he didn’t remember it at all.
It was as if he appeared out of thin air and went to Airte with Chen An.
...
...
On the Ferris wheel, Chen Quan looked at the reflection in the mirror, showing Chen An's experience at this moment.
"Dear brother, when you continue to think new things, it also means that your memory is accepting new things."
Chen Quan's eyes were solemn: "Yang Xin hid the pollution in the "new memory" and used it as an anchor to pollute you. "
Even Chen Quan was a little surprised by this method. This was taking advantage of the loopholes in the pollution source world under the constraints of the rules.
One of the powers of depravity is to lead people to the abyss of depravity.
One of the powers of inaction is to make people useless.
However, if a person is allowed to forget the past while constantly thinking, and reaches a certain limit moment, his "present" thinking will become useless without the support of "past" thinking.
In the end, he will become a person with only physical memory and instinct, accepting the teaching of "new things" in a state of sluggishness and confusion.
Like a baby that has lived for a long time,
If an external force becomes his "mother" at this time, his instinct will make him accept this "new memory".
As time goes by, everything he experienced in the past and everything he thought about in the past will be annihilated and eliminated by time, the greatest power in the world.
Those who are brave and kind,
Those perseverance and perseverance,
That awareness of mortality and strong determination.
They will all be like stones in the desert, forgotten by people, baptized by the wind and sand, and gradually turned into dust.
Chen Quan remembered the end of his conversation with Yang Xin.
He said to Yang Xin: "Because I believe that my brother will not die there."
Yang Xin walked off the seesaw and sneered: "Quan, I believe in your judgment of your brother, just like my love and trust in you.
My true friends will never lie to me. "
Chen Quan chuckled and turned around, purple-red thunder bursting out of his eyes.
"Sincere friends, that is what I have always pursued, that is the real thing that I am looking for, that is what I need to realize my dream.
But, Yang Xin.
Can I trust you? "
Yang Xin slowly walked towards Chen Quan, shifted his body slightly, and placed his lips on Chen Quan's ear, so that they were close to his body from a face-to-face angle.
Yang Xin's lips twitched: "Quan, if accepting my power will help you realize your dream, I am willing to give everything I have."
As he spoke, Yang Xin pinched Chen Quan's wrist and placed it behind his back, corresponding to his abdomen.
Chen Quan was slightly startled. He knew that that was where Yang Xin's strange origin was. The external incarnation was a strange twisting technique, but the core origin condensed into the most vicious evil after people's malice gathered together. "Uncanny core".
But now, he only needs to move his fingers to rely on the power of truth to strip it away.
"Quan, my birth comes from people's "past". Ignorant people, because of their own ignorance, because of their selfish kindness, thought they were good for their children, and sent them into the devil's world. A "healing center" for people,
Let their ignorant, innocent children who still need guidance and guidance,
In the midst of repeated persecution and repeated electrotherapy,
Losing yourself, losing your dreams, losing your love, losing the real thing.
From then on, those children looked at their parents with empty and numb eyes, while their hearts were filled with
Hateful, their originally colorful lives were doused with painful currents and fear in their hearts.
Their future was cut short by their dearest parents.
But they will still smile to their parents and say, "Mom, Dad, I love you." "
This is a ridiculous and incredible behavior, but it is the truest reality in the dark reality.
It is an evil act that is obviously twisted and absurd, but it is moved and proud by the aura of love.
Chen Quan closed his eyes slightly as he listened to Yang Xin's words.
"Quan, it was the ignorance or ignorance that came from them, it was the innocence and kindness that those children lost, it was the hatred and fear in their hearts that shaped me.
Their parents, who most hoped for a bright future for them, pushed them into the abyss of darkness and towards decadence.
What they most hope is that their smart and sensitive parents will strangle their egos in the cradle, immerse themselves in the false "love you" and turn them into numb, obedient machines, making them...do nothing in this life.
Ah, what a powerful and twisted force it is.
What a poignant and beautiful song this is!
It is the "past" of all this that carries the "me" of today.
I,
Is the incarnation of all this, the reflection of everything,
As long as their ignorance continues to exist and such viciousness continues to occur,
My strength will be endless.
right!
My dearest friend!
If I am useful to your dream, I am already prepared to die.
My birth is a tragedy. If I can help you realize your great and bright dream.
Move your fingers and you will have all of me. "
Yang Xin's voice was hoarse and gloomy. It was shaped by twisted and crazy evil thoughts, but at this moment, the purest consciousness was born.
Chen Quan moved his hand away, clasped Yang Xin's wrist with his backhand, and put it between his eyes.
He spread Yang Xin's fingers so that his index finger and middle finger could touch his eyes just a hair apart.
"Yang Xin."
Chen Quan's voice was high.
"I know how powerful the temptation of truth is.
You can feel, just like what I just felt, that as long as you move, you can get the truth, your malice will be sublimated, and you will truly be called a weird god! "
Chen Quan's voice was high and steady. His body remained motionless. On the contrary, Yang Xin's body continued to tremble. It was an unstoppable tremor. It was its instinct that was screaming and roaring.
Yang Xin never expected that Chen Quan would behave like this at this moment!
"Yang Xin, why don't you take action?"
Chen Quan's hand used a little force and Yang Xin's two fingers were inserted into his "eyeballs"!
Numb and sour, the feeling that almost sublimated the soul swept through Yang Xin's body in an instant!
truth!
truth!
truth!
Yang Xin's heart was roaring and shouting crazily!
If you get the truth, you will truly be sublimated!
My own existence is because those who shaped me have no... truth.
The light of truth cannot shine on those malicious thoughts.
The holiness of truth cannot shine in their foolish souls!
By getting the truth, you can make up for the hatred of countless thoughts.
Once you get the truth, no matter your past or present self, you will truly reach the top.
...
Chen Quan waited, as if what was poked was not his "eye" at all.
He really let go of all defenses, and the truth slowly followed Chen Quan's thoughts, followed Yang Xin's fingers, and moved towards Yang Xin...
purple current,
It spread from Chen Quan's eyes and attached to Yang Xin's fingers!
But at this moment, Yang Xin suddenly retreated, shook his hand suddenly, and broke away from the pull of truth. He gasped for breath. He held his knees, bent his body, lowered his head slightly, and his eyes were fixed. Staring at Chen Quan.
"I apologize for my behavior."
Chen Quan spoke in a low voice, and he walked towards Yang Xin. The purple-black thunder disappeared and turned into ordinary eyes, exuding softness.
Yang Xin felt cold sweat break out all over his body. With such a decision, he went against his instinct and his "ancestor".
Chen Quan walked forward, patted Yang Xin's shoulder, and gently pressed his head on his chest.
"My friend, I believe you." Chen Quan said, "Now, I have a request."
Yang Xin's voice was small: "Quan, I am willing to give everything for you."
Chen Quan nodded slightly: "Use all your abilities to make Chen An fail."
Yang Xin raised his head, looked at Chen Quan's serious face, and said, "Quan, I know your feelings for your brother. He is a higher being in your heart than me. If he dies, you will be very sad. I , can’t do it.”
"He won't die, I believe in him."
"No, Quan, he will die. You don't understand the horror of depravity and inaction. Even if you grasp the truth, you haven't reached that step yet!"
"Chen An, he is my brother, he will not die in the fourth game."
"I admit that you know him well, but that is based on the fact that he is still who he is, and it is based on the insights that Chen An gained from his past experiences and became who he is now.
And my power can make him forget his past one thing at a time, almost imperceptibly.
At that time, he will be like those children who are sent to treatment centers by their parents,
No matter how strong your will, how strong your consciousness, and how brilliant your future is.
They will all become inactive and numb in the irresistible fall.
waste. "
