"What kind of monster is this!"
In the eyes of the four people, Chen An's sudden appearance was like you hugging your wife on the carriage, eating hot pot, blowing the air conditioner and singing songs.
Suddenly, a gangster comes and shoots your car to collapse!
"Sir, if you have something to say, you can talk to me."
The strong man at the head croaked, quietly clenching the dagger in his hand, and in his other hand, he took out a light brown prismatic fragment from his waist.
But...
The next moment, the man's eyes suddenly shrank... filled with a hint of deathly silence.
He looked at his chest in disbelief. The devil's claws had penetrated his chest...
As the figure suddenly fell to the ground, the fragment of the story also rolled to the ground.
"Run!"
As the black-skinned woman let out a sharp scream, the shabby and fragile "tent" was almost lifted up from three sides by three people!
The "wall" made of worn plastic sheets was directly cut open by the thin man with a dagger, and he was about to escape as soon as the carp jumped up.
At the same time, the thin man felt his face heat up, as if he had been splashed with some warm liquid.
His frightened peripheral vision froze for a moment... He saw Li Runze beside him, saw blood splattering everywhere, and saw severed limbs flying through the dry air...
On the other side, the black-skinned woman no longer screamed.
...
...
Chen An no longer has any ability to think. The negative emotions deep in his heart, under the backlash and stimulation of the [monster] essence, have made his emotions on the verge of losing control, and the fragile balance that has been suppressed, And the moment I saw Ding Ping and these people's actions.
It was like the straw that broke the camel's back...the collapse of his last sanity.
The difference between humans and beasts is that humans know how to control emotions and have sensibility, rationality, humanity and love.
And when a human being completely loses his humanity and becomes a prisoner of emotions, and his malice is no longer suppressed in his heart, he can no longer be called a "human".
Under the backlash of the [monster] essence, Chen An fell into "out of control" at this moment, and complete distortion and madness infected his mind. Now he,
Just a pure monster, a pure evil.
In the dreamlike darkness, Chen An opened his eyes.
But the world in front of him was not what it looked like in the tent, but turned into a gray sky.
The body is so cold, it is the familiar biting coldness. The body is floating on the shoal of the sea of soul. Rolls of sea water symbolizing "subconscious" slap on the face, along with fragmented thoughts rushing into the heart.
Chen An sat up slowly, dumbfounded. His body was covered with wet but unreal sea water, along with foamy evaporation. He dragged his heavy body and walked step by step towards the island that symbolized "the depth of consciousness and soul".
Chen An's bare feet left footprints on the gray-white sand as fine as crystal sand. He dragged his body and saw the two sides of the "soul coffin."
The one on the left, representing his own "soul coffin", is quietly half-leaning on a sleeping soul, that is himself with his arms crossed.
However, at this moment, Chen An saw a baby with a huge head covered with purple and black veins lying on his soul.
The baby turned his head slightly, revealing pure red eyes, a wrinkled face, and a mouth full of sharp teeth.
It glanced at Chen An, and then... continued to hold Chen An's soul's neck tightly.
At the same time, ripples that were unreal and illusory appeared blurred on the baby's little hand...the neck of Chen An's soul.
Chen An felt that the thoughts in his mind were becoming more and more misty. He stood here blankly, watching what was happening in front of him.
It is the [monster] sefirah, infecting one's own soul deep within one's own soul.
[Monster] Seiran longs to merge with Chen An's soul.
At that time, Chen An would never be Chen An again.
at this time...
Chen An caught a glimpse of the black-red cracks on the right side. The cracks were like lightning chains wrapped around the man's body. The naked figure of the man who looked the same as himself was walking step by step. Come.
Chen Sheng looked at Chen An contemptuously, and the corners of his mouth curved.
"Stupid mule, cowardly camel, look, you will no longer be yourself."
Chen An shook his head and said, "I have to go back."
Chen Sheng couldn't help but be a little surprised when he saw Chen An's calm look, but he still sneered:
"Let's see how you look after being infected. You are decisive and ruthless in killing. Isn't that much stronger than the original you?"
"That's not me." Chen An looked at Chen Sheng and said calmly.
"But he looks more like you than you should." Chen Sheng growled: "Stupid zebra, an ostrich with its head stuck in the sand, you shouldn't be the coward you are now, you should have been like that just now , kill those who stand in your way, regardless of whether they are human or treacherous, you should take revenge on the whole world and send out your high-pitched roar to this fucking world."
"I am a human being." Chen Andao said: "If I need revenge, I will use my own way and my thoughts, not a beast without any humanity. I will use my stupid roar to prove my incompetence and cowardice."
Chen Sheng's eyes were stunned for a moment, and he growled in confusion: "This is not you, how dare you refute me, you have changed, you have changed!"
Chen An nodded:
"I have indeed changed. In the past, I just wanted to live this life peacefully. In the morning, when I went to work with sleepy dark circles under my eyes, I might still see Sister Yijia's smile when I opened the door.
On the way to work, buy some fragrant pancakes, drink a cup of coffee and have a simple meal downstairs at noon. After work in the evening, sit for a while in the fitness area in the community and watch the children playing and the elderly exercising. ...
In the evening, make another meal for myself, even if it is instant noodles, I will chop two tomatoes into pieces, put them in a pot and cook them slowly until they are mushy and rich, then put the noodles in, Squeeze on a little tomato sauce and cut two slices of ham. Then put the lid on the pot and simmer until the noodles are fully absorbed by the soup, and add the rich gravy. Just before taking it out of the pot, simmer two more eggs. Be sure to control the heat to make it look like a hot spring egg. ...When it's almost out of the pan, sprinkle some black pepper. "
A smile appeared on Chen An's cheek.
"Sometimes, Xiao Hutou's mother next door will cook a pot of ribs, or braised pork, or dumplings, and invite me to eat together. I will not cook dinner and go over to eat together. Of course, I will also When you go home the next day, buy some toys or snacks for the little tiger head.”
Chen Sheng's shoulders were shaking slightly as he listened to Chen An's words, and his face was ugly with anger.
"So? Are you still escaping? You entered the Tieba and became a player, and they didn't let you go. This is your life, this is your fate! If you don't resist, they will never let you go in your life! "
Listening to Chen Sheng's roar, Chen An shook his head:
"Except for feeling sorry for her, I have forgotten everything about what happened back then."
Chen An raised his head and looked at Chen Sheng with serious eyes.
"It's just..." He sighed: "At first, I was confused. I was troubled and scared. I only had the instinct of survival in my heart. In the Dalin Mountains, the incident of Yin Qiaoxian brought back my original memories. It also woke you up... Speaking of which, that was the first time you appeared in my heart, right?"
Chen An smiled, the corners of his eyes turning red.
“In the first game, I didn’t feel deeply, it was just that I tried my best, but still couldn’t win. You came out, so you won, and that’s it.
Later you fell asleep and I entered the second game.
do you know? In Jingshan Hospital, I just wanted to work hard to see if I could survive. Even if I lost and died in the end, I tried my best, but my ability was limited, and I just couldn't win.
But I don’t know why, there are always fools and idiots in this world. "
Chen An's eyes were red, and his voice gradually became hoarse.
"I don't care how much others owe me, but I don't like to owe others anything in my life. Jingshan Hospital, if it weren't for Miao Luoying's precognitive dream at the cost of blindness, and if it weren't for Ding Ping's trust in us all the time, I can't survive.
In the end, Ding Ping sacrificed herself and became a real idiot. The person she saved was Miao Luoying, but I know and I also believe that if at that time, I was the one who lost my power, I was the one who had to be saved. , the ending will not change.
So, after all, they can enter a game of this difficulty because of you and me, right? "
Chen An murmured:
"I'm not a saint. People I don't know will die when they die. I didn't drag them into the game. But what about Miao Luoying and Ding Ping? They did it to pass the level on their own. There's nothing wrong with that. There's a thousand ways to say that. Ten thousand, didn’t I, Chen An, also receive their favor?
In this world, people like Liu Neng are actually the best to survive. I have thought so before. There is no humanity in the story world, only madness and distortion. Everything is catalyzing people to become more terrifying than monsters. ...
It's like a sentence written by an author I respected very much... Long, when I was reading books.
People know that ghosts are scary, and ghosts know that people’s hearts are poisonous.
But Ding Ping’s words woke me up.
We are humans, we are not monsters.
If the essential tone of this world is distortion and madness, then...
If human beings have compromised to this darkness, no longer believe in light, no longer believe in hope, have no emotion and love in their hearts, and have lost their bottom line as human beings...
Well, how sad? "
Chen Sheng listened to Chen An's words and was surprised that he did not interrupt him. Instead, he kept listening, and his body that was shaking with anger gradually calmed down.
After a while, he bared his teeth, and his gloomy eyes suddenly looked aside, at the soul coffin on the left, and at the baby who was trying to merge with Chen An's soul.
He stretched out a finger, and the black-red cracks on his fingertips spread like lightning patterns until the baby's body fell off Chen An's soul.
Then, with a slight flick of Chen Sheng's fingertips, the baby screamed and flew deep into the island, into the empty coffin.
It is the soul coffin that symbolizes the "newborn soul".
Watching the baby being put into the coffin, Chen Sheng trembled his fingers. Black and red cracks appeared out of thin air, and then entangled themselves, completely covering the surface of the soul coffin!
It's like closing a "coffin lid" on the coffin.
Chen An felt the purity of his soul. The cold and unreal feeling suddenly disappeared, and his body relaxed. He pointed to the empty coffin that sealed the baby and asked doubtfully: "Speaking of which, what is that? Why does it symbolize my newborn soul? The coffin is empty instead of containing my soul?"
Chen Sheng turned around and looked at Chen An, his face a little complicated:
"It's no good for you to know this now. There are some things that knowing it means stepping into the abyss. I won't tell you until you become a bishop."
"Bishop?" Chen An was stunned.
Chen Sheng nodded and said: "Level D is grotesque, level C is horror, level B is fear, level A is madness, and madness is also called [Bishop]."
Chen An shook his head and said: "It must be related to what happened back then, then I understand, but...isn't the bishop a bit far away? What else is above the bishop?"
"It's an existence that will drive you crazy when you see it, and destroy you when you touch it." Chen Sheng put his hands behind his head impatiently and walked towards the soul coffin on the right.
"I want to know the name. Does that matter?" Chen An asked.
Chen Sheng said without looking back: "Angels, gods."
"Do gods really exist? Is the truth a god?"
"You can't see it, I can't see it, and truth is not a god."
"Truth is an angel?"
"no."
Chen An's eyes were a little confused.
But Chen Sheng obviously didn't want to say more. He lay unsteadily in the coffin, squirming slightly and adjusting to a comfortable position.
"You can go to sleep later..." Chen An quickly stopped him and said quickly: "Ding Ping was backlashed by the weird power of the idiot and turned into a real idiot. Can she be saved?"
Chen Sheng's eyes were closed. After hearing this, he opened one eye and said impatiently:
"It's not like it's out of control. What does that stupid rabbit that can only spin silk do for food?"
rabbit?
Smiling Rabbit?
Chen An was overjoyed, there was help!
"How long will you sleep this time?" Chen An asked.
Chen Sheng has closed his eyes.
As the black and red cracks climbed onto the coffin, Chen Sheng's voice came out faintly.
"I was awakened myself. Besides, this is the depth of your soul. Even if I use some power, I won't be discovered by the rules... But the power to truly restore the truth is still far away..."
After all, the black-red crack completely sealed Chen Sheng's coffin.
Chen An opened his mouth.
He didn't have time to ask about Yin Qiaoxian's situation.
After a while, he sighed, stretched, turned around lazily, and walked toward the "Sea of Souls" beyond the island.
"Forget it, that's okay." Chen An muttered.
Then, after waves of reality and illusion, it felt like a drowning person getting out of a deep pool and seeing the sun again.
Chen An opened his eyes.
He saw a messy tent, the bodies of the man and the black-skinned woman at his feet, and the beautiful figure lying on the bed.
Chen An walked over, squatted down, and looked at Ding Ping calmly.
Seeing the bright corners of Ding Ping's mouth, he took out a piece of paper from his bag, wiped it, and then pulled out a reluctant arc at the corner of his mouth.
"It's safe, Ding Ping. We...all survived. It will be fine. You will be fine. I will be fine too. We will all be fine."
