The writing on the notebook is crooked, but you can see it clearly.
There are no traces of typos or alterations. Based on this alone, Huan Xiao admired him very much. The original owner of this book was a ruthless person.
The pages of the book are yellowed, and it looks like it should be a diary. Each page records the events and feelings that happened that day:
[With the help of kind people, I moved into a stone house on the mountain today. They were very nice to me and installed a sturdy gate for me considering I wasn't safe on the mountain alone.
Seeing everyone busy working for me makes me feel warm in my heart. My parents planned to throw me into the forest to feed wild wolves, but a stranger could care about me so much. God was trying to make up for me in another way! 】
[I have settled down here. Although everyone said that I must leave in a year, when I ran out of food, they still relented and allowed me to work in the town in exchange for food.
I am very grateful that they did not dislike me, so I have been helping everyone these days. This place is isolated from the outside world, and we actually exchange items by bartering. It feels so interesting!
I helped Aunt Zhang feed the sheep for a day today, and they gave me a bag of rice, which was just enough to provide me with today's food source.
...I originally wanted to go to the forest, but I heard that there are many scary large beasts in the forest. I am too weak and will be eaten as soon as I enter. 】
[Originally I have been busy these days and have no time to record it, but there is something important that I couldn’t help but want to write down.
I heard from Uncle Wang’s little sister that there is a peerless beauty living in the manor here!
As for how unique it is, I don’t know because I haven’t seen it. I asked Xiaomei Wang, but she looked like a nymphomaniac and didn't answer me at all. Therefore, in the end, I didn't know how beautiful that beauty was... She was probably very beautiful, but this has nothing to do with me. I am very confused about my life now. I like it, I just hope I can continue to be happy like this.
It would be great if everyone could accept me. Wang Xiaomei said it's because I'm not good-looking... I feel a little aggrieved. My appearance is natural. If possible, of course I want to look like everyone likes me. 】
[It’s been a month. Today I met a man on the mountain. He was sneaky and covered his face tightly, but he was a good person.
He would chat with me and I was very happy. This is the first person who's willing to talk so much 'bullshit' to me.
Before this, neither my parents nor everyone in the town were willing to talk to me, but now I finally have someone who can talk to me.
However, he asked me what my name was...I don't know. My parents always call me a loser, but I can't really call me a loser. It sounds so unpleasant.
So I didn't tell him my name. If possible, I hope to have a nicer name, because someone once said to me that the name is the first impression of a person. 】
[The thing I have been thinking about has come true. Today, the uncle of the Yin family gave me a name, Honghua. He said that I looked as inconspicuous as the red wild flowers on the mountain, so I might as well live up to my name.
Although it sounded a little hurtful, it was still nicer than what my parents had always called me, so I happily thanked him.
The little girl from the Wang family came over to the Yin family and happened to watch the whole process of me choosing my name. She was laughing the whole time, probably because she was happy for me. I am also very happy. 】
[It’s been two months and I fell in love today!
Although I don’t know what my lover looks like, it doesn’t matter. I’m not good-looking anyway. Since he doesn’t dislike me, I won’t dislike him either. Even if he looks extremely ugly, I will admit it.
I told him that I didn't care about his appearance and asked him to stop wrapping a piece of cloth around his face because it would make him feel bored. But he still didn't show me his true face, which made me a little angry. We promised that there would be no secrets between lovers, but he didn't even let me see his face. It was too much!
But I only have him, so even if he hides it from me, I still like him, and he is the only one who doesn't dislike me. 】
[I didn’t want to write a diary at first, I’ve been too busy lately, but today is the ten-day anniversary of my relationship.
I don’t know why we have to commemorate the ten days of love, but he said so today, and he also brought a beautiful cake and a bouquet of roses. Whether it’s cake or flowers, I love them all.
Actually, I still don’t understand why ten days of dating need to be commemorated, but he looks very happy, so it should be the custom of this place?
Today is my happiest day, thank you for coming to me. 】
[Days pass by. I have lived here for half a year, and everyone has begun to accept me.
As soon as they saw me, they knew that I was there to help and would leave a lot of things for me to do. Thanks to everyone in the town, I had already stored a lot of food in the stone house.
Moreover, the wild flowers on the mountain are also named after me, called red flowers. I feel happy and recognized. Will they let me stay?
I hope that when the one-year deadline is up, they can allow me to stay here, God bless! 】
[I heard that the manor has begun to recruit servants, and everyone in the town wants to come in and help with the work.
I was also a little bit ready to participate, but they said that my appearance would frighten the beauties in the manor.
Well, for me, as long as I can be loved by everyone, it is enough. As for the servants of the manor, let those who really like this job do it. I will not just join in the fun. 】
[Another month has passed, and the closer I get to the appointment, the more nervous I become. Can you really not let me stay? I just want a place that accepts me, where I can stay safe and stay out of trouble.
However, I feel a little uneasy, and I always feel that everyone will not agree to my request.
I agreed to this agreement at the beginning. If I don't abide by it, I will break the agreement...but I still want to stay here.
There are everyone who are friendly to me and my lover, and I don’t want to leave here.
How can they allow me to stay? 】
[The list of servants in the manor has been announced!
I obviously don't care about this matter, so why do I write a diary today?
Because, my name is on the list!
I don’t know who wrote me in, I’m a little panicked now.
My lover came to comfort me. He said that the owner of the manor was easy to get along with, easier to get along with than everyone else in the town.
I actually don’t believe it. Everyone in the town is the best person to me. They took me in as a homeless person, gave me a place to live, and helped me solve the problem of food. How could the owner of the manor be better than me? Are they good?
Now, because of being chosen as a servant, everyone in the town is starting to complain about me.
My lover doesn't understand me, he doesn't understand what I'm worried about, just like I don't understand him.
I forgot who once told me that lovers who hide each other will separate sooner or later.
So, will my lover leave me too? 】
