"You must not have any contact with Ning Gui and the people around her in the future. I'm worried that my body will be used as an excuse to frame us."
Chun Guiren looked at Chu Xin and warned him carefully. He also felt that something was wrong, but he didn't know what it was yet. In order to avoid this situation, it was better not to have any contact with the people over there.
Several days later, Ning Guiren still couldn't eat anything, and he couldn't figure out whether he couldn't eat it or didn't want to eat it.
I always feel that I have no appetite for anything, maybe because I know in my heart that this child will not be born anyway, and how miserable and pitiful I have made myself, so that I can get more mercy.
Unexpectedly, this time, when he opened his eyes, he saw Yuan Heng sitting beside his bed. He was a little happy and struggled to get up.
Yuan Heng let her lean on his shoulder again and reached out to hold her shoulder. It felt like everything I was holding was just bones, and my whole body was really thin, but only my belly was getting bigger. It looked really worrying.
"Are you really unable to eat anything? No matter what kind of food is served, do you really have no appetite at all?"
Yuan Heng asked worriedly in a low voice. He himself has suffered from diseases all year round, so he naturally understands the feeling of not being able to eat.
Not to mention that Ning Guiren still has a child at the moment. The child is absorbing even more nutrients from the mother's body. She really doesn't know what to do when the day of delivery comes.
We can only ask the best imperial doctor in the palace to prepare the stool, and also prepare the best medicinal materials in the medicine garden.
"It's true that I can't eat anything. Even if I force myself to eat, I will vomit it out after a while, so I simply don't want to eat anymore."
Ning Guiren leaned weakly in Yuan Heng's arms, feeling that she didn't even have the strength to speak, let alone dragging around this heavy belly every day.
Yuan Heng's breathing gradually became heavier, and he could feel how weak the person in his arms had become. When he held the person in his arms, he felt that his bones were really rough, but his belly was getting bigger and bigger. .
"I am also worried about you, and I have asked the doctor again, but you said you can't eat anything. What should I do?"
Yuan Heng looked at her worriedly, and there really was nothing he could do. He drank the medicine because he thought it was too bitter, and he felt bored after one sip.
But Ning Guiren is like this. No matter what it is, if he eats or drinks it, he will vomit it out. On the contrary, it will make his body suffer even more. But if he doesn't eat, how will he give birth to the child safely?
What he fears most is that something unexpected will happen to Ning Gui when he gives birth to a child. In that case, he will really feel guilty for the rest of his life.
"Does Your Majesty think I'm like a cripple? I can't do anything. You even have no strength to get up and move around. In Your Majesty's eyes, don't I look good? I can't even apply makeup every day. My face is sallow and my skin is thin, and I no longer have the same appearance as before. I feel disgusted when I look at myself, let alone His Majesty."
Ning Guiren closed his eyes slightly, really feeling very tired like this. Only when he was leaning in Yuan Heng's arms did he feel a little comfortable.
In fact, she can eat, but she really doesn't want to eat. In addition to wanting to make His Majesty feel guilty, she also wants to atone for her sins. She feels sorry for the child in her belly, which makes her suffer more now. It's okay to be a little bitter, it can make you feel a little more at peace.
"I have never had such an idea. Pregnancy is a hard job. Even if your appearance is not as good as before, so what? As long as you are safe, that's fine. That's the most important thing. Appearance and all that. , I never put it first, I just hope you can be safe and healthy."
Yuan Heng took a deep breath and hugged Ning Guiren tighter. It was also because he was too cold towards Ning Guiren in the past, which made her feel insecure.
So even now, when I am in such pain, I still remember my appearance. It is really wrong of me.
It’s already very hard after getting pregnant. Wouldn’t it make it even harder if you still remember these things? There is really no need.
"It's my fault. It's all my fault. I shouldn't be cold to you. If I could have been nicer to you at that time, you wouldn't be so sad. You wouldn't have reached this moment. I will also worry about appearance. If I treat you better, your worries will be alleviated a lot."
Yuan Heng felt really guilty. He was worried when he heard the news that Ning Guiren was not in good health, but now that he came here in person and saw that she was like this, he felt even more guilty.
Is it because I'm pregnant that I'm like this, and I'm still worried about this? Isn't the source of all these things the fact that I didn't give him everything?
Ning Guiren didn't speak, just leaned against Yuan Heng quietly.
In fact, these words came too late. If I could have said them to myself earlier, I might not have made these mistakes. More importantly, when I really wanted to hear these words, I never got this love or these words. Feeling guilty, if I get it now, I would actually feel more interested.
Listening to these words, she was not moved at all.
After Yuan Heng left, Ning Guiren was still lying quietly on the bed. Now she couldn't eat, drink, or sleep. Touching my bulging belly, I really felt an indescribable feeling.
"Master, you'd better eat something. Now that His Majesty has left, Master doesn't have to show his weakest side in front of His Majesty. His own body is more important!"
Jinxiu brought a bowl of porridge over and saw that her master was so thin. She felt really distressed.
The slave really doesn’t understand why the master must care so much about His Majesty? So what if I get His Majesty's love? Is it possible that the love that has lasted all these years can last a lifetime? Will the master have to suffer like this for the rest of his life? "
Seeing that Ning Guiren still had no reaction, Jinxiu felt a pain in her heart and knelt down beside the bed, crying and persuading.
"The body is the most important thing. Even if you want to fight for something in the future, what will you do if you don't have a good body?"
Did you hear it? His Majesty just said that he was not good enough to me, which made me think wildly. That’s why I still care about my appearance now. This is what I wanted to hear most in the past, but now that I hear it, I don’t feel anything special. Maybe it’s because I was disappointed in the past. He has never comforted me like this. I have been disappointed so many times that my heart has become numb. "
Ning Guiren touched her belly and said to herself. In fact, she hadn't eaten anything now, not even a cup of tea. Smelling the aroma of the porridge, she really didn't have any appetite.
Half of it was because I didn't want to eat, and the other half was because I just wanted His Majesty to know what he was like now, and I just wanted to make His Majesty feel ashamed and guilty, just like he did just now.
"Don't be hard on yourself anymore. Now that you've got His Majesty's guilt, that's good. It means that Master's method is effective. Master, please stop torturing yourself. I feel really distressed when I see this!"
Jinxiu had already burst into tears, and even His Majesty, who was once so cold and ruthless, had already shown his attitude. Why is the Master still so unhappy? Or do you have to torture yourself like this?
"I can't answer the question you asked me now. Maybe this is the tone of my life. Your Majesty has never asked me how I am doing. What's the use of his belated care now? ?”
Ning Guiren sighed and turned around. She didn't want to say this anymore. Maybe she didn't even know what to say.
I did feel a little touched when I received those caring greetings, but after being moved, I seemed to feel that it was nothing more than that. If she had not been pregnant, if she had not been marketed like this, would she still have been able to get such attention? You definitely can't get it.
So getting all of this is conditional, so the attention doesn't seem to be that touching.
"Then this slave will go down first. If the master wants to eat, just tell him to go down. The master can have a good rest."
Jinxiu shook her head and could only retreat first.
No matter how much I want to persuade him, I can only swallow it in my stomach at this moment and let the master take good care of himself first.
"It turns out that His Majesty is worried about these things. In fact, Xin'er and I have tried to persuade him many times, but it seems to be of no use. I didn't expect that even if His Majesty tried to persuade him, she wouldn't listen."
Chun Guiren said helplessly that even though she and Ning Guiren had had many discords in the past, seeing her lose weight like this now gave her an indescribable feeling.
Yuan Heng remained silent, but the guilt in his eyes was so deep. He felt that he was too cold and bad to Ning Guiren in the past, which led to this situation.
"Your Majesty, you don't need to feel guilty. Your Majesty has already done a good job."
Chu Xin brought tea over and said softly, she could feel that Yuan Heng was starting to blame himself again.
"Don't you think that Your Majesty might have done all this on purpose by Ning Guiren?"
After saying this, Chun Guiren immediately gave her a look. Regardless of whether it was intentional or not, it was really inappropriate to say such words at this time.
"what do you mean?"
Yuan Heng narrowed his eyes. It was obvious that he didn't want to hear this.
"Your Majesty, please allow me to say something very bold. I know that a woman's body will undergo great changes after she becomes pregnant. However, doesn't Mr. Ning do this intentionally?
What she wants is His Majesty's love and affection. No matter whether she used blood as medicine in the past or is now looking like she is getting thinner and weaker, all she wants is His Majesty's love and affection. Now it seems that it was a success, and His Majesty is already blaming himself. I knew these words were inappropriate, so I immediately knelt down to apologize. "
After Chu Xin finished speaking, she knelt on the ground directly. She knew that these words might be a bit cruel, but maybe it was true. The harem was such a terrible place, not to mention that she knew Ning Guiren too well.
The most common method used by Ning Guiren was the cruelty trick, which was to gain Yuan Heng's affection by hurting himself.
Maybe he saw Yuan Heng's soft heart.
"That's all, get up. You just said a few words. What's wrong with that?"
Yuan Heng sighed slightly and asked her to get up. In fact, maybe he had thought of this himself, so when he heard these words, he seemed to be expecting it.
Chun Guiren reached out and gently touched Yuan Heng's arm. Like Chu Xin, she could also feel how wrong the current atmosphere was.
Even if Ning Guiren deliberately made himself look so weak, His Majesty will indeed blame himself and feel guilty, because His Majesty's heart is really too soft.
"What you just said is really too bold. Even if you and I know it, but after you say it in front of His Majesty, it will only make him feel even more uncomfortable."
After Yuan Heng left, Chun Guiren pulled Chu Xin to sit down. There was a slight blame in her words. In fact, more importantly, she was afraid that Chu Xin would be punished.
"No, His Majesty should know in his heart that no matter what happens in this situation, he will not punish me for saying this."
Chu Xin shook her head. She knew Yuan Heng somewhat, and he was not such a stingy person who would blame others at will.
"Actually, I just think it's a bit sad. Will Ning Guiren always have to rely on this method to get someone's attention? Using blood as medicine, she made such a big cut on her arm, and now she's pregnant She is pregnant and has lost weight like this, making her body weaker and weaker. Will she really feel better?"
This is what Chu Xin cannot understand the most. Even when she experiences this kind of thing, she would never think of hurting herself, because her body is always the most important.
"Actually, Your Majesty wouldn't want her to see her using this method, because the love she gets in this way will inevitably be accompanied by guilt. If she feels too guilty, she will be under a lot of pressure, and she will think about escaping. She is If you use the wrong method, you will only go further.”
The pure noble thought for a while and said softly, wasn't she actually helpless?
It's like I haven't thought about how to fight with Ning Guiren openly and covertly. Isn't it because Ning Guiren just wants to fight for no reason? I always thought it would be nice to live in harmony.
But the other party was never willing to talk properly, and was always very hostile to me. With things like this, what could he say or do? Always felt. If you say anything more, it will be wrong, and it will arouse the greatest hostility from the other party.
