Chapter 330 Guilty conscience

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What serious thing happened that would make her feel so guilty and scared?

In addition, I had been standing here for a while, and seeing Ning Guiren trembling with fear when he had a nightmare, he felt even more suspicious.

"What qualifications do you, a slave, have to say such a thing in front of me? Get out of here after delivering the bird's nest! Who allowed you to stand in my room? Where is Jinxiu? Where has she gone?"

Ning Guiren forced himself to sit up and glanced outside. He found that no one was in the room. Only Chu Xin was standing here. It was really baffling. Where had everyone in his palace gone?

"Ning Guiren, how can I know about the people around you? But since the bird's nest has been sent here, my lord, you can enjoy it and take good care of yourself. If your lord often has nightmares, it is better to ask the imperial doctor to prescribe some meditation. The medicine for concentration will prevent you from having nightmares when you fall asleep, and you will always talk nonsense!"

Chu Xin smiled slightly, and after saying that, without waiting for Ning Guiren's reaction, she turned around and left. However, when she was leaving, she happened to see Jinxiu coming.

"What did you do? Where have everyone in the house gone? Why didn't you even know that Chu Xin was here?"

Ning Guiren was furious and looked at Jinxiu who came in.

Jinxiu panicked and quickly knelt on the ground.

"The slave has gone to deal with those sugar pills, the slave thinks. The master is sleeping now and can't hear any noise, so he asked everyone to retreat. He had no idea that the people around Chungui would come to deliver bird's nests at this time. It’s all the slave’s fault, I will never let her come in alone next time!”

Feeling Ning Guiren's anger, Jinxiu was extremely frightened, although she didn't know why her master was so angry. Letting Chu Xin in shouldn't be a big deal, let alone someone who wouldn't dare to do anything if he believed it.

"Don't forget, she is the person next to Chun Gui. She is Chun Gui's most trusted girl. How can you afford the price if you harbor evil intentions?"

Ning Gui threw the pillow on the ground angrily, but only she knew how guilty she was. What exactly did she say in her dream just now? Could it be that Chu Xin heard everything? You shouldn’t have said anything, right?

Seeing that Jinxiu was still kowtowing and begging for mercy, Ning Guiren was extremely bored. He felt his ears buzzing and his head seemed to be gradually hurting again.

He stretched out his hand and rubbed his forehead vigorously, and asked Jinxiu to step back. She immediately felt much quieter. Looking at the bird's nests on the table, she really lost any appetite.

Telling you what you want to eat or drink is mostly a lie. The real situation is that you can't eat anything and feel like vomiting when you eat it.

But he just wanted to deliberately torment the pure noble man, just to let the pure noble man make sugar pills with his own hands.

Ning Guiren took a deep breath, but still felt that she couldn't calm down. She always felt uneasy in her heart. The nightmare just now was too real.

It was really terrifying to see His Majesty's cold and disappointed eyes. In fact, if there is no love, where will the hate come from?

Isn't the reason why you are resentful because your feelings are not reciprocated enough? That's why I have such deep resentment, that's why I want to do something wrong, that's why I want to make His Majesty suffer too.

Suddenly, there was a sudden sting in his stomach. Ning Guiren stretched out his hand to touch his stomach, but the stinging feeling disappeared instantly.

Maybe it was because Ning Guiren was so confused at the moment that she didn't pay attention to these things. Anyway, the imperial doctor also said that she would always feel uncomfortable at one point or another during pregnancy. I don’t like to drink those bitter medicines, and I don’t like to be taught by imperial doctors if nothing serious happens.

After all, this child is not His Majesty's, nor is it that valuable, and he can't be born anyway. Even though he said this, his eyes gradually became moist.

After all, it is the flesh that grows on your body. If you really want to let go of it, how can you not have a trace of emotion?

But her reason is telling her that it is not possible, she must not give birth. Just like what Jinxiu said, if she does give birth, I am afraid she will live in guilt and panic for the rest of her life, and the secret will eventually be exposed. .

She didn't care about it herself, this matter would definitely affect her family.

No matter how good your Majesty's temper is, no matter how gentle your temper, how can you really tolerate this matter generously? Where do you dare to gamble?

He sighed and lay back on the bed. He seemed to have fallen asleep again, but this time he didn't have any nightmares.

Chu Xin sent the bird's nest back, always thinking about the scene she just saw. When she entered, Ning Guiren was sleeping soundly, and there was no one in the house. She originally wanted to put the bird's nest down and leave, but she heard Ning Guiren's dream again. Those words said.

He was vague and couldn't hear what it was. He always said that the child was His Majesty's, so of course the child was His Majesty's, but why did he say it so guiltily? What on earth were you dreaming about again? How could you have nightmares at this time?

As I was thinking about it, I didn't pay much attention to the road. In a daze, I realized that I bumped into someone. Her leg was injured, and she accidentally fell to the ground.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! It's all my fault for not seeing the road clearly, I'm sorry!"

It was a little eunuch. When the little eunuch saw Chu Xin lying on the ground and unable to get up, he quickly got up and stepped forward to help him up.

"It's okay, it's okay, I didn't see the road clearly." Chu Xin shook her head quickly and looked at the palm of her hand. When she fell to the ground, the director's heart was scratched and there was some blood seeping out.

Seeing that she was easy to talk to, the little eunuch apologized a few more times and left quickly, just looking at her back as if she was in a hurry.

In the daze, I seemed to smell a hint of fragrance, but it disappeared quickly. Could it be that it came from the little eunuch?

But why does a man have a scent?

She went to the medicine garden again, wanting to talk to Ayun. It seemed like it had been almost a year since she came here, and she saw that Ayun had grown up slowly and turned into a girl as beautiful as a flower.

Every time she went to the medicine garden, Ayun would always smile sweetly at her.

"Every time I come here, I always see you carefully arranging the configuration. It's really getting better and better!"

Ayun was carefully matching the medicinal ingredients, while Chu Xin just walked over and talked to her, watching the medicinal ingredients in Ayun's hands being changed here and there, and in a short while they had a complete set. Prescription is such a powerful little girl.

"Sister Xin'er, don't say that. These are all things I should do. My father is the best physician in the palace. As her only daughter, I can't be any worse!"

Although Ah Yun said this, she was still a little happy after receiving praise.

"Ning Guiren has a child, so His Majesty will naturally pay more attention to him. Chun Guiren is a very sensible person. She shouldn't be unhappy, right? If she is unhappy, Sister Xin'er will spend more time with her. Talk to her. If Pure Nobility needs it, I can prepare some prescriptions for her to help with pregnancy. What do you think, Sister Xin'er?"

Although Ayun stayed in the medicine garden all year round, she was not unclear about what was happening outside, not to mention that Ning Guiren had a child, which was extremely high-profile and even used medicinal materials in the medicine garden.

"No need, a noble lady won't think about this. She has always been a person who doesn't fight or grab, and she doesn't like to use these conspiracy methods."

Chu Xin smiled and shook her head. She really understood pure noble people so well that she didn't need these methods at all. What's more, if true love can only be obtained by having children, then isn't true love too cheap?

"Although there are not many concubines in Your Majesty's harem, I can still feel that they are all fighting for each other. If there were more concubines in the harem, what would it be like? Your Majesty can handle it. are you coming?"

Ayun was a little distressed. She really couldn't figure out what the use was of having so many women around a man. Every woman fights back and forth. Is this what men want to see?

But she felt that His Majesty should not be such a person. Women are really loved by men, but it is not entirely true. It is also based on her status.

In the final analysis, it is because women can only fight in this way. If there are other methods, such consequences should not occur.

Chu Xin was a little unwilling. Whatever a man wanted, if he fought for it, he might be able to get it. Just like Xiao Zhi, didn't he get everything he finally wanted now?

But as for me, I was still confused and had nothing. If I hadn't come to Nanliang, if I hadn't met the noble Yuan Heng, I don't know what my life would have been like.

It's just because she has no confidence and no one gives her everything.

"Sister Xin'er is right. If this is the case, then I would rather never marry in this life. These medical books and prescriptions are enough for me to study for a lifetime!"

Ayun raised her mouth with a look of displeasure. It was precisely because she had lived in the harem since she was a child, and after seeing how cruel it was, she naturally had some psychological shadow.

She didn't want to be like this, always fighting and always full of endless resentment. That would be really terrible.

Chu Xin just smiled, a little envious of Ayun's ability to grow into such a lively and cute figure. Naturally, it was inseparable from the teaching and love of Imperial Physician Song.

With such a good father, it is natural to live such a happy life, not to mention having good medical skills. In such a large medicine garden, there are so many medicinal materials and so many medical books that you can read for a lifetime.

After taking some more medicine to treat scars, Chu Xin went back. She had just fallen down on the road and her palms were bruised with blood. She had to go back and apply some medicine.

Just thinking about seeing Ning Guiren having a nightmare just now, I still feel a little baffled. What on earth did he dream about, and why is he so guilty?

When I thought about the people I met by chance when I left the palace that day, and what I heard, I suddenly had an idea inexplicably.

On this day, she specially picked a suitable moment to deliver the things. She stood outside the door without going in and heard the sound inside.

I asked De Shou who was standing outside, "The person speaking inside is Mr. Xu, the person your Majesty trusts the most?"

De Shou nodded, and Chu Xin understood, so he kept standing outside. When he saw the door opened, the person who came out was a handsome adult.

Chu Xin quickly lowered her head and went in carrying the pastries.

"To this day, I still remember what His Majesty said to me in the palace. I feel that having too many women around me is not a good thing. It would be nice to have one who truly loves me. Look, now you have to be busy with government affairs, and you also I have to take care of the affairs of the harem, can you handle it?"

As soon as Chu Xin entered, she put down the pastries and complained softly.

"Of course it can't be controlled, so it's all thanks to Pure Nobility and thanks to you."

Yuan Heng looked at Chu Xin with a somewhat embarrassed smile. He really felt that she seemed to have changed a lot.

When she first saw him in the medicine garden, she had her head lowered, as if she was afraid of meeting people. Unexpectedly, she dared to lose her temper in front of him now. It seemed that the noble man was really very nice to her. good.

"I have something I don't know whether to say or not. After putting away the pastries," Chu Xin stood next to Yuan Heng and spoke, hesitatingly looking away, thinking about what words to express better.

"What's wrong with you? You look like you have something hard to say. You are not like this in front of me. You have been so arrogant so many times before. Why are you in trouble now?"

Yuan Heng put down his pen with a smile and turned his head to look at Chu Xin. Seeing her dodge, he couldn't help but become a little curious.

"Since you asked me to say it, I will really say it!"

Chu Xin took a deep breath, "Do you still remember when you went to see Ning Guiren? And when did she have her child? The imperial doctor originally said that she was more than a month pregnant. A month ago, When did you go see Ning Guiren?"

After saying that, Chu Xin quickly turned her head, not daring to look into Yuan Heng's eyes. What she said seemed a bit inexplicable. Yuan Heng should be angry, right?

When he was thinking about how to kowtow and beg for mercy later, Yuan Heng unexpectedly spoke.

"I went to see Ning Gui on her birthday. At that time, he took her and said he wanted to taste the wine."

I have to say that Yuan Heng is really good-tempered and even answered this question seriously.

Chu Xin felt that her cotton pads were burning red. I can only sigh with emotion, you are really good-tempered. Now that we have the answer, we should put some thoughts into our stomachs. After all, such a thing is unlikely, right?

"Is the gentleman I saw coming out just now Mr. Xu? Is it you, Mr. Xu who came into the palace to handle government affairs after I went to the palace with you?"

Thinking of what happened just now, Chu Xin could only quickly change the topic.