"I came to the palace to take care of His Majesty on the orders of a noble nobleman. What does it matter?"
Chu Xin was a little evasive and didn't want to talk about this topic anymore. To be precise, she had never thought about this issue. She thought more that she was carrying out the orders of a noble person and didn't dare to think about it one more step.
Inexplicably, he felt like escaping, and after a few casual words, he returned to his room.
I don't know why, but I seem to be avoiding it, and I don't dare to look directly at this topic.
In fact, Chun Gui Ren is so kind to her, and she treats Chun Gui Ren as a sister. If she really did such a thing, wouldn't she be very sorry?
No woman is willing to let her husband have another woman by his side. She has felt this pain before, so she is absolutely unwilling to bring this pain to other women. It is really unfair.
After realizing this inexplicably, I just went to deliver the medicine each time without saying a word during the process. After delivering the medicine, I hurried out and stayed much less time than normal.
I knew I was escaping, but I had no choice. I felt that my heart was in a mess and I couldn't sort out any of my thoughts.
This time, when Chu Xing was about to take the medicine bowl down, he was stopped.
"What's wrong with you these days? Don't you want to stay here for a little longer? Is there something you don't want to see?"
Yuan Heng had noticed something was wrong a long time ago, but he just endured it until now.
He didn't like this feeling very much.
Except for Chu Xin, no one around him could make him feel relaxed and at ease. No matter what he said or did, he was always worried about his body.
It always makes him feel like a useless waste, and he really doesn't like this feeling.
Finally, he had Chu Xin who could talk to him carelessly, but now every time after delivering the medicine, he couldn't wait to leave, which made him feel very disappointed.
"I don't understand what you mean. There is nothing to say between you and me. I am only responsible for delivering medicine every day. After the medicine is delivered, I naturally have to go back."
Chu Xin turned around and lowered her head, still speaking harshly.
"You know that's not what I'm talking about. Do you understand what I mean?"
Yuan Heng is still a little lonely. He doesn't know why he is like this. Growing up, there is no one around him who is as casual as Chu Xin. He doesn't like the feeling of being carefully tolerated by others.
"Is it possible that you still hate what I said? It would be fine if I didn't tell you those things."
Yuan Heng was a little sorry.
He knew clearly that Chu Xin was still brooding about those things in Beiqi, but he also said, wasn't this news deliberately embarrassing to the other party?
"It's not these. You don't need to mention these anymore. I don't care about those things at all."
Chu Xin quickly denied it, but she didn't know what to say next, because these things were really ridiculous and unbelievable.
But it was vaguely like letting it go, and she couldn't figure it out herself.
"Jungui is really a very good person, both to me and to you. I don't want to make her unhappy. You have neglected him for two years, shouldn't you make up for it properly?"
Chu Xin spoke a little hastily, or maybe she was hiding some emotions in her heart.
In fact, I can feel subconsciously that the women in Yuan Heng's harem have always been very good, but I am just too confused now and speak a little indiscriminately.
"I've always treated people around me well and never treated anyone harshly. It's just that I'm weak and can't take care of everyone. I didn't know Ning Guiren's true face before and thought she was as dignified as she was in front of me. Gentle. I didn’t know that I was like this in private. Now, now I have made up for it, aren’t these enough? "
Yuan Heng's mood became increasingly depressed.
In fact, he himself felt guilty. Sometimes in the dead of night, he would feel ashamed when he thought about these things. I misjudged the person. He was the one who made Chunguiren suffer so many years of injustice, so now he has tried his best to make up for it.
However, the final analysis is that he is weak and has been sick all year round. If he had a good body, this would not happen.
After all, isn't it all his fault? Why does he have to be sick all year round? Why doesn't he have a healthy body?
"Okay, okay, that's not what I meant. Just think that I said something wrong!"
Chu Xin immediately felt that Yuan Heng's mood had become lonely again, so she quickly turned to look at him, comforted him softly, and touched his arm as she spoke.
In fact, these words are not her true words, they are just excuses to escape these emotions. If she doesn't say them, then she really doesn't know what to say.
"I have always regarded you as my best friend, and you have given me a lot of help. You have given me the most kindness, which is unmatched by anyone. I am very grateful to you, I am really grateful to you. . Even if there is no order from Pure Noble, I will stay by your side and take good care of you like this. This is what I should do, even if it is to repay your kindness."
Chu Xin looked at her and said sincerely. If not for anything else, just for Yuan Heng to take him in, this is already a huge kindness.
"Okay, I understand."
Yuan Heng finally felt better.
Only he knows how fragile his heart is. He is good to others and hopes others will be equally good to him.
After experiencing this heart-to-heart talk, you may feel that some things in your heart have been unraveled.
yes. Isn’t it a matter of course to stay here and take care of Yuan Heng? No matter what the reason is, as long as you can take good care of him, I sincerely hope that Yuan Heng will get better.
At night, Chun Guiren slept very uneasily. She didn't know why. She always had a very uneasy feeling in her heart. She couldn't tell what would happen for a while.
There is always good news coming from the palace. It is said that Yuan Heng takes medicine on time and his condition is slowly under control. Chu Xin is also taking good care of him. This is good news, but he is always concerned about things in the palace. I feel very uneasy.
I didn't believe that Ning Guiren would bow his head so easily. I always felt that something might happen to her in the future under her calm appearance.
These days, people have been monitoring it intentionally or unintentionally, but no movement has been found.
Since I came back from burning incense and worshiping Buddha a few days ago, I only stay in my palace every day, and my whole person seems to have become much quieter.
"Has there been any news these days? Is it still the same as before, never coming out once? How could he become so quiet?"
When we got together the next day, we asked about Hexiang.
I really don't believe that Ning Guiren would be so quiet. I always feel that there is some ulterior secret in it.
"My lord, it is indeed like this. I have sent people to keep an eye on it every day. It is true that there is no news."
He Xiang stood behind her, combing her hair and reporting truthfully.
"Forget it, there's no need to send someone to keep an eye on it, just let her do it. Since His Majesty is not in the palace anyway, no one will come to watch the show no matter what she wants to do. I think she will feel like asking for trouble."
As the pure nobleman spoke, he took the rouge and gently applied it on his face. In fact, His Majesty is not in the palace. No matter how beautifully she dresses, no one comes to see her.
In more than a month, His Majesty will return from the palace, but at that time, I don’t know what the relationship between him and Chu Xin will be like. Will they become closer? I just hope they don't waste all their hard work.
"The letters I wrote to Xin'er should have been sent to the palace. I wonder what he will say after reading these letters?"
Chu Guiren sighed, believing that Xin'er is a smart girl and can understand what she means, but now it depends on what she means.
At this moment, Chu Xin was looking at the letter sent by the noble lady in the house.
In addition to asking her to take good care of His Majesty and herself, she seemed to have some other meaning.
I can keenly feel what this other meaning is, but on the other hand, I feel a very subtle feeling. Is there really a woman who can be so generous?
When she was the concubine, she felt terribly sad when she saw the addition of Mrs. Qingyun in the backyard. How come the noble lady didn't seem to be unhappy at all?
In fact, isn’t my aunt like this too? I heard his complaints that night, as if he was gnashing his teeth with hatred. Nothing in this world is fair.
Is there really any woman willing to be so generous? She admitted that Chun Guiren was a very good person, but when it came to love, shouldn't people be selfish?
Chu heartily put the letter into the box at the bottom of the dressing table.
After reading this letter, I felt like I had something on my mind. I always looked sad and didn't know what to do.
She admitted that this letter disturbed her mind, and she felt that many things had become vague, as if they were no longer what they were.
But after a day or two, I buried these things in my heart again. Isn't the current situation very good anyway?
She had a good life staying here, and it would be better if she stayed with the pure noble people. She just hoped to stay with the pure noble people.
The situation in the harem is complicated, and something may happen in the future. It would be best to help Pure Nobility solve all the troubles and make her become Yuan Heng's favorite concubine.
As for the other things, I’ll talk about them later.
After making the decision, I felt a lot more relaxed, and I could act as naturally as before when facing Yuan Heng.
Anyway, they had met when they were children, and their fate started when they were children. Yuan Heng always helped him time and time again.
Maybe God has never been so cruel to her, and she will always meet a few people who are kind to her.
