"Perhaps even the lord himself has not realized how wrong these things are. It seems that the uneasy premonition in my heart has finally come true. I have been entering the palace more diligently these days, and I have seen the person in my heart. People, so it doesn’t really matter to the people around you, right?”
Suhua asked this question sourly. In fact, she had been holding it back for a long time. It was because he could feel these changes keenly that he couldn't calm down anymore.
"Shut up, don't forget your identity. What qualifications do you have to say these things in front of me? If it weren't for the fact that you look similar to him, I'm afraid you would be nothing more than a slave serving others!"
Xu Yan's eyes suddenly became fierce. It was obvious that he was really angry now. All his tenderness was reserved for the person in the palace, and he was only impatient with the people around him.
He used to think that Su Hua was very similar to her, but now it seems that she has become so unreasonable and uncompromising, and nothing he says is what he likes to hear.
"If you dare to say these nonsense in front of me again, don't forget your original identity. I can still bring you back to your original form!"
Suhua suddenly became afraid and quickly apologized.
In fact, I wanted to restrain myself just now, but I just couldn't help it. I didn't expect to receive such a reprimand. I really felt that my face was shameless.
But even so, the uneasy feeling is getting deeper and deeper. I am afraid that there is something really going on with the person in the palace, which is why he is becoming more and more impatient with himself.
After Suhua went out, Xu Yan took a deep breath, breathing rapidly. In fact, his heart was beating very fast because he was really too guilty.
No matter how calm he usually is, this kind of thing is indeed shameful. If it were spread, he might be convicted. How could he not feel guilty?
But no matter how guilty he felt, he still did it without hesitation.
Do you regret it? It seems that he doesn't regret it. If he really regretted it, he would not talk to Ning Guiren at the beginning. Since Ning Guiren has chosen to embark on this path, he has nothing to fear.
Isn't it a good thing to die under the peonies?
It's just that this Suhua was indeed overly pampered by him and dared to say these words in front of him. I'm afraid she will have to give her a good beating in the future to make her know her duty and not to do whatever she wants.
Sure enough, on the second day, Suhua was banned for a full month and was not allowed to leave the room, so as not to cause her to be an eyesore in front of him.
Suhua cried in her room until her eyes were swollen. She didn't expect it to be so serious. Didn't she just accidentally say a few wrong words?
Why was he punished so severely? This has never happened before.
It seems that what happened this time is indeed too serious. I am afraid these words have touched the heart of the adults.
This is what I thought in my heart, but I didn't dare to say it out anymore.
For more than a month, I could only stay in my room and think quietly about my past.
Sitting in the sedan chair leaving the palace, Ning Guiren was very calm.
I told Ning Guiren yesterday that I wanted to leave the palace today to go to Fu'an Temple to offer incense and pray for blessings, and to ask the Buddha to bless me. More importantly, I want him to regain His Majesty's heart, but this wish seems a little slim and difficult to realize.
"It can be said that the pure nobleman had good sense and did not embarrass the master too much on this matter. It's a great relief for us to come out of the palace."
Jinxiu sat next to Ning Guiren and looked at her distressedly. In fact, he could feel that his master's mood had become extremely depressed during this period of time.
But there seems to be no good solution. Now that His Majesty is not in the palace, even if he wants to do something, there is nothing he can do.
"It's good when you come out. There's no need to talk about this anymore."
Ning Guiren didn't seem interested in talking about this. He opened the curtain and glanced out the window.
She recognized that the road was coming soon.
"Master, don't worry. All the slaves and maids have been arranged. After the incense is applied, they will excuse themselves to say they are not feeling well and go to the delivery room to rest. All the slaves and maids there have been taken care of and will definitely not be discovered."
Jinxiu lowered her voice and whispered.
He knew what his master was doing, and he also knew how risky it would be if word spread.
But there was no other way, she only thought about her master.
What's more, if Mr. Xu doesn't want to come, no one can force him. No matter what he does, isn't he willing? You can’t blame anyone else!
Ning Guiren nodded lightly.
Now she is dressed very elegantly, and her whole expression has become a little sad, especially between her eyebrows, which always look so aggrieved and pitiful. Instead, she has returned to the quiet and lovable time before. Got it
Just as Jinxiu said, everything was taken care of.
After Ning Guiren finished offering incense, he pretended to be uncomfortable and went to the Zen room far away to rest.
After entering. After a while, a person sneaked in from outside, and that person was Xu Yan.
"I knew you'd come over, you've never let me down."
After closing the door, Ning Guiren suddenly had a smile on his face.
He feels that he has been ignored for too long. He is also a human being and needs comfort and companionship. You also need someone around you who can love you.
That person used to be His Majesty, but now it can still be replaced by someone else. She knew what a rebellious thing she was doing now, but so what?
She wasn't afraid at all.
"Yes, even I never thought that I would still be soft-hearted to you. I told you two years ago that I will treat you as a person without you from now on. I didn't expect that I still can't do what I said. arrive."
Xu Yan laughed self-deprecatingly. He was wearing black clothes today just to not attract attention.
In fact, not many people here will notice it. Just like Ning Guiren said, she is too silent now, and no one will pay attention to him.
"Did you bring the things I asked you to bring?"
Ning Guiren walked over and spoke calmly.
Xu Yan hesitated for a while. It was obvious that he had not yet decided whether to take it out.
"I know you brought them, take them out to me, I need these!"
Ning Guiren suddenly looked at him forcefully and said.
"You should know what kind of situation I am in the palace now. If you don't want me to be depressed like this again, give me what I want as soon as possible. Even if something happens in the future, I will never You can rest assured that this has been implicated on you!”
Ning Guiren's tone was a little hasty. This was the purpose of coming here today. If he couldn't get these things, his trip would be in vain.
I have thought about what I want very clearly, and I have even thought about it over and over again on the way here. This is something I must get. Since this plan has started, it will never be interrupted.
Gotta get this thing.
"Since it is what you want, then I will find it for you. I have indeed brought it here, but I am still a little worried. Once this starts, have you thought about how it will end?"
Xu Yan was still worried. He had indeed brought the things and put them in his sleeves, but he still couldn't take them out.
He could predict what Ning Guiren would do. If these things got serious, they would not end so easily.
"You don't have to persuade me anymore. If you could persuade me, then today wouldn't be here. I said, I must get this thing, give it to me quickly!"
Ning Guiren urged quickly, she couldn't wait any longer.
These days are getting harder and harder every day, and I really can’t wait any longer.
"Okay, since you want it, I'll give it to you."
Xu Yan took out a tips bag from his sleeve.
Ning Guiren felt happy and quickly took the kit over. When he opened it, there was a pill.
"I want you to promise in front of me that the pills here will definitely bring me what I want, and they must have the effects mentioned. You must not lie to me, right?"
After getting the things, I was still a little worried.
Ning Guiren raised his head and looked at Xu Yan, making sure to get the exact answer he wanted.
"You don't have to doubt me. I'm already willing to prepare these things for you, so there's no reason to lie to you. If you want it, I'll find it for you."
Xu Yan was helpless, he had already done this, why didn't he still believe in himself?
"Wan Ning, even in the past two years, I have resented you in my heart. But when I saw you, I was never willing to pour out these resentments on you. I have done all your requests wholeheartedly, even to this point. It’s time, do you still doubt me?”
Perhaps he couldn't help himself, so he called out Ning Guiren's name. After saying that, even Xu Yan was stunned for a moment.
It turned out that over the past two years, he still couldn't forget the past, and naturally he couldn't be cruel to the people in the past.
Hearing his name, Ning Guiren seemed to be in a trance again.
But it only took a moment before he put the pill back into the pouch and held the pouch tightly.
"Thank you very much. I told you about my current situation in the harem. Without your help, I'm afraid no one would pay attention to me, and letting others bully me would be my final fate."
Ning Guiren said unwillingly, maybe because he had enjoyed everything good in the past, he simply couldn't bear the current mediocrity for a second.
She just wants to return to her previous situation, and is absolutely not willing to be stepped on. She knows what she is doing now, but she is not afraid. You have no regrets at all. So what if His Majesty sees it at this moment?
As long as he can make him feel a little bit emotional, then he will be considered a winner.
"I understand, so I will definitely find it for you if you want it."
Xu Yan felt distressed. In fact, it was because he understood so well that he couldn't bear any resentment toward Ning Guisheng, and could only feel distressed.
In fact, if he is cruel, he really can't be cruel. When he really sees this person, he will feel that there is only endless softness left, and he will never be willing to refuse.
"I know that you will always be the best to me. Even if I regret it, I have no way out now. I will treat this as I am sorry for you and I am sorry for you."
Ning Guiren raised his head and looked into Xu Yan's eyes with tears in his eyes. He knew that his current appearance must be the last to be lovable, and he also knew that the other party would be soft-hearted.
Because she knew Xu Yan very well. They had been close to each other for so many years, and he really knew exactly what the other person was like.
"Regret? Are you saying you regret it?"
Xu Yan suddenly became excited. He held Ning Guiren's shoulders and asked again and again.
"If it were to happen again, would you make the same choice as before? Are you saying that you already regret it? Do you regret entering the palace?"
Xu Yan couldn't wait to ask. He didn't know what he was excited about now. Things had already become like this, so what if he regretted it?
