"All this has passed, and all the bad things have become memories. Now that you stay here, everything will be fine. At least I have the ability to protect you."
Yuan Heng reached out and touched his heart, breathing slowly.
"I understand, thank you." Chu Xin looked up at him and smiled.
"But there is something I want to tell you. I wonder if you are willing to listen? It's about Beiqi, about Xiao Zhi."
Yuan Heng suddenly hesitated for a while, but still planned to speak out.
"What's up?"
Chu Xin suddenly had a bad premonition for no reason. Yuan Heng would never talk to him like this on weekdays, but now he said it like this, it meant that something big must have happened.
"His Majesty the Northern Qi Dynasty is critically ill now. All affairs in the palace are managed by King Xiang Xiao Zhi. As long as His Majesty the Northern Qi Dynasty dies, the position of the throne will only belong to Xiao Zhi.
He is currently enjoying a happy life and everything is going well. Do you feel uncomfortable knowing this news? "
Yuan Heng looked at Chu Xin quietly, not missing any expression on the other person's face.
Sure enough, he saw a moment of despair in Chu Xin's eyes. Yes, this was such desperate news.
"It's not fair, it's really unfair. Now Xiao Zhi is finally going to get everything he wants? He is finally going to get it!"
Chu Xin suddenly cried and laughed.
"I've known him since I was a child. At that time, he was working as a proton in Chu State. He said that he would never just be a proton for the rest of his life, and that one day he would be able to control the fate of others. Now, he has succeeded, and finally It was successful!”
Chu Xin said these words with gritted teeth. She really hated herself and hated her former self.
If she could turn back time, she would definitely go back to her childhood and kill Xiao Zhi with her own hands.
He died once because of him. Xiao Zhi didn't pay for it with his life, but his life was getting better and better. How could God be so unfair?
"Okay, you don't have to be like this. There are a lot of unfair things in the world. Why don't you and I guess who his queen will be? Didn't you hear that King Xiang and Princess Xiang have always been at odds?"
Yuan Heng wanted to divert the topic.
"Of course it will be Chu Yi."
Chu Xin looked at the ground calmly, but the tears in the corners of her eyes were still slowly flowing down.
She was so desperate. Why was Xiao Zhi still so proud?
"If you stay with him now, do you think he will let you be his queen?"
Yuan Heng asked again.
"No, of course not. His feelings for me are not that deep to begin with, not to mention that I can't help him with anything. Maybe if I had stayed with him, he would have abandoned me long ago. "
Chu Xin laughed to herself.
"Many times, I feel that I was so stupid in the past. Why do I believe that a person will have such deep feelings for me? Why do I think that his promises will never change in my life? He is a What a cold-hearted person!”
"Some people have very cold and hard hearts, but some people have very soft hearts. People are just different."
Yuan Heng refuted this sentence inexplicably.
At this moment, Chu Xin was immersed in disappointment and self-deprecation, and did not realize that there was something wrong with this sentence.
This was really not good news for her. Ever since she found out, she felt so sad.
I can't eat well, drink well, or sleep well. When I stay with Yuan Heng, I don't take care of him as seriously as before. I often stay in a daze and fall into a trance.
Admit it, she was affected by the news.
"Ever since I told you the news, you seem to have lost a lot. Now it seems that I feel a little regretful. It seems that I shouldn't have told you the news."
Today, Yuan Heng seemed to be in good spirits and was reading a book. He looked at Chu Xin who was standing next to him, Momo, and smiled slightly.
"Even if you don't tell me, the news will spread everywhere, and I will naturally know it. It just doesn't matter if it's earlier or later."
Chu Xin rubbed the ink casually and sighed heavily. This feeling was really torturous.
"When I stayed with him as his concubine, I felt like I was being wronged every day. I was not treated well by Chu Yi, and she always tried her best to make things difficult for me.
And what about Xiao Zhi? Mingchi was naturally on his side. Now it seems that I am just a superfluous existence, and I should not get involved at all! "
Chu Xin was really getting more and more angry as she talked. Perhaps she subconsciously knew that Yuan Heng was an extremely gentle person, so she couldn't help but be a bit petty in front of him.
"You know these men are all heartbroken. When they like them, they will say nice things and coax them. When they don't like them, they will throw them aside and let others bully them!"
Chu Xin's rubbing movements became more and more intense, and some ink even splashed on Yuan Heng's sleeves.
"A man's mouth can actually say some sweet words to deceive women. He once deceived me with these words, didn't he also deceive Chu Yi in the same way?
When you first married Chu Yi as your concubine, weren't you coaxed and coaxed as usual? Now that his position is stable and he and Chu Yi are gradually at odds, I am just waiting to see who the next woman he will coax with his sweet words is! "
Chu Xin was really furious, and the movements in her hands became bigger and bigger.
At the end, he suddenly felt that his hand was grabbed by another hand and stopped moving.
"Have you finished venting?"
"What?"
Chu Xin was still a little unresponsive, staring blankly at Yuan Heng who was holding her hand.
"Have you vented all the anger in your heart these days? I'm the one who told you this news, and you should vent it in front of me."
Yuan Heng let go of Chu Xin's hand. He looked at the ink on his white sleeves, which looked very abrupt, and could only smile helplessly.
"Actually, I'm just relying on your good temper and your inability to punish others, so I dare to do this in front of you. What's more, what's the use of venting my anger on you? Wasn't it just me who was stupid in the first place? It's not you who caused the harm. Instead of killing me, you helped me."
Chu Xin lowered her head and looked very disappointed. Look, even if she wanted to vent her anger, she couldn't find anyone. Instead, she only dared to move towards people who were good to her.
"Actually, I'm not respectful at all in front of you. Instead, I rely on your temper to act recklessly. Many times, you can punish me. This is in Nanliang, not Chu State. I'm not a princess, just a servant. Servant."
Chu Xin muttered in frustration, feeling that her life was really a failure.
Even though they have been killed once, it seems that there is still no way to take revenge, but they can only watch the enemy become more and more prosperous.
"As you said, I am a soft-hearted person with a good temper, and I am very generous to everyone around me. The same is true for you, so if you lose your temper in front of me, I will not blame you. I will only feel distressed. .”
Yuan Heng said the last sentence so softly that Chu Xin didn't seem to hear it.
"Who am I now? Can I just linger on? Is my life a mistake? Or maybe I should have died in the cold palace? If I knew that my life would be so difficult, I would rather not live Got it!"
Chu Xin choked with grievance. There will always be a day when people are overwhelmed by things.
Even though he had been pretending to be strong for so long, he was still completely defeated after hearing the news.
"I have never been a strong person. Even if my face is ruined and my legs are disabled, I have never been so desperate. But now I feel that I can no longer hold on!"
Chu Xin was so choked that she couldn't speak, and her tears were like small raindrops, falling one after another.
I really feel that my life is so meaningless, even if I crash to death, it will be over and done with!
"You didn't advise me like this before. How come you are like this in yourself?"
Yuan Heng reached out and held Chu Xin's arm, "In my opinion, you have always been a strong person. Seeing you like this, I really regret telling you this news!"
When Yuan Heng was anxious, he couldn't help but cough, but at the moment he couldn't care less. He could only take a few deep breaths to suppress the painful and itchy feeling.
"Actually, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. You have said it countless times in front of me. What happened in the past is in the past. You don't have to care so much. You will still be fine if you stay here. I will be your biggest supporter. , you can stay here quietly."
Yuan Heng endured the pain and comforted her softly.
But Chu Xin still didn't listen. She already felt that her emotions were about to collapse, and she was still crying in grievance.
"When I sent the Song Imperial Physician and his daughter to bring you back, I asked someone to investigate your life experience. I knew your identity at that time, but I still tolerated it, and I was willing to let you stay in Nanliang.
I know that Chungui is a very good person. If you stay with her, you will not be wronged. I have arranged the best for you. God will never be so cruel to you, and you will not be surrounded by ruthless and unjust people. "
After speaking for such a long time, Yuan Heng felt that his heart and lungs began to hurt again.
He let go of his hand, covered his mouth, and fell into coughing again. He really hated his useless body.
If you are healthy, you can explain it clearly to Chu Xin, instead of just pausing after saying a few words.
It hurts, it really hurts so much, I feel like my heart is going to be coughed out.
The next second, he felt someone patting his back gently. Yuan Heng breathed rapidly, feeling that he was finally feeling better.
"Or maybe it's because I've been taking care of you these days. Whenever I hear your coughs, I always worry subconsciously, and I can't even care about my own grievances."
Chu Xin's voice was still choked when she spoke now, and the tears on her face had not yet been wiped away.
