"I just told you that there is nothing wrong. You don't need to stay here with me. Go down and rest."
Xu Yan obviously didn't want to say any more, so he took a few deep breaths and finally calmed down.
When I think about what just happened, I always feel regretful and exciting.
Sometimes he regretted it, and sometimes he didn't regret it. To be precise, the moment he stepped into Fuling Palace, he knew he had no regrets.
"My lord has been really indifferent to me recently. I just think it's a little strange. Why do you have to deal with something and come back so late?"
Suhua said aggrievedly, obviously, she was not willing to leave yet.
Holding up the hem of her skirt, she walked up to Xu Yan and wanted to reach out to touch his arm. Unexpectedly, Xu Yan avoided it in advance and looked very impatient.
"I've just made it very clear to you that I still have a lot of things to do now, and you staying here will only disturb me. Don't forget your identity!"
Xu Yan said this in a cold tone. It was obvious that he was no longer as gentle as before and had to use his identity to suppress others.
To be precise, when you have someone you really like, you don't seem to have much patience when it comes to the person next to you.
"Yes, I understand. Since you don't want to see me now, then I won't stay here to be an eyesore."
Suhua went out out of anger.
In the past two years, she has lived well by staying with the adults, and the adults have been very gentle and tolerant to her.
But today's attitude was really unacceptable, and more importantly, she really felt uneasy.
After Suhua left, Xu Yan gradually couldn't calm down.
He always feels that his heart is beating very fast. He has done such a rebellious thing, and he is afraid that he will be completely trapped in the future, right?
After Ning Guiren returned, he was confused for a moment, and then he clearly knew that this matter had been done.
Then she asked Jinxiu to prepare bath water, hoping to wash away all the sticky things on her body.
What happened tonight cannot be treated as if it never happened, right?
More importantly, even after so long, she was still able to hold the man's heart tightly. Now that he has this relationship, Xu Yan can never escape in the future.
"This slave really cares about the master. If your majesty loves the master more, why would the master do such a thing?"
Jinxiu poured ladle after ladle of hot water into the tub. I felt really distressed as I spoke.
She stayed outside the store for more than an hour. When she went in and saw her naked master lying on the bed, she felt really distressed.
She knew how treacherous this kind of thing was, and that if it spread, it would definitely end badly, but she could deeply feel the pain in her master's heart.
"There is nothing to feel bad about. These are all things I am willing to do. And now I feel very happy, really happy."
Ning Guiren felt the warmth of the hot water on her body, and could feel Jinxiu's distress for her, but it was unnecessary.
She did these things of her own free will, just because she wanted to take revenge on His Majesty.
His Majesty has betrayed her sincerity, so why does she still love His Majesty?
"Master, aren't you afraid that this matter will spread? If it is discovered in the future? Will Your Majesty still tolerate you?"
Jinxiu couldn't help but asked in a low voice, this is what really worries her the most. No matter how generous your majesty is, can you still be so tolerant towards these things?
"Now our place has long been like a cold palace. Who is willing to come here and whose eyes will be on this place? Aren't everyone's eyes on pure nobles? She is His Majesty's favorite concubine. I am someone close to His Majesty’s heart, will Your Majesty care about what I do?”
Ning Guiren laughed to himself, closed his eyes, and quietly enjoyed the warmth of this moment.
It's an amazing feeling. After I finish my work tonight, I feel like I have been reborn and radiant when I come back.
Because it was finally not His Majesty who felt sorry for me. Finally, His Majesty will not let himself down.
"From the slave's point of view, the master has suffered a lot of grievances. If only your majesty could love the master more, things would not have happened to this point. Of course, all this is the pure nobleman's fault!"
Jinxiu looked dissatisfied. Of course, everything she did was for her master.
In her opinion, a pure nobleman is the one who should least appear.
"When he was unknown to me in the past, why didn't I think that today would happen? If I had known that today would happen, I would definitely end her."
Ning Guiren closed his eyes and sighed. Things in this world are really uncertain, things are really changing.
In the past, I was able to suppress the Pure Nobility, but what about now? Isn't it the other way around?
"Master, why are you saying these depressing words? I don't believe that I can still get His Majesty's love for the rest of my life."
Jinxiu said angrily, "What's more, didn't she ask Xin'er beside her to follow Your Majesty to the palace? Didn't she make it clear that she wanted Xin'er to become His Majesty's concubine and her helper? Doing so would mean that in her eyes After all, status is more important. How much love can I have for His Majesty?"
"That's enough, I don't want to hear this anymore!"
Ning Guiren suddenly became angry when he heard this sentence for some reason.
"What does it matter whether I love you or not? When I loved Your Majesty, did Your Majesty ever love me? He is not worthy of asking for the love of others."
Ning Guiren took a deep breath.
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I still got revenge on His Majesty, so it can be considered even.
Palace.
The weather is very good today, and Chu Xin is helping Yuan Heng for a walk. His health has really improved a lot in the past few days, and naturally it is because of his daily medication.
As for Chu Xin, he would always find a way to put a sugar pill in the palm of his hand after drinking the medicine. By the way, he would also talk about how hard the noble man worked and how full of love he was when making the sugar pill.
And Yuan Heng seems to be used to it, and he has long expected that Chu Xin will definitely mention Pure Nobility in front of him.
"Do you know why Pure Noble asked you to come and take care of me?"
Yuan Heng suddenly brought up this topic. Could it be that he might also know something?
"Perhaps the noble lady thinks that I have met His Majesty when we were young, and we have had a few encounters. She also thinks that I am clever and can take care of people. She is most relieved that I will take care of His Majesty!"
Chu Xinyang praised herself proudly. This was all the answer she could think of, and it should be the same.
As for Yuan Heng, he didn't speak, but his expression was a little subtle.
"I know that you are a really good and good person. You are so generous and kind to everyone, and the same is true for me. When you were in the medicine garden, you should have discovered my little thoughts, but you You still let me stay with Pure Noble. You took me in, and I should thank you. You helped me when I was a child, and you still help me now."
Chu Xin said while supporting Yuan Heng's arm, letting the other person's body lean against her gently.
The two of them were so close that they could feel each other's breathing. Chu Xin suddenly couldn't help but blush quietly.
Who wouldn't like to treat such a gentle person?
What's more, over the years, she felt that she was really afraid and had become more and more timid.
She doesn't have the courage to like someone again. She only knows that if someone treats her well, she will be very grateful.
"I can feel the torture of the disease myself. I know. How painful it is. If I can be kind to others, that would be good."
Yuan Heng panted slightly and felt that more than half of his body was leaning on Chu Xin. He really didn't have much strength and could only lean on her.
"Are you having a hard time in Beiqi? If you are willing to answer this question."
Yuan Heng suddenly asked this question again. This was a question he really wanted to know. What happened to Chu Xin during those days in Northern Qi?
"You should know that it was Ayun and Dr. Song who saved me from a bloody fall, so you know what kind of life I have lived. In fact, thinking about it now, I feel quite stupid."
Chu Xin helped Yuan Heng sit on the stone chair in front of her. Now she didn't shy away from this question, and she could even tell it as if it was about an outsider.
"Now that I think about it, the few years I spent with Xiao Zhi seemed like I was wasting my life. He said nice things and said he liked me, but he really did it for me. What have you done?
At the beginning, I was clearly promised to give me the position of the principal concubine, but later, I was only allowed to be the concubine. Many things happened in the backyard of the palace, and he was not completely on my side. Instead, I suffered a lot of grievances. "
Now Chu Xin was finally able to calm down, as if she was telling someone else's story.
"I still can't seem to understand how my old self persisted and why I was willing to get married in the first place? If I hadn't been so bold, would I still be able to stay with my mother now? It's still a good life. Be my princess in Chu Kingdom."
Chu Xin looked yearning. In fact, it was not all painful memories in Chu State. At least his mother was very good to him, and there was also Chu Shu, his sister. Their sisterly love also made people feel nostalgic.
"Things have already happened, and it is impossible to go back in time. What's more, it should be good for you to stay here now. Don't you always say that Chun Guiren is a very good master? If you stay with her, you will also be very good. happy."
Yuan Heng comforted him softly. Always look at him when talking.
Actually, I don’t know why. With Chu Xin by my side, I felt a lot more relaxed. This feeling was something that even a noble person had never given me.
He knew that he was weak, but what he hated most was his own weakness.
Every time I face the careful care of others, I feel more disgust and hatred, and I am reminded of the fact that I am a useless person all the time.
But Chu Xin didn't take such careful care in front of him, and she liked this feeling very much.
Chu Xin lowered his head, a little disappointed.
No matter what, it can't be compared with my family affection.
To her, a pure nobleman is not only a master, but more importantly, a good friend.
"I have always treated noble people as good friends, but friendship is friendship, and family love is family love. The two cannot replace each other, nor can they make up for each other."
Chu Xin still seemed very lost and depressed. Why was her life like this? It seemed that nothing was perfect and everything was incomplete.
It was like this when I was a child, and it will be like this when I grow up. When will God be willing to give me a little good luck?
