"The noble is the master of this slave. No matter what the master does, it is right. What's more, I know that reaching this point is really helpless. After all, the master has suffered great injustice, and the slave can see it. It hurts in my heart."
Jinxiu came over and felt extremely aggrieved. Why did the master have to make such a big sacrifice? Who doesn’t want to be a favored concubine favored by His Majesty, and who doesn’t want to live a carefree life?
But God is really unfair and is not willing to give the master a little bit of good luck. He has no choice but to do this.
"Okay, now that you can be by my side and understand me, I finally feel a little comforted."
Ning Guiren smiled slightly. Being able to have someone by her side and supporting her no matter what she did, finally gave her a little warmth in her heart, instead of completely freezing it into ice.
Hearing some movement outside the door, Ning Guiren knew that someone was coming, so he quickly stood up and blew out a candle on the table next to him, and the room suddenly became darker again.
In fact, there is no need for the candlelight in the room to be so bright at this moment, it would be good if it is dim.
"Now that Lord Xu is here, I will be guarding the door. No one will come here, so the master can rest assured."
Ning Guiren nodded slightly. After blowing out the candle just now, the room was almost dark. Only the other candle could see the figure, and the moonlight shining in through the window.
In fact, he didn't want the room to be too bright, because it couldn't be considered an upright and upright thing to see people.
Even if she makes this decision, she cannot be entirely blamed. The person who is really to blame should be His Majesty. His Majesty has betrayed her sincerity, so why should she always think about His Majesty!
Ning Guiren walked to the window and looked at the moon outside. This was a very remote corner of the palace. The moon he saw seemed to be the same as the moon in his own palace, and there was no difference.
Hearing the footsteps behind him, Ning Guiren smiled slightly. He felt that the footsteps were getting closer and closer, and finally stopped behind him. He could even vaguely hear his breathing.
"I knew you would come, and I knew that no matter what I said, you would do it. You are still the same as you were a few years ago, and there is still no change. In my heart, you will always be that person. The one who loves me the most.”
Ning Guiren did not turn around, she still just stood quietly. She could feel the breathing of the person behind her, which sounded very rapid.
"I know you will come, but I also know that you will come reluctantly. You think it is wrong to have anything to do with me anymore. But you are still reluctant, because you still can't let me go. You are still I can’t let go of the feelings I had three years ago.”
Ning Guiren raised her head and looked at the moon in the sky. Maybe she would be punished for saying something against her will in the future. She knew that she was doing something very wrong now.
But it doesn't matter, just keep making mistakes like this. If you don't keep making mistakes, she will be suffocated to death by her own anger.
Why should she have no choice but to be betrayed by His Majesty? Why can't she severely break His Majesty's heart? There has never been such a reason in the world.
She has never been a weak woman who will only let others bully her. Anyone who hurts her will definitely have to pay it back a thousand times.
"You're right, everything you said is right. You still know me very well. You made up your mind and knew that I would definitely come. You won every time you bet, but you were just betting that I would never love you. Be ruthless."
Xu Yan took another step forward as he spoke. He had already touched Ning Guiren's back. For some reason, he smelled a faint fragrance after he came in, which was refreshing.
As he smelled it, he felt that his mind suddenly became a little unclear. That's right, he had never been sober in front of Ning Guiren, so it seemed normal to be a little confused.
"Yeah, you can't be cruel to me, so do you think this is a good thing or a bad thing?"
Ning Guiren suddenly smiled, feeling the approach of the person behind him, and feeling that he was leaning against the other person's chest, a hot body.
At this moment, I suddenly felt extremely happy. If His Majesty knew what he was doing at this moment, would he be so angry that he would vomit blood? Would it make his already weak body even more sick?
So why should I take care of His Majesty's emotions, and why should I care about His Majesty's body? His Majesty has never cherished his sincerity, and he is not worthy at all!
"You asked me to come here tonight just because you wanted to say these words? I have heard these words many times. Is there anything else you want to say to me?"
Xu Yan's breathing suddenly became heavier, "Fuling Palace is an abandoned palace. As soon as I entered, I suddenly smelled a fragrance, but this place just seemed to have been cleaned in a hurry. How could it be?" Does it smell like a scent?"
Xu Yan leaned into Ning Guiren's ear and asked. Maybe he had guessed the reason, maybe he didn't know and was just asking, or maybe he didn't want to know deep down in his heart, and felt that it didn't matter if he was wrong.
"What scent? Why haven't I smelled it?"
Ning Guiren turned around pretending to be confused, raised his head slightly, and looked into Xu Yan's eyes.
The two of them were standing by the window at the moment, with the moonlight shining in. Through the moonlight, they could vaguely see each other's faces.
"Or are you confused? In my heart you will always be so confused, but I just like your confusion. Being with you now, it feels like I have returned to the time three years ago. That time was the happiest time for me. If I could experience this time again, I don’t know how happy I would be.”
Ning Guiren's words were extremely ambiguous, or it could mean that the atmosphere in the room tonight was inherently ambiguous.
"But you didn't resolutely decide to enter the palace. No matter how many times I told you, you never listened. In fact, you no longer had me in your heart at that time, whether it was for glory, wealth, status, or for you. I really have Your Majesty in my heart, you already abandoned me three years ago."
It was obvious that Xu Yan was still somewhat awake at this moment and was not completely confused. The scent seemed to be slowly getting stronger and stronger, and he felt that his mind was slowly becoming less and less alert.
Looking at the person in front of him, he felt as if he had returned to a time several years ago. He had dreamed about it countless times, but after waking up, the dream was still in vain.
"So are you blaming me now?"
Ning Guiren suddenly choked up, "Just think that you are blaming me. Do you have a clear conscience towards me? The Mrs. Suhua beside you has also been with you for two years, and you already have another one by your side. woman."
Maybe people are selfish. Ning Guiren still feels a little uncomfortable when talking about this matter now. She doesn't want any women to appear around Xu Yan.
"You have already entered the palace, why can't I have another woman? Or are you blaming me for this matter now?"
Xu Yan lowered his head and asked softly.
"Okay, tonight's opportunity is hard-won. I don't want to tell you this. It's too embarrassing. What's more important is that you can stay with me now."
Ning Guiren suddenly smiled and shook his head, putting his arms around Xu Yan's waist and resting his head on his chest.
She really couldn't understand this matter, but now was not the time to talk about these things, because there were other more important things to do.
"Don't forget your current identity. As long as one person breaks in at this moment, you and I may be finished in this life."
Although Xu Yan said sober words, his mind was getting more and more confused. He couldn't help but stretched out his arms to hug Ning Guiren. It was obvious that he was really confused.
"The moment you walked in, didn't you already make your choice?"
Ning Guiren said lightly, all he can say is that he made the right bet and has never regretted what he is doing now.
Jinxiu was standing outside, her heart beating wildly.
In fact, she didn't know whether her decision was wrong or right. It was just that her master felt so unhappy and wronged. What was wrong with just being willful like this?
She has been with her master since she was a child, and everything she does is for him.
No matter what the situation is inside the house at the moment, all he needs to do is guard the door outside.
Late at night, when Xu Yan returned to the house, he did not expect that Suhua was still in the house and she was not asleep yet.
"Why do you come back so late, sir?"
Suhua waited for a long time. Even though it was already late at night, she still didn't feel sleepy because she felt really uneasy tonight.
"It's nothing. The affairs in the palace are really busy, and I was accidentally delayed. You don't have to wait for me after such a late hour. You can just rest by yourself."
Xu Yan took a deep breath and sat down pretending to be calm. His head was covered with sweat.
When I came back in a hurry, I felt as guilty as a thief, and even felt so guilty that I didn't dare to look into Suhua's eyes.
Everything that just happened in the palace was like a dream. Did he really do this? Did he make such a big mistake?
I don't know why, but I smelled a vague fragrance after I entered. As I smelled it, I felt that my mind was confused.
That's all, since the mistake has been made, there is no use in thinking about it again.
Do you regret it? He doesn't seem to regret it.
"I'm really worried about you, sir. I just want to wait for you to come back."
Suhua took a handkerchief to wipe the sweat on Xu Yan's face. She didn't know why, but the uneasy feeling was getting deeper and deeper. She always felt that something terrible must have happened tonight.
"What happened tonight?"
This was what Suhua was thinking, and she asked the question by the way.
