And Chu Yi just said lightly that she already knew. She was not the one who should really care about this matter. What's more, after being sick for so many days, it was really time to leave, right?
"It seems that he is finally getting everything he wants. He has endured the humiliation for so long, and he is finally going to get it!"
Chu Yi was drinking tea and smiling lightly while talking.
"Why couldn't I see that he had so many thoughts before? His heart is so cruel. One or two people who were really good to him were all turned into this by him!"
"I don't know what the princess is talking about. Did the princess not sleep well last night? She is confused!"
Yuexiang was a little anxious. Now was not the time to talk nonsense, not to mention that His Highness's identity had already changed. He could no longer be as unscrupulous as before!
"You are reminding me that his identity is different now. I can't lose my temper like before. Not only can't I lose my temper, but I also have to hold it back. I have to be humble and swallow my anger. After all, I have to live. The look I hate the most!”
Chu Yi casually threw the teacup on the table. The tea in the teacup flowed out and into her sleeves, but she didn't care at all. It was just that her clothes were wet. What kind of big deal was this?
"Yuexiang, do you know how frustrated I feel right now? I feel like my life shouldn't be like this, why is it still like this?"
Chu Yi felt that her life had become so ridiculous. When she was in Chu Palace, she never imagined that her future life would be like this.
"Do you still remember when I saw Chu Xin that night? When I saw her, I was still feeling lucky that she was not dead, but the next second I was a little worried. Since she was not dead, would I have to fight with her again if I brought her back? Am I competing for favor?
I didn't expect that she wouldn't come back. She would rather stay in Nanliang as a slave than come back. What do you think she thinks? And my thoughts were so ridiculous. At this time, what I was thinking about was that I was afraid that she would fight with me! "
Chu Yi sat paralyzed on the ground and smiled bitterly and helplessly. She was laughing at her own failure in life and at her own villainous heart.
Even Chu Xin could give up completely, but she, a princess who thought she was arrogant and delicate, unexpectedly was trapped by these things, and she seemed unable to get out no matter what.
This is such a desperate thing.
"Princess, I feel that you never need to compare with others. You live your own life. As long as you are still a noble princess, you have won! What's more, your status in the future will definitely improve. All of this will definitely happen. It’s worth it!”
Yuexiang squatted on the ground, trying to help Chu Yi up, but it was still to no avail. How could she make up for it when her heart was already like this?
"He still doesn't know that one day I will almost be stoned to death, because I know very well that even if he knew, he would only give a few perfunctory words of comfort, or maybe not even these words of comfort, because There is no me in his heart at all! There has never been me!"
Chu Yi cried in despair and anger. What else didn't she understand now? She already felt that she was just a stepping stone for Snacks.
Now that he is about to get everything he wants, then he will be nothing at all, but will become a burden!
"If I was just like Chu Xin, an inconspicuous princess, would he still please me like that when he was in Chu Palace? Would he still obey me in everything? No! Not at all. !”
Chu Yi covered her face in grievance, feeling why she was so stupid, so stupid that she felt shameless to see others.
Doesn't everything happening now have anything to do with her? Didn't she live her own life by herself?
After venting, she felt that her mood was much better. Chu Yi helped Yuexiang's hand to get up and sit back on the chair, her face turned cold.
"Let's pack up and prepare to enter the palace tomorrow. Didn't I say that His Majesty is already critically ill? It is estimated that he will be in the next few days. As His Highness's wife, I will naturally stay by his side."
Chu Yi suddenly smiled. If you can't have feelings, you must hold on to your status and status.
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There were charcoal fires everywhere in the palace and it was as warm as spring, so there was no need to wear fluffy and heavy clothes inside.
At this moment, Chu Xin was sitting on the ground and taking a nap next to the bed, while Yuan Heng was lying on the bed and woke up. When he woke up, he felt that the dizzy feeling was relieved a lot.
It can only be said that Dr. Song is indeed the one who knows his body the best. The medicines he prescribes are much more effective than ordinary doctors. He turned slightly sideways and looked at the sleeping person lying next to him.
These days, Chu Xin has been by his side to take care of her. This feeling is really different.
Perhaps it's like a good friend whom I've known for many years. He's not as cautious as a pure nobleman, but is a little more bold in what he says and does.
He quite likes this feeling. He doesn't want to be carefully taken care of by others like a cripple. The more he takes care of him, the more deliberately he will appear, and the more deeply he will realize the fact that he is a waste.
Chu Xin's eyelashes fluttered, and it looked like she was about to wake up, so Yuan Heng withdrew his gaze and turned around.
"You're awake, but your head still hurts?"
Chu Xin got up and rubbed his eyes. He felt that he must have slept for a long time, and his arms were numb. He reached out to touch Yuan Heng's forehead, and it was not as hot as before.
"It seems that Ayun is right. Dr. Song is the one who knows your Majesty's body best. As long as he is around, the medicine he prescribes will definitely be the most effective!"
Chu Xin stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, smiling slightly.
"Um."
Chu Xin said as she helped Yuan Heng sit up, "It's been several days since I've seen Chun Guiren. Have you ever missed her?"
"Every day you seem to mention Pure Nobility. I think you miss her more than I should."
Yuan Heng couldn't help but laugh. He really didn't know whether Chu Xin did it intentionally or not. He had to mention Pure Noble Man three or four times every day, as if he was afraid that he would forget.
"I am really worried that you will forget her, so I have to mention her to you several times every day. After all, I also grew up in a harem, so I naturally know how cold the heart of an emperor is!"
Chu Xin deliberately sarcastically said, let alone what she experienced in Chu Palace as a child, she said that even she herself had misjudged the wrong person. Isn't this really ridiculous?
"Then you really blamed me wrongly. Let's not mention that I helped you when you were young, but you still can't see what kind of person I am during this time in Nanliang? What if the concubine didn't make a big mistake? , I will never be indifferent to them."
Yuan Heng shook his head with a wry smile. He thought he had the most tolerant temperament.
Especially for the concubines in the harem, I already felt a little guilty knowing that I was weak and didn't have much time to spend with them.
So when he first faced Ning Guiren who was by his side, he gave him full preference, including the current Chun Guiren, and he would also reciprocate their sincerity.
"Then it was the pure nobles who tied me up last time, but you didn't blame them, you just pretended that it never happened!"
Chu Xin bit her lip, pretending to be dissatisfied.
"I know why they made this fuss. I ignored it. Isn't that the best result? If things get really big, can you still stay with Pure Noble? If things really get really big, Do you think you want to go back to Chu or to Northern Qi?"
Yuan Heng suddenly became interested and looked at her curiously. One was his mother country, and the other was his husband. Where did he want to go back?
"Whether it's Chu or Northern Qi, I don't want to go back at all, because no matter which side, there's no one I can miss."
Chu Xin suddenly felt a little depressed for a moment, and her desire to joke with Yuan Heng was gone. Maybe it was because she always felt a little heavy when she mentioned the past.
"Whether it's in Chu or Northern Qi, there's no one I want to see anymore. It seems that no matter where I am, there are memories that I never want to recall again. What do you mean by such a life?"
At this moment, his son Chu Xin's mood was completely depressed. He sat on the edge of the bed with his head hanging down. He looked very dull.
"It seems that I said the wrong thing just now. This is not a good topic and makes you sad."
Yuan Heng looked at him as if he felt a little guilty, "Although I have been frail since I was a child, my father and mother both loved me and never let me suffer any injustice, so I cannot empathize with your pain.
But as long as I can help you, that’s good. Whether it’s the paintings I drew for you when you were young or allowing you to stay in Nanliang now, as long as I can help you, that’s good. "
In fact, Yuan Heng has always been such a person. No matter who he is, as long as he sees the other person being too pitiful, he will always feel soft-hearted involuntarily. He is an extremely soft-hearted person to begin with.
"You are truly the kindest person I have ever met. If anyone else had your status, would they still be like you?"
Chu Xin suddenly raised her head and looked at Yuan Heng with tears in her eyes. The kindness she received when she was a child was enough to be remembered for a lifetime.
Although it was just a light painting, it gave me such great comfort.
"Whether it's good or bad, after all, you met me, and my kindness to you is truly enough."
Yuan Heng lay down again, feeling that his body seemed to have no strength again, and even sitting up felt uncomfortable.
"I have accepted other people's kindness to me, so I will also be kind to others. Don't you also try your best to take care of me, so it is natural for me to repay you."
Yes, he has always been such a person. Even if he is weak and sick, even if he has given up on himself, he will still be kind to others.
I still feel that all this is as it should be, and I feel that whoever treats me well must repay him.
Chu Xin turned her head away, not wanting Yuan Heng to see her crying. In fact, people are different from each other, right?
Some people are so soft-hearted, while others are so cold and heartless. If only she didn't like the kind of hard-hearted person, would her life be much more stable?
"Hexiang, what kind of person do you think Xin'er is?"
The noble man had just read the account book and was taking a break while drinking tea, when he thought of this inexplicably.
"As the noble man said, she is naturally a very lovable person. When I didn't know her identity in the past, I only knew that Xin'er was very powerful and knew everything!"
He Xiang stood behind her and squeezed her shoulders. After thinking about it, she was indeed very happy getting along with her during this period of time.
"Yes, she was by my side at that time and gave me a lot of ideas. With her around, I felt I got twice the result with half the effort. I still remember the glowing pearl hairpin she made. It was that hairpin that attracted His Majesty."
The pure nobleman smiled, feeling both happy and shy when thinking about what happened that day.
In fact, there are some methods in the harem, which are perfectly normal, as long as they don't take the initiative to harm others.
The glowing pearl hairpin represents how ingenious Chu Xin is, and can think of such weird and interesting ways, so how lovable such a person is!
"Sometimes it's no wonder that the noble lady likes her so much, because I like her very much too. It seems that no matter whether it's an injury on her face or a leg, it won't leave a trace in her heart. She still lives a happy life every day. , Such a person is really strong!"
He Xiang nodded vigorously. Although she felt a little uncomfortable last time because the noble man asked Xin'er to accompany His Majesty to the palace, she finally figured it out after being explained.
Since I like Xin'er so much on weekdays, why do I have to imagine her as that kind of bad person?
"Of course everyone will like her."
The noble man nodded with a smile, and his words seemed to have a profound meaning.
I like Xin'er very much and think this girl is good at everything, so will Your Majesty feel the same way?
She thought this was how she felt. She asked Xin'er to stay with His Highness during this period of time, just to let the two of them get along for a while, so that maybe they could discover the good qualities in each other?
