Speaking of the things that happened when she was young, Chu Xin was really emotional. She always felt that those things had passed for a long time, and the people in her memory seemed to be gone.
"But my biological mother was very kind to me. In my impression, she was always a gentle woman. My adoptive mother was also very kind to me. Later I no longer thought so. How could I have these two people like me?" A good mother is my blessing."
As he spoke, his eyes became moist. What he misses the most now is the time in the cold palace. I really want to live again and talk to my mother again, but it is a pity that I will never have this opportunity again.
It was because she was stupid and stubborn that she took the wrong path and chose the wrong person. When the news of her death came back, one can only imagine how desperate her mother would be.
This is something I never dare to recall.
"Your Majesty still remembers that we met several times when we were young. At that time, I was bullied by other princesses, and you helped me out. In fact, that was just the tip of the iceberg.
There are really too many big and small things in the harem. I can't even remember how many yin and yang taunts and calculations I have suffered. "
Chu Xin lowered her head and tears slowly slid down her cheeks. This was something she didn't want to think about.
Why is life so difficult? Why must he suffer this? Why can't he live quietly and simply?
"Later, I fell in love with the wrong person. I thought that as long as I had his love, all these things should not be difficult. But later, I still suffered a lot. Because of my status as a concubine, I could only be stepped on by others. Bottom line, actually now that I think about it, this was wrong from the beginning, so why should I bet that others’ sincerity will not change?”
This is the truly most hateful thing. He used to be very clear when comforting others, but when it was his turn, he would only be confused.
How could you dare to gamble so boldly? How dare you?
"Life is bitter, and everyone has their own bitterness."
Yuan Heng had been looking at Chu Xin quietly, and after she finished speaking, he comforted her softly.
I also remember what happened when I was young. At that time, I already felt how difficult it was for Chu Xin to survive in the harem, and I couldn't bear to see the weak being bullied like this, so I reached out to help.
"I really admire Your Majesty. Your Majesty is really a very good person because he repays the sincerity of others and never takes others' sincerity for granted. Whether he is a noble person, a noble person, or a gentle person, I can feel it. You are repaying their sincerity,"
Chu Xin looked up at Yuan Heng and really felt that this man was really different.
Even after suffering from illness for so many years, there seems to be no resentment in his eyes. Instead, he is still so warm to the people around him, and still so affectionate and righteous.
"I am weak and have very little time to accompany them. As long as you give me a trace of sincerity, I will definitely return half of it,"
After saying that, Yuan Heng suddenly coughed lightly again. Chu Xin quickly ran over and brought the medicine over. There was a small box of sugar pills beside it, which were made by pure nobles.
"Jun Guijun went to the small kitchen to make these sugar pills when she had time. She said that she knew that His Majesty had a bitter taste in his mouth. After drinking the medicine, he would just eat some sugar pills to bring some sweetness."
No matter when, Chu Xin would help Chungui speak up, not to mention that it was indeed done by her own hands.
As long as you pay well, let people know it, why should you hide it? If you give a sincere heart, you will get at least half of the return.
"Are you really willing to stay with the Pure Nobility as a slave? Are you unwilling to return to the Chu State, or are you unwilling to return to the Northern Qi State?"
After taking a few sips of the medicine, Yuan Heng put down the spoon and didn't want to drink it anymore. It was bitter, it was really too bitter.
It is true that good medicine tastes bitter, but over the years he has drank countless medicines. Many times the taste he feels when he wakes up every day is the bitter taste in his mouth. It seems that this bitter taste cannot be erased no matter what.
"I no longer have any relatives in Dachu. My birth mother is no longer with me. The only sister I care about is heard to be doing well, so I feel relieved. How can I go back to Beiqi? I once thought I was deeply loved. In fact, all people are just like this. I really don’t want to feel this kind of pain and despair again.”
Mentioning Beiqi, Chu Xin's heart fluctuated a bit. She didn't regret giving Chu Yi what she made last time, and she must be sure that Chu Yi would use it one day.
I really know Chu Yi's temper very well. She has always been so condescending since she was a child, and she likes to step on others no matter what she does.
So how is it possible to endure these grievances, how is it possible to endure them again and again?
As for what kind of person Xiao Zhi is, she is also very clear about it. When she faced herself, she once said that he was a millionaire, but when she gave up, didn't she just give up? How good would it be to face Chu Yi?
As a couple, they will definitely become enemies one day.
"Well, you can do whatever you want. I never force others. It seems that Chungui is a very good and close person to you, so you are willing to stay with her."
When it comes to pure noble people, Yuan Heng's tone becomes a little softer.
You can feel that Chun Guiren is the one who spends the most sincerity on himself. Whether compared with Ning Guiren or compared with Roumei, Chun Guiren is really very good.
"So, Your Majesty, you see, the majority of people in this world are living miserable lives. I thought I was living a miserable life, but at least I still have a healthy body. Your Majesty is still a royal nobleman, and you will never feel this. It’s the feeling of being wronged by others, so don’t people envy each other?”
Chu Xin wiped the tears on her face and comforted softly. She could feel that Yuan Heng's biggest problem now was never external factors but his own heart.
The more gentle a person is, the more he will endure all this silently. If a person endures too much, his whole spirit will become very tired.
"What's more, Chun Guijun really loves His Majesty. The sugar pills she made are the best proof. She just wants His Majesty to feel the sweet taste. She really wants to make His Majesty feel better. Your Majesty is a very good person. Gentle people, then think of it as repaying the sincerity of pure noble people, and also make yourself better!"
Chu Xin found another way. She didn't want to always say comforting words, but only wanted to say something truly useful.
"What people fear the most is comparison. Your Majesty thinks that he is not favored by God and is weak since he was born. However, he was born into a royal family. There are so many precious medicinal materials in the medicine garden, but ordinary people will never have access to them. It can’t be reached.
If an ordinary commoner could not afford precious medicinal materials for such a body, he might have died early. Who should he go to to reason with?
Your Majesty should be grateful for your status and for having so many people who care about you. Isn't this a blessing? "
It is also strange that Chu Xin always seems to feel that they are very familiar in front of Yuan Heng.
Is it because of those few encounters when we were young? Or is it because I can feel that Yuan Heng is really a gentle and tolerant person, so I dare to say these words with confidence.
The pure noble man finished reading the account book and was about to get up to take a look, but he saw He Xiang walking over in a hurry. It seemed that nothing happened.
"Ning Guiren is here?"
Hexiang looked worried. When she saw Ning Guiren just now, she had an angry look on her face. She didn't know what she would do if she came over.
"Um."
Chun Guiren nodded lightly and didn't take it seriously. Now that he and Ning Guiren were on an equal footing, what was there to be afraid of?
Sure enough, the next second, Ning Guiren burst in angrily. It looked like he was quite angry!
"It was you who asked people to stop me from entering, and it was you who asked Roumei to take care of His Majesty? Why do you have that?"
Ning Guiren looked really angry, his face turned red with anger.
"I won't let you in because I don't want you to upset Your Majesty after you go in. Your Majesty has been in poor health recently, why would you let someone you don't like in? You and I can handle the affairs of the harem. I feel relieved to have a beautiful person taking care of Your Majesty. .”
Compared with Ning Guiren's excitement, Chun Guiren seems to be much calmer. Since having Roumei Ren as a helper, many things have gone smoothly.
Roumei is indeed a bit thoughtful, not to mention she is very good at talking, and she can always look aggrieved, which makes people really angry, but there is nothing they can do.
"Your Majesty has given us both the same rights, but that doesn't mean you can overpower me. Don't forget that we are still on equal footing!"
Ning Guiren said angrily. Recently, he has really felt a little anxious. At first, he thought it was nothing, but now he clearly feels that Chun Guiren has slowly begun to press on him. What else can he do?
Obviously they were not like this in the past. He was the only one who was favored in the harem, so what else did the others do? But now everyone is favored, and only he is slowly being despised by His Majesty.
There is no such truth in the world, why everything seems to be slowly turning around.
"There are some things that you and I know very well, so you don't need me to say it again, right?"
Chun Guiren stood up and walked to Ning Guiren in a funny way and looked at her, "Your Majesty is not a fool and will not be easily fooled by others. Do you really have no idea why Your Majesty liked you in the past and why he doesn't like you now?"
In fact, why must there be so many calculations? His Majesty is really a very good person. As long as you stay with him with peace of mind, you will be rewarded. There is really no need for these calculations.
His Majesty liked Ning Guiren in the past, didn't he just think that she handled things gently, generously and orderly, but is Ning Guiren still like this now?
Ning Guiren was really unwise about the pastry thing last time. Maybe a person who is confused will do many stupid things.
Your Majesty is not a fool and will not be easily fooled by others. The more Ning Guiren does, the more mistakes he makes, and all the good impressions left in His Majesty's heart will slowly disappear.
"you shut up!"
Ning Guiren was about to explode now. He was already full of anger. Seeing that Chun Guiren was still talking proudly in front of him, he reached out and wanted to hit him as soon as his brain got hot.
But she didn't expect that her hand was caught.
"You are really stupider than I thought. Now that I am on an equal footing with you, what qualifications do you have to attack me?"
Chun Guiren held Ning Guiren's hand hard and shook it back after speaking.
I am no longer the person I used to be who only let others bully me. I have already reached this point. If I can't stand up, what's the use?
Hexiang stood aside and was extremely worried. Just now she saw that Ning Guiren's slap was about to hit her nobleman's face, but she didn't expect that the nobleman has become so powerful now and will never be the same as before. Being bullied.
