Speaking of things in the past, even Chu Xin herself didn't expect to be so calm. A few days ago, she was a little worried when she heard that Chu Yi was here. She didn't expect that it only took a second to feel like everything was gone. Nothing more.
It has been almost a year since what happened in the past, and the pain of rebirth has slowly faded away.
The scars on his face have slowly faded away, and he has even gotten used to the fact that his broken left leg can walk normally, and those marks have faded.
"What do you mean by this?"
Chu Yi took a few deep breaths and finally calmed herself down. At that moment, she couldn't believe her eyes.
Because after that incident, she had nightmares all night long, dreaming of Chu Xin crawling toward her covered in blood, but now she saw her alive again.
This feeling is really curious, a little scared, a little panicked, and also vaguely happy.
Didn't really kill her.
"I can't explain how I feel about you. We are biological sisters who are related by blood. I said how much I hate you, as if you really didn't do anything. Just like you said, we were married. We are the same man, so we are just going to be jealous and fight, right?"
Chu Yi suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly. People only grow up after suffering a loss. How could she have imagined that she would be in the situation she is in today?
Ask yourself, does Xiao Zhi love her? It seems like he really doesn't, right?
Otherwise, why would you quarrel with her to such an extent? You can blurt out any unpleasant words, aren't you afraid of really hurting your heart?
Otherwise, why could he stay in the palace for months and months without returning home, and never come back often without even saying a word? Otherwise, why would he find someone with an original intention so similar to Chu Xin to accompany him?
So for a man who has no love for me, is it really worth it to be like this with a biological sister who is related by blood?
It doesn’t seem worth it, right?
Countless times, I always think of this sentence: Is it worth doing this? It seems not worth it, but I always suppress it deliberately and don't want to think about it.
Because every time I think about this question I feel like a clown.
"Yes, I have never had any deep grudges with you. Whether in Chu Palace or in the palace, I have always been humble to you. How many times have you plotted against me? How many times have you framed me? Do you know that? And that Why did those people kidnap me? Didn't you really help them!"
Chu Xin had tears in her eyes. These things were already long ago memories for him, but now he had to recall them again and again.
When I was standing outside, I could hear the voices inside, and it was exactly what I thought.
Xiao Zhi could be so indifferent to her, so it goes without saying that he must be so indifferent to Chu Yi.
Chu Yi has always been arrogant and arrogant, and she can't stand this.
"That's enough, don't talk about it. These things have passed. What can I do? Can I still turn back time and go back to a time when nothing happened?"
Chu Yi didn't want to listen anymore and turned her back and didn't dare to look again, or she was afraid and didn't dare to mention it again. She always felt that the more she listened, the more ashamed she became. She always felt that she was so stupid in the past.
"younger sister."
Chu Xin was silent for a long time, and suddenly shouted softly.
"What did you call me?"
Chu Yi turned around in disbelief, never expecting to hear these two words from Chu Xin's mouth.
"You are indeed my sister. No matter what we have done or happened, our blood relationship will always be unbreakable. You are my sister."
Chu Xin suddenly smiled, "After I was rescued, I heard that my mother had passed away. How desperate I was at that time. I felt that I had no relatives in this world. But now it seems that you are still my sister, but you are He is so proud and willful that he will do wrong things."
Chu Xin's voice was very gentle, without any trace of resentment. It could be seen that Chu Yi was slowly moved by her words.
It seems that she has really changed a lot in the past few years. Her facial features are no longer as arrogant as before. It seems that she has paid the price for her choice.
"You really don't blame me?"
Chu Yi's eyes suddenly turned red. Maybe her temper has changed a lot in the past few years, or maybe Xiao Zhi's indifference made her realize that all this has nothing to do with others, but that she made the wrong choice. Wrong person.
What's the use of venting all your anger on others? Xiao Zhi doesn't like her, and he still doesn't like her after all.
"But I did do a lot of wrong things at the time. I thought you were dead. In fact, I felt guilty and scared. I even had nightmares all night long, always dreaming that you were coming to ask for your life. But I didn’t expect that you would stand in front of me again and say you don’t blame me.”
In addition to being in disbelief, I also felt a little relieved. I felt that the stone that was weighing on my heart was finally removed.
"I don't blame you in the first place, how could I blame you? Seeing you like this makes me feel bad. Why do you think you made the right bet? Have you married the man you like? Is he treating you well?"
Chu Xin was worried and distressed, and she held Chu Yi's hand and sat down, like close and good sisters.
Chu Yi didn't speak. She always had endless resentment when she mentioned these things. Facing someone who didn't love her at all, no matter what she did, it was useless.
Because the other party didn't care at all, that's why he didn't come back for several months in a row. Sometimes he didn't know who he should be living with, facing a quiet room and endless things in the house.
In addition, the concubines in the backyard are often jealous and jealous. Sometimes, I really feel that life is boring. Why do I live like this?
"You always think that Xiao Zhi likes me, but see if he really likes me now. He doesn't like anyone. He only wants people who are useful to him."
Chu Xin said every word, saying it for Chu Yi and herself.
"So you are willing to be a palace maid here? Are you unwilling to go back with me?"
Chu Yi didn't want to continue this topic. The more she continued, the more aggrieved she felt. She could see that Chu Xin was wearing the clothes of a palace maid. Wouldn't being a palace maid be too unfair to her?
"Sister, if you still think about our blood relationship, leave me alone. Don't worry, I live a good life here. My current master is a very good person. I really feel good being around her. .”
Chu Xin smiled and shook her head. Since she could come over, she was sure that things would go in the direction she wanted.
"Didn't you like him the most before? Can you even let go of your feelings for him?"
Chu Yi suddenly became a little silent. It was time for him to ask himself, what's the point of always being entangled like this? Every time he gave a little bit of expectation, he would get a little bit of disappointment.
"In my eyes, you have always been arrogant, aloof, and disdainful of anyone. Why are you so aggrieved now?"
Chu Xin looked at her distressedly, could a person really change so much?
"How can being a princess be the same as being a princess? When a princess is pampered, she can do anything. But when she is a princess, her husband won't like her. Isn't that what it is?"
Chu Yi smiled bitterly. If you look carefully, there is clearly resentment in his eyes.
Yes, she was originally such a high-minded and arrogant person. When she was wronged, she would naturally find a way to take revenge, but she was always powerless when facing Xiao Zhi.
Because there is always some expectation and hope.
"Sister, I came here today to give you a gift. It would be best if you are willing to accept it."
Chu Xin took out a sachet from her sleeve, and then took out a small wooden box the size of the palm of her hand. When she opened the small wooden box, there were small pills one by one.
"What's this?"
Chu Yi looked at the small pills in the box with confusion, and Chu Xin re-covered the sachet and put it in her hand.
"This is my gift to you. I think you will use it one day. Just treat it as if you haven't seen me tonight. I think the wound on your forehead will heal soon and you can leave."
Chu Xin stood up and saluted her, then turned and left, believing that Chu Yi would leave this thing behind and it would be useful one day.
Instead of studying medical skills and reading medical books every day for more than half a year, maybe God helped her and gave her such a good opportunity.
If Chu Yi could really be determined to do this, she would really feel relieved.
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"I finally feel a lot more relaxed these days. The Princess of Northern Qi has recovered from her illness and passed away yesterday. Roumei is an obedient person. With her helping me share a lot of Ning Guiren's pressure, I really feel relaxed all over."
Chun Guiren was sitting in the courtyard with Chu Xin to bask in the sun. It was hard to find time to rest today. He didn't want to do anything but just sit quietly and bask in the sun.
"Yes, I knew at that time that a soft and beautiful person would be the best way for a noble person. Her little thoughts would only be the best help. She would not be easily plotted like Qiao Guiren."
Chu Xin looked up at the sun in the sky. The sunlight was so strong that she could only squint slightly.
What happened that night was like a dream. Chu Yicai left after just two more days of rest. He had already brought all his things with him.
I believe that Chu Yi will never be a person who can only swallow his anger. He used to be so cruel to himself, and he will naturally be the same to others.
"But what I'm most worried about is His Majesty's health. I just want His Majesty to be healthy and live a long life. I don't want anything in the harem to get in front of him and let him get distracted."
The noble lady looked worried. It would be better to say that she had always been worried. Every time she heard His Majesty's cough, she would always feel distressed. After the distress, there would be endless fear.
I'm afraid that something will really happen to His Majesty one day.
"The medical skills of Imperial Physician Song are so superb, and there are so many precious medicinal materials in the medicine garden, nothing will happen."
Chu Xin turned her head and comforted her softly. In fact, these comforts didn't have much effect.
Yuan Heng, whom I met when he was young, was already in this sickly state. He had been weak all year round and had to take decoction every day. It would be really painful to think about it.
Yuan Heng is really a very good person, so it’s no wonder that the pure nobles are so attentive to him.
Those who are obsessed with the authorities can see clearly that Yuan Heng will try his best to repay everyone around him. He will also repay as much as the pure noble people have given to him.
Such people are really good.
